Farewell
Lol this is dumb considering I have been on this website for 6-7 years and I have barely any presence here but I am going to delete my account real soon. I have been using this website as a crutch for my anxiety way too long and it has helped me ruin a lot of my grades and relationships. It’s too addicting. I am afraid of absolutely everything that contains work and I came here to distract myself from my responsibilities. It isn’t healthy. It isn’t helping. I know many people use this website to cope Like I have but now I need to grow up and find something else to cope with. I feel like everything is so hard and that I can’t do it. But I can. I KNOW I can. I don’t want this to rule me anymore. I want to live freely with very little doubts. I have goals. I want to make TV shows and write for them. I want to be an inspiration for people. ANd I can’t do that if I just sulk about how hard things are all the time. Now maybe this isn’t healthy advice for others but I know it is for me . I do criticize myself way too harshly and that’s why it’s hard for me to carry out basic things along with the hard things. But I am really gonna try. For my sake and for others. Self doubt is a luxury I can not afford and I tried to I now I am indebted to it. SO bye. Not like any else is out there reading this anyways.





















