lost

In the vast sea of existance, we are mostly lost and rarely found.

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Petty Hearts of Women

I had a personal loss a few years ago and it affected me in multiple ways. The person who passed away also made my clothes and had been doing for over twenty years. Now, almost three years after her death, I am looking for a new place to get my clothes stitched. And, I did find a new place.

I agree that my words and feelings will be a little biased and prejudiced but this new place is hard for me to digest in so many ways.

From the way the place operated to the insane amount of time and energy wasted here, I really disliked so many things.

There was also a sense of loss and betrayal in some part and a barrage of emotions just burst forth.

I just felt horrible. My words are hopeful but my heart is mixed. I guess I am just being very very very petty.

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Waiting

I am not sad or upset,

However, I am not even happy or content.

I am just waiting.

I don't know what I am waiting for.

I am not motivated or inspired,

I am not living for something or looking for something.

I am not sure what I want or what I seek.

I don't know if what I seek is what I want.

I seem to be trapped in my mind.

I know the problem and it's solution,

Yet nothing works.

All advice and help is old and there is no fresh perspective.

As someone said,

"Your intelligence seems to be working againt you".

I think I am waiting for some miracle or some push,

But for my miracle to happen or push to come,

I need to be up and about.

As of now, I am just watching the time go by,

And it seems I don't mind.

Since grief sells,

I didn't want to write all this.

But, here I am writing,

Against my better judgement,

Because apparently writing helps.

But, I wonder how it helps,

So here I am, trying.

So, here I am, waiting.

Let's see where my fate takes me,

Let's see what happens to all this waiting.

But for now, I am waiting.

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#forearth #forhumanity #forbiodiversity #SaveSoil https://www.instagram.com/p/Cbg0Vbzq1YfruhasULKW-6iQd-4OcFQ4KzuC_k0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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#SaveSoil #unccd (at Earth) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbEnnDeK_V1PwfH2tHD7RwZIwYX6o_MvmD_aAU0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Atrangi Re - Fanfic - Ch 2: Hostel Rush (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1182962285-atrangi-re-fanfic-ch-2-hostel-rush?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=chinup95&wp_originator=TpDaRiKj2mrpx0Z9yPoLQrnJTuDgkyrSjvZ9GZPWS6EVi36Lu5s65zn7eTdF1b0t3fsmGPF%2Fo2wnHBSt7BUIbHd33qxxG5O%2BVWkkmsViz%2Fcyl2bR7zodJWCdg18aKI3e Atrange Re movie was about a rural Bihari Girl Rinku suffering from paracosm which is treated by her husband's friend Madhusudan. The lovestory between Rinku and Vishu (her husband, doing MS in IMS, Delhi) is quite cute if viewed from a purely roamntic lens but fails if viewed from practical lens. So, here is my take on how their life pans out after the incidences of the movie and the struggles of an inter caste, inter state love story where two different cultures collide and mix. P.S. : I am not a Delhite so please expect inccuracies when I deal with the city. However, in order to not annoy Delhites, I shall do my best to mention and describe the city as little as possible. Disclaimer: This is a fanfic of the original movie. The poster of the story is the poster of the movie.

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Janhavi Creations on LinkedIn: From Darkness to Light 🪔 May the Light if Life shine bright. May

From Darkness to Light 🪔 May the Light if Life shine bright. May the crackers blow away the negativity. May the sweets remove all the bitt

#HappyDiwali

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Astra Shastra Puja for Dusshera. Major excitement contributed by @chitranshipuranik (at Home :)) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVCqDCgtkh2kgM3T6Lx3T9pHpma6o33OmvyhcU0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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When the chocolava cake erupts 🤤 #junkfood #pizzasunday #chocolavacake https://www.instagram.com/p/CT_3Fc2vAhQMgd707ZtSupxczg0TsrDtbUoXPE0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Blog (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/zVHmd3TGyK

 I shall be publishing all my blog like articles here.

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Befriending the Reading Girl (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/x73wLiRGyK The guy sees a girl reading at the bus stop and tries to befriend her. P.S.: Forgive me if the cover is poor. If you like the story, please help me make a cover for it. :XD P.P.S: It is complete story in itself but if you want, I can write a part 2 for it. If i do, you can suggest if you want this end or want it to go ahead. :D