30 | They/She/He | Two-Spirited | Native American
Hello, you can call me Chenoa or Chisai. I'm an artist, character designer, illustrator, and crafter! Welcome to my Tumblr page! Please consider checking out my Ko-fi Page which is used to keep me going. Thank you for visiting and I hope you enjoy my art!
✅ Commissions OPEN!
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Hello welcome to my super serious and professional blog space— No I’m just kidding this is Tumblr, this is where I post my fanfiction and ramble on and on about my favorite fictional characters 😆 I also post my art and important updates here too, but there’s a lot more chaos mixed in with it.
If you’d like to just see my art and project updates without all the babbling and random chatter, head over to my Ko-fi and follow me there!
But if you’re ready for the chaos…WELCOME TO MY TUMBLR!!! 🌟
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Art Commissions [OPEN] https://ko-fi.com/chisai236/commissions
Writing Commissions [CLOSED]
Links for where else you can find me are on my website homepage: https://www.chenoacreations.com/
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Tumblr Tag Directory:
✦ General Tags ✦
#my-art – (artwork I’ve created)
#commission – (commissioned work that I’ve finished)
#writing – (fanfiction and short stories I’ve written)
#chisai rambles – (text posts about random things)
#video – (videos I’ve made, posts from my YouTube)
#final fantasy xiv – (Final Fantasy XIV related art and posts) it’s mostly Zenos, lol
#thefreakcircus – (The Freak Circus related art and posts)
All characters are tagged by first name and last name (e.g. “zenos galvus”, “sanguis briar”, etc.). If a character doesn’t have a last name, they’re also tagged with the abbreviation of the media they come from (e.g. “tfc pierrot”)
Small rant, but I just want to say that it's okay not to like a video game. It's okay not to like the company that made the video game you don't like. It's okay to share that you don't like a video game and to talk about the reasons why you don't like it from a critical viewpoint.
However, insulting people, calling people names, using hateful gross language, and overall shitting all over the thing people enjoy in comments/posts/replies for the sake of feeling better than them is not okay. Especially when you tag your hate rant with the name of said game and characters, knowing fans just wanting to see fun posts about the thing they enjoy are going to get slapped in the face with it. Genuinely, why do that? What do you get out of it? Are you happy to be all riled up and full of spite for something so trivial and unimportant to the world at large as a video game? Is your hatred for a game people play in their limited free time as a way to have fun so strong that you have to spend your own limited free time ruining it for them? Instead of just, I don't know, moving on and doing literally anything else? Does the idea of ruining someone's fun make you happy? Do you feel like they deserve to feel shame over the thing they enjoy just because you don't like it? Or do you just think you're so in the right you need to make sure everyone sees your hate take while they just try to mind their own business and look at cute fanart and other fun posts shared by actual fans of the game?
I'm being brought back to the early days of this game, when I played the early access, I enjoyed it so much I wanted to do an art series of drawing every character in the game at the time. In the end, I only ever finished two. Why? Because I was flooded by a wall of hate, even while being a small artist with hardly any following. Every time I so much as mentioned the game or posted fanart (even in small groups I thought would be safe) I was shamed for even liking the game in the first place.
I just want to play a video game and have fun. I want to draw fan art of that game when I feel inspired to. Is that too much to ask? That I, and others who are having fun with something so harmless as a video game, be allowed to just have fun in peace?
Look at it! It's amazing!!! It's called a Dupin, I put it in my party in 0.01 seconds after I saw it. So adorable! Flawless design, IT MAKES SQUEAK SOUND EFFECTS WHEN IT WALKS AND IT MAKES A LITTLE GIGGLE SOUND AS ITS CRY 😭💖
I was tagged by both @glysreia and @somewhereovertherainbowtables in this "Get to know you better" Tumblr game, thank you boooooth! 🐱
Last song: The last song I listened to was "The Greatest Living Show" by Toby Fox & Itoki Hana. The vocals are in Japanese but I'd recommend everyone watch and listen to it! The song is hauntingly beautiful and the animation is incredible and heartbreaking. (keep in mind the imagery has a dark theme)
Currently watching: I don't watch a lot of television or shows really. My husband and I watch the updates to the Pokemon anime as they release on netflix. Aside from that, I mostly watch video essays about video games, my current interests, crafting tutorials, or nature/animal related content on youtube.
Currently reading: Not reading anything at the moment! I have been looking at lots of bird field guide books recently for a series of art I want to do at some point of many birds that live local to my area. As well as inspiration for character designs and character adopts I want to make in the future.
Current obsession: Zenos...it's still Zenos, haha. Final Fantasy XIV still has a grip on my soul because of him. Aside from that through, I've also super gotten into Palworld!!! I love it so much, I've been having a blast playing it and you can absolutely expect art of it at some point in the future.
Last google search: "how to cure weakness in palworld" one of my pals got sick in game, and I didn't know which medicine fixed it. The answer is High Grade Medical Supplies, by the way, which are a late game crafting item apparently so I had to pay 3,000g to a merchant to get some 😆 Pyre seemed to appreciate it though! (She's a Pyrin Noct).
Favorite flower: Ooooh that's hard! I like lots of different flowers. Smell wise my favorite is english lavender, but appearance wise I really like lilies! Especially wild day lilies! I also like a lot of small wildflower varieties in my area like poppy, cornflowers, chicory, perwinkle, daisys, clovers, and even dandelions (they're so pretty and bright!!!).
No pressure on doing this, of course, but I'd like to tag @livingshadow @polavanik @jabberwockprince @cosmicpoppies in case any of you might have fun with this ✨
I've been so depressed the last few days and I don't even know what to do about it aside from just continuing to do what I always do in my day-to-day and hope it goes away soon.
July 5-11 is the first ever Dragon Kisser Week!! If you smooch any dragon in FFXIV this week is for you! OR! If your OC is a dragon! Join us for a week of dragons and smooching!
Something chewed through our hose outside and now our sink is backing up with something really gross and I can't unclog it. Both things happened today and I want to curl up in a ball and cry.
Trying to unclog the drain with drain cleaner and now I feel sick and nauseous because it smells super bad and we don't have a lot of ventilation in my space (I'm renting a basement space), and also it's not even working so it's just like what do I even do?
Already told family about the hose, and they immediately blamed me for "dragging it too much" and when I tried to explain that it looks like something tried to chew through it they said thats never happened before and it's probably just because I wasn't paying attention to the hose when I water the garden.
Haven't mentioned that the sink is messed up yet, not looking forward to that either. Probably going to be blamed for that too, unfortunately.
UPDATE: Good news, I fixed the sink and it's flowing again. Band news, what I fished out of the deepest part of the piping I can reach was a lot of clay red gritty residue. Like it's brick red in color and flaky, so unfortunately I don't know how we're going to fix that yet... But at least the water flows out again so that's something.
Something chewed through our hose outside and now our sink is backing up with something really gross and I can't unclog it. Both things happened today and I want to curl up in a ball and cry.
Trying to unclog the drain with drain cleaner and now I feel sick and nauseous because it smells super bad and we don't have a lot of ventilation in my space (I'm renting a basement space), and also it's not even working so it's just like what do I even do?
Already told family about the hose, and they immediately blamed me for "dragging it too much" and when I tried to explain that it looks like something tried to chew through it they said thats never happened before and it's probably just because I wasn't paying attention to the hose when I water the garden.
Haven't mentioned that the sink is messed up yet, not looking forward to that either. Probably going to be blamed for that too, unfortunately.
First wave of ArtFight attacks! It feels really good to actually have the energy to participate this year. I hope to knock out a bunch over the weekend!
From left to right, top to bottom, these babes belong to @ratjay, @papersak, @chisai236, squeeblex, and of course @gorjee-art !
(Check out my artfight profile to see all the sweet af attacks ive gotten~~)
