29 | They/She/He | Two-Spirited | Native American
Hello, you can call me Chenoa or Chisai. I'm an artist, character designer, illustrator, and crafter! Welcome to my Tumblr page! Please consider checking out my Ko-fi Page which is used to keep me going. Thank you for visiting and I hope you enjoy my art!
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Hello welcome to my super serious and professional blog space— No I’m just kidding this is Tumblr, this is where I post my fanfiction and ramble on and on about my favorite fictional characters 😆 I also post my art and important updates here too, but there’s a lot more chaos mixed in with it.
If you’d like to just see my art and project updates without all the babbling and random chatter, head over to my Ko-fi and follow me there!
But if you’re ready for the chaos…WELCOME TO MY TUMBLR!!! 🌟
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Art Commissions [OPEN] https://ko-fi.com/chisai236/commissions
Writing Commissions [CLOSED]
Links for where else you can find me are on my website homepage: https://www.chenoacreations.com/
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Tumblr Tag Directory:
#my-art – (artwork I’ve created)
#commission – (commissioned work that I’ve finished)
#writing – (fanfiction and short stories I’ve written)
#chisai rambles – (text posts about random things)
#video – (videos I’ve made, posts from my YouTube)
#pr0ject am1ty – (tag for my personal story project)
#pokemon – (Pokemon related art and posts)
#digimon – (Digimon related art and posts)
#final fantasy xiv – (Final Fantasy XIV related art and posts) (it’s mostly Zenos, lol)
#thefreakcircus – (The Freak Circus related art and posts)
All characters are tagged by first name and last name (e.g. “zenos galvus”, “sanguis briar”, etc.). If a character doesn’t have a last name, they’re also tagged with the abbreviation of the media they come from (e.g. “tfc pierrot”)
Sorry to everyone with active and ongoing commissions with me, I've been dealing with health issues again and been really busy in general. I have a doctors appointment on the 12th (thank god) so hopefully that'll help with the health side of things. I also got invited to local craft show event I'll be vending at in July also, which means I have a lot of physical crafts I need to make in time for that.
So basically a combination of really busy and up and down flare ups have made things slow, I appreciate you all being patient! Feel free to get in touch if you ever have any questions, I try to respond to DMs as soon as possible 💖
There are few things I wouldn't trade to not be chronically ill. I'd give anything for it to not hurt, to not feel like I'm dying on random days just because I ate food. Just because it's noon and I'm hungry and I want to eat something that's not plain and tasteless (I say, as if the breakfast sandwich I ate that caused my pain today is fancy or anything).
Every time this happens, when I have to down painkillers and lay in bed until I stop feeling like I'm about to die I think to myself "just live off salad and granola bars at least you won't be in pain (probably)" but that just sounds so miserable and sad I can't do it. I don't know what's worse, the fact that I may just have to live eating nothing that tastes good for the rest of my life, feeding my body's nutrition needs with vitamins so I at least have that in my system, or the fact that I so stubbornly want to cling to the normalcy that everyone else gets to live with that I put myself into a position of being in so much pain I can barely move or breathe when my body inevitably has a flare up that makes me bedridden.
And if anyone is going to ask, yes I've been to the doctors MANY times, yes I've been to specialists, yes I've been tested for diseases and other conditions to figure out what's wrong with me and everything came back negative. I was told that the pain and inflammation causing my pain is likely tied to acute and prolonged stress since I have two anxiety disorders. "If you're less stressed, you'll likely be in less pain. Let's try to work on your anxiety." And I am, I'm trying SO HARD I'm in therapy, I take medication for anxiety, I take vitamins, I can't exercise a lot but I go for walks at least once a day, what else can I do?
I'm just tired. I just wish the pain would go away and I wish I didn't get hit with a wave of fear whenever I eat anything.
WOO! Second month in a row that I hit my Ko-fi goal! Thank you everyone!!! 🌟✨💖
Your support means a lot, and at least I can rest easy knowing I've gotten enough work to keep my therapy covered for the month, I appreciate you all so much!
I think the end of Endwalker is so interesting when you consider the story of Zenos being the one that helps WOL stop Endsinger and the Final Days.
If you and/or your WOL likes Zenos (or has positive leaning complicated feelings about him), then it's this really powerful moment where Zenos finally seems to have a breakthrough of understanding enough that he comes to find WOL at the edge of the universe, and upon seeing Endsinger is still alive, helps the WOL defeat her while never for a moment thinking he and WOL could fail to win. Resulting in Etheirys being saved, and the Final Days at last being completely put to rest. A feat even the ancients and acians couldn't fully achieve.
And if you and/or your WOL hates, doesn't care about, or dislikes Zenos, then all of that still happens. Only with the added funny note that the entirety of Etheirys, your friends, family, the world you love, and creation at large was saved at the last minute by the power of unrequited friendship.
Mani getting the wonderful news that his best enemy is alive again just in time for him to work out all the new trauma that is experiencing the horrors of Shadowbringers.
I do think people who say "travel companion Zenos" isn't interesting/realistic are missing that 1.) Zenos would quite literally do anything for the WOLs attention, including sitting still occasionally. And 2.) The comedy of the rest of Etheirys reacting to, and having to deal with the WOL choosing to keep Zenos around is a type of awkward comedy that frankly writes itself. Could you imagine the Scions reacting to the WOL going everywhere with Zenos in toe and having to address the fact that he's in the room? Could you imagine Zenos’s flat commentary in the background to all the silly/ crazy things that happen throughout the course of an expansion? Could you imagine watching all the WOL's friends having to both see and admit to themselves that Zenos attempting to be "good" (i.e. aiding the WOL when they ask) is a thousand times more terrifyingly uncomfortable for them than Zenos being a god-like enemy because it forces them to think over concepts of morality and character growth that are beyond the black and white of "good people are always good and right and bad people are always bad and wrong"?
Also I live for more examples of WOL/ Azem's silly toxic trait being befriending everything on the star (and beyond) with a pulse regardless of the implications of befriending said person, or their past transgressions. Azem basically excitedly bullied, pestered, and dragged Hades around so much that they eventually became close friends. And because Azem was always showing up to help people, and Hades would be there with them, people soon respected Hades enough to care about him, and in turn Hades cared about the people around him (in his own distant way). It would be so poetic and perfect if the same thing happened with Zenos and the WOL, please I need this so much.
Levis is the twin brother of Lux Briar (originally Lux Luceat), with whom he was inseparably close to. Despite his intended role as the future head of the Luceat household, Levis relinquished that title and position so he could move to Tsavorite with Lux when she received a marriage proposal from the Briar's. Even after his sister Lux passed away, Levis remained in Tsavorite to keep close to her gravesite, and to watch over his nephew, Sanguis, as he grew. Presently, Levis works as the head steward for the Briar palace and is responsible for most hirings and the management and oversight of the many servants.
I started doing a little regular art challenge where I paint a random Pokemon onto a Pokemon card. I'm going to be giving these away later and I'll make a video that has more info about this later.
