Crunchpants

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I am that very witch. When I sleep my spirit slips away from my body and dances naked with The Devil. That’s how I signed his book.

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[bala5]

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[cure-your-delusions]

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[skunkeyemcghee]

This is important

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[skunkeyemcghee]

This is important

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[setdeco]

AUGUSTIN HERNÁNTEZ NAVARRO, Casa Álvarez in Bosque de las Lomas, Mexico City, 1975

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wasn't this in James bond somewhere?

[thenatsdorf]

“How’s my hair?”

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What the hell is the ship in the bottom left?? Secondary Hull forward of the saucer?

[skunkeyemcghee]

My offer to make myself scarce last night was declined by all. The girls didn’t want me to go and STBX just wanted to bolt. I instigated and egged on a pillow fight between daddy and his girls. I recorded it and shared it. Great fun.

The girls and I had an emotional morning. They asked me not to go. They asked if they could come. They said they’d be fine if Daddy didn’t stay. Gramma and the Cuz could help if they needed anything. They swore to go to school and send proof. They’re cute. Stop growing up so fast.

I asked them last night what I could do to make it so they wanted to be around him like they used to. What they said floored me. They said he was rarely around before and when he was, he was grumpy and stayed away anyway. They said that he left without any effort. Even if the marriage is over, he could still stay with them more. There are many opportunities to be around and he chooses not to. They feel disregarded. They don’t understand how things were unaffordable before are Aok now. They feel he tries to buy their love.

I don’t know how to fix that. Yes, I know, it’s not my job to. It IS my job to keep them safe and have them know that they are loved, to protect them. You guys, other friends, family, doctors, lawyers all tell me it’s not my responsibility to keep him in a good light.

I know how it hurts to feel rejected by a parent. I do not want that for my kids.

I don’t know what to do.

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IMO - you are doing exactly what you should/need be doing. You are the stronger for wanting to continue to be the glue for your family. You are being the strong point for the girls, which is what they need right now. You are doing right by what needs to be done to have mentally healthy children. IMO

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