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deauvergne:

THE THOUGHT HAS crossed his mind on more than one occasion. to kill her, to rip the life from her body that he so easily had given. it would happen eventually, he knew, even if he sought to postpone it by claiming the dark streets of the ever-growing NEW ORLEANS by painting it with blood. it was only a matter of time before one of the immortals noticed his crime. to make one so young was against their ways. one so helpless, so innocent left CORRUPTED and insatiable. ❝ perhaps i will, then. i gave you life, and i can take it away just as easily. its in my power. not in yours. ❞

but that last sentence makes him laugh, clawed fingers curling to come and rest beneath his chin, index toying with his lower lip. louis, hate him? what a humorous opera spun from her lips. louis depended upon him. his love, his gifts, his cruelty that kept the vampire wanting to feed. of course, lestat was never able to see him do so. for louis, it was an incredibly PRIVATE dining experience. and how badly he wanted to see him k i l l … ❝ begone. you’re annoying me. your very PRESENCE is annoying me. take your fantasies elsewhere and torment the living, if you must. ❞

how easy it is to DRIFT INTO INDIFFERENCE / to realize in fits of anger / ANGER , rage , all a MIRROR of the monster before her , all BEAUTY , all a sham . the louis TAUGHT HER how to be a child , how to cradle what little humanity HE HAD SEEN / or that he may have wanted . & sometimes she held onto those fragments LIKE A LIFELINE / but what was a lifeline to an immortal / WHAT WERE THREATS when they would not be seen through / & what was love when it would not be reciprocated ? ❛ and what a life it is ! being the PAWN PIECE to your last chance at holding louis to you . ❜

his laugh is a REFLECTION of his delusion / of a denial that would leave him dying , GASPING / & inevitably alone . how sure of HIMSELF he seemed , & how pointlessly she TRIED TO REACH OUT TO HIM . maybe the RAGE stemmed from the father who would hear nothing but his own INSISTENT DRIVEL , for what was better than hearing the sound of his own voice ? / her smile is a slithering snake unnatural on her PORCELAIN FACE . ❛ louis isn’t the most human of us , you are , LESTAT . only a human would be so deaf and blind at the SAME TIME . ❜ she huffed , a sound of pure contempt . ❛ fine , i will leave you to your FANTASIES , but i’m the one who will have the last laugh , father . ❜

#deauvergne #♔* ❞ IN THE SPACE OF A BREATH / / ic.#♔* ❞ I THINK THAT ITS TOO LATE / / verse 02.#rolls eyes #ok dad

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i dont take SELFIES OFTEN , but i did have a project this semester where we had to take photos of each other for portraiture . we were learning the subtleties of color mixing , HENCE THE LIGHTING , haha . anyway , happy munday ! ; 0;

#♔* ❞ ON A LATE SUMMER EVENING / / ooc.#refer to original tags :^)#but yea happy munday!

deauvergne:

❝ ‘WHY’ WHAT? ❞ the vampire reclined against his favorite wing-backed chair, tucking his heel carefully beneath the bend in his knee. and here was his favourite E N E M Y porcelain doll come to play. oh, claudia, the little girl who would never grow up. who could never TEMPT him the way his fledglings of old had done. one who he wished to caress and treat with a gentility his own father had never shown him. turned FOOL and POLLUTER. ❝ honestly, claudia, you’ve so many moods in the day. why should i have to answer such pointless prattling to begin with? ❞

INDIFFERENCE / uncaring or at least the act of such frivolity , of ignorance . QUIET CLAUDIA , quiet your questions , your hopes ! stay pure , STAY EMPTY ; stay the doll they’ve always wanted , BE THE CHAINS that hold louis to him ! how selfish , how human . how pointlessly futile she would EVEN THINK of forgiveness even if he admitted he KNEW NOTHING . knowing nothing was better than this charade , this masquerade ; the ballroom full of masks , of clipped words & colder smiles . oh how he knew how to DIG IN with his words ; poison-tipped claws . NOT A FATHER , NOT A FATHER AT ALL !! ❛ pointless ? yes lestat , anything that is of NO USE to you is pointless . kill me then , so i have to SUFFER YOU NO LONGER ! so you can have the doll you’ve always wanted ! someone who doesn’t ask questions , WHO IS BOUGHT by your material love ! ❜ rage dissipating to nothing , she knew quickly he would always play this game . ❛ i hate you , & you’ll come to realize louis hates you too because YOUR LOVE IS EMPTY . ❜

#deauvergne #:) this is fine #♔* ❞ IN THE SPACE OF A BREATH / / ic.#♔* ❞ I THINK THAT ITS TOO LATE / / verse 02.

❛ why ? ❜ her tone is as ACCUSATORY as it is exasperated , her tiny fists balled up at her sides . rip rip , she’d rather be TEARING at a throat than trying to pry answers out of the INSUFFERABLE LESTAT . ❛ why must you evade my questions ? you must know something , anything , but you say nothing as if to taunt me ! ❜ a tantrum , maybe , or something darker ; a pain she’d rather cast aside . ❛ know that is you that have DRIVEN US APART , not me . anything is better than your silence . ❜ / / @deauvergne liked for a short starter

#deauvergne #hmmmmm i love conversations that should have happened #mmmmmmmmmmmm hello dad #♔* ❞ I THINK THAT ITS TOO LATE / / verse 02.#♔* ❞ IN THE SPACE OF A BREATH / / ic.

while i make icons , mutuals CAN LIKE THIS POST for a short , most likely one-liner to kick things off , starter .

#♔* ❞ ON A LATE SUMMER EVENING / / ooc.#salutes

OH , HER POOR , sad father who she would never RECONCILE WITH no matter what LIES LEFT HER MOUTH in her effortless DECEPTION ; how he lulled her back to comfort . how he ONCE LAVISHED HIS ATTENTION on her, without so much as A GRIMACE , A TAUNTING WORD ! she was as much at fault as he , and yet she BLAMED HIM , SHE BLAMED HIM . but that was the irony of this sad tale ; he who held onto his INFALLIBLE PRIDE , would never expose WEAKNESS , WOULD NEVER EXPOSE the strength or the weight of his secrets that he HELD OVER HER LIKE A NOOSE , & it only continued to tighten , tighten , screaming !! be free of him, claudia!