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Goodbye | Dan & Will

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William watched carefully wondering if it was wrong of him to offer again, specially after the news that were delivered. He took a deep breath and was about to take it back because he didn’t want to upset Dan. Will searched Dan’s eyes once they locked to see if he could find a hint of the answer. The counter offer caught him off guard. His eyes went wide at that and he nodded. “Yes. Of course it’s a yes. I couldn’t ask for anything else.” He said and kissed him. “I’ll marry you anywhere, anytime.” Will added pecking his lips.

Daniel knew that William was serious about living together if they if was prepared to marry him. This move wasn’t just a whim thing, it was the step to their life together. He moved closer, his lips moving against the others as his hand held onto him close. “Okay.” That sealed the deal for him. He’d follow Will wherever he went. “Then marry me, when we’ve settled in New York and have a real life together.. Marry me. We don’t need anyone but us okay?” He smiled weakly. He was so happy, yet still hurt from the loss of his sister.

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William kissed back with a small smile. “Okay. I’ll marry you once everything is settled and we are good living in New York. This is the start to our forever. As long as we’re together nothing can bring us down.” He told him and hugged him tight. William pulled away and kissed Dan. “I can’t wait to start my our life together.” He said with a smile.

The end.

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Goodbye | Dan & Will

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William watched carefully wondering if it was wrong of him to offer again, specially after the news that were delivered. He took a deep breath and was about to take it back because he didn’t want to upset Dan. Will searched Dan’s eyes once they locked to see if he could find a hint of the answer. The counter offer caught him off guard. His eyes went wide at that and he nodded. “Yes. Of course it’s a yes. I couldn’t ask for anything else.” He said and kissed him. “I’ll marry you anywhere, anytime.” Will added pecking his lips.

Text: Dan just told me! Congrats on New York. I'll miss you, you were my first friend here, I'm happy for you and for Dan and I'm so happy you get to do this. Good luck with everything and text me for anything at all :)

Text: Of course he did! Thank you. I’m gonna miss you too. I’ll keep in touch! Of course I’ll text you! I’ll bother you forever.

Letter for Preston

Dear Preston,

I think during my stay here we’ve become close friends. I want to say that I have enjoyed writing music with you. We have a good mind for music and I know someday you’ll make it big and as it is I wanted to give you a parting gift and a chance. I made this song after being scared of Dan leaving me. Now that I know it’s not a problem but I think your voice would be good for it. attached are the lyrics and an USB with the track.

Down to Earth Keep 'em falling when I know it hurts Going faster than a million miles an hour Trying to catch my breath some way, somehow Down to Earth It's like I'm frozen, but the world still turns Stuck in motion, and the wheels keep spinning 'round Moving in reverse with no way out And now I'm one step closer to being two steps far from you When everybody wants you Everybody wants you How many nights does it take to count the stars? That's the time it would take to fix my heart Oh, baby, I was there for you All I ever wanted was the truth, yeah, yeah How many nights have you wished someone would stay? Lie awake only hoping they're okay I never counted all of mine If I tried, I know it would feel like infinity Infinity, infinity, yeah Infinity Eyes can't shine Unless there's something burning bright behind Since you went away, there's nothing left in mine I feel myself running out of time And now I'm one step closer to being two steps far from you When everybody wants you Everybody wants you How many nights does it take to count the stars? That's the time it would take to fix my heart Oh, baby, I was there for you All I ever wanted was the truth, yeah, yeah How many nights have you wished someone would stay? Lie awake only hoping they're okay I never counted all of mine If I tried, I know it would feel like infinity Infinity, infinity, yeah Infinity How many nights does it take to count the stars? That's the time it would take to fix my heart Oh, baby, I was there for you All I ever wanted was the truth, yeah, yeah How many nights have you wished someone would stay? Lie awake only hoping they're okay I never counted all of mine If I tried, I know it would feel like infinity Infinity, infinity, yeah Infinity

I hope you can make something out of this and if you recorded send it my way. You might get a contract out of it because I believe you’re talented.

Love always,

William

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Goodbye | Dan & Will

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“Oh babe.” He said gently and just held him close. His next words took him by surprise. “So... Come with me. We can find a place together. We don’t have to let the company do it.” He said softly. “Start new. Together.” William told Daniel. “Will you move with me to New York?” He asked.

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Goodbye | Dan & Will

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William held on tight assuring Dan he was there. He still thought this was about moving away until Dan finally spoke. William swallowed and couldn’t help but move to carry Dan and take him to his room. He laid Dan on the bed and Will climbed next to him. As soon as he was in bed Will pulled Dan to him and just held him as he broke down. He wasn’t sure what this meant, he knew Kelly was a big part of the reason Dan was there, he didn’t want to leave her behind again. “She didn’t leave a note or anything?” He asked softly.

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Goodbye | Dan & Will

The male walked through the halls a broken soul. He had just visited Kelly’s to find the place empty. Kelly was gone. The reason he was in Chicago, the person he’d connected with that he never thought he would, was gone. She didn’t even say goodbye. Daniel had been stressing the last day thinking about moving and how it would screw up everything Kelly and he had worked for. She’d just up and left him, like it was an easy decision. Daniel found his way in front of Will’s place just as his chest started to feel tight. He didn’t know what to do, to feel. Kelly was gone. He banged on Will’s door, bottom lip trembling.

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Will had been working like crazy on trying to fix the EP for Raven it was nearly done but he sat on his laptop making a new song. One that had arrived in his head with the situation he was in. He swallowed as he worked on more of a beat, he hadn’t talked to Dan, wanting him to think about what he was going to choose, so the knock on the door was a surprise. Will got up with Loki behind him. He opened the door to see Dan about to break down. His heart dropped and Will pulled Dan into his apartment, he pulled him into his arms ready to hear him say that he had chosen to stay.

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William was still worried on how everything would work out with New York and leaving Chicago, what would Dan decide. He decided to go to the rooftop and clear his mind when he saw Preston. Will silently joined him sitting besides him and looked out at the city. “What’s up with you?” He asked.

Preston looked up from his guitar, strumming the instrument as he looked up at Will. He gave the boy a weak smile, shrugging. “My manager dropped me, but um, no big deal…I guess.” He looked at the floor. “I just wish he wouldn’t have given me a half ass explanation.”

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“Oh... that’s not good.” He said with a frown. “What excuse did he use? You are talented and a great song writer. You help Raven and myself a lot.” He said with a frown.

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“Dan… I can’t. I just can’t be without you.” Will said swallowed the knot in his throat. “I worked hard to be with you too. I can’t let go of either.” He said with a sigh. Will started to full on cry and he tried to gain some composure because with both of them crying there was no way to figure things out. “I love you too much. I don’t want to say goodbye.” Will said softly.

“We’ll make it work..” Daniel struggled to say. He wasn’t stupid, he knew the difficulties that may come for them. He felt Will start to shake, and knew the male was crying now. With his grip on the male he shifted them to be laying down on the couch. He held Will to his chest, squeezing his eyes shut. “It’s going to be okay..” he chanted, though he had no idea if it was going to be.

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Will didn’t say anything and just let out his emotions by letting himself cry. He knew it had to work out because it would be just cruel of the world to put someone as wonderful as Dan in his path and just take him away. He closed his eyes and just snuggled Dan, holding on to him to their relationship because he wasn’t going to let it end like this. “It has to.” He told Dan muffled by the male’s chest.

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Dan had always found ways to surprise Will and this was one of those moments. They’d been together for a while now and he knew Dan trusted him, still he hadn’t expected the hug or just Dan trying to hold on to him as if he thought he’d already lost him. Will tried to hold back his own tears but a few were already running down his cheeks. Will couldn’t believe that this could be it, could he really let go of Daniel? He could, he could end it and leave, let him find someone else to love him, that deserves his love or long distance, Will knew that option was crazy because they would still be apart. The I love yous got through in his head and that just made his chest tighten, he felt like everything he worked hard to build with Dan would be destroyed. “I love you too, Dan. I can’t leave you. Dan how am I supposed to survive when you’re like my oxygen?” He said choking up.

“You need to,” Dan whispered, his lips moving against the other’s neck. “You need to do it for me. To go to New York no matter what - you have to fight for this I will not be the reason you stay behind. God damn it Will - you don’t understand how hard this is for me. To say to leave, to go with or without me. It hurts so fucking much,” he choked out, his fingers clinging tightly to the male. He didn’t want to have to let go of Will, but he wasn’t stupid. Will has worked his butt off to get to where he was now, Dan would never forgive himself if he was the obstacle that stopped him.

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“Dan... I can’t. I just can’t be without you.” Will said swallowed the knot in his throat. “I worked hard to be with you too. I can’t let go of either.” He said with a sigh. Will started to full on cry and he tried to gain some composure because with both of them crying there was no way to figure things out. “I love you too much. I don’t want to say goodbye.” Will said softly.

Willwilliamb: And now I'm one step closer to being two steps far from you and everybody wants youn. Everybody wants you. #newlyrics

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Preston sat on the rooftop, staring at the beautiful city in front of him. He would normally be happy staring at such a sight, but he was too distracted by the fact that his manager had dropped him as a client. Was it because of his condition? Was there something that made him unappealing to potential record labels? “Oh well…” He sighed sadly, letting his fingers strum the strings of his guitar. Just suck it up, Preston. Just suck it up.

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William was still worried on how everything would work out with New York and leaving Chicago, what would Dan decide. He decided to go to the rooftop and clear his mind when he saw Preston. Will silently joined him sitting besides him and looked out at the city. “What’s up with you?” He asked.

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Dan had always found ways to surprise Will and this was one of those moments. They'd been together for a while now and he knew Dan trusted him, still he hadn't expected the hug or just Dan trying to hold on to him as if he thought he'd already lost him. Will tried to hold back his own tears but a few were already running down his cheeks. Will couldn't believe that this could be it, could he really let go of Daniel? He could, he could end it and leave, let him find someone else to love him, that deserves his love or long distance, Will knew that option was crazy because they would still be apart. The I love yous got through in his head and that just made his chest tighten, he felt like everything he worked hard to build with Dan would be destroyed. "I love you too, Dan. I can't leave you. Dan how am I supposed to survive when you're like my oxygen?" He said choking up.

Willwilliamb: Down to Earth Keep 'em falling when I know it hurts. Going faster than a million miles an hour. Trying to catch my breath some way, somehow.

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William hated the way his heart was reacting to Dan because he had to be strong and help Dan through this decision because, even if Will wanted to stall it, he’d already decided. He loved Dan to death and back. The last thing he expected was to find someone who was the opposite of him and fall in love, just let himself trust again. Will had always thought of their relationship as a gift, like who ever controlled the universe decided that they had suffered enough, that they deserved happiness. Still he never expected to have to make a decision of leaving him or asking him to move with him away from what they had built just to start again. “I know. I know we were. I’m leaving you behind Dan. I can’t do that.” He said softly just holding on to the male and taking small breaths to stay calm his heart feeling the pain. Will had a routine with Dan, one that even when they weren’t together he followed, almost like he knew. There were nights, when he was in his room and knew that Dan would text and so he fought sleep to make sure they would talk and Daniel could let it all out. William couldn’t let that part of his life go because he loved Dan too much. Dan was his muse in every way possible, he was the inspiration Will had needed when he was at his lowest and thinking about giving up. “I love you too.” He replied as he let out a long sigh and closed his eyes begging for a clear answer would fall from the heavens.

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Will let out a breath as Dan straddled him not expecting the weight but it was welcomed. Will closed his eyes as Dan’s lips moved against his jaw. “Okay.” He breathed out. Will wasn’t selfish, he always thought of others before him and when it came to Daniel it was worst. He wanted Dan by his side all the time, he inspired Will but he couldn’t ask for such a drastic change, not with such a short notice. Will moved his head to look at Dan. “A couple of days. They need to know soon.” He said with a frown. Will’s hands went to Dan’s waist. “It’s why I wasn’t sure how to tell you because I know how hard it was for you to settle into this life, specially getting connected with Kelly again. I don’t want to take that from you.” He breathed out. “But I don’t think I can survive a new world without you there to cheer me on.” Will admitted.

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Will watched Dan carefully, not wanting the other to do something crazy or just break down really. This had been the first time their future together was being threatened, he hated the tightness in his chest at the thought of losing Daniel. Will didn’t say anything weighing his options. “They’ll understand if I say I can’t and to give me some time to think about it.” He told Dan as he sat on the couch, he leaned back looking up at the ceiling. “They wanted to know if you were coming along to live with me two so they can find me a big enough apartment.” He added.

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