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YOU'RE MINE, I THOUGHT YOU KNEW THAT ă what makes onriyuhee jealous
ă . . . sion, riku, yushi, jaehee x fem!reader (separately) â possessiveness, slight angst in yushi and jaehee's part â 1.8k words for the whole piece
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oh sion. ( ě¤ěě¨ )
when someone makes you laugh out loudâyou know, that kind of laugh that makes you lean into the nearest person and forget the world exists for a momentâheâll just smile⌠and then go quiet.
he notices when youâre genuinely impressed by someone elseâs talent or discipline, especially when it leaves you speechless or has you praising them nonstop without realizing it.
inside jokes he isnât part of. moments he pretends not to see, even though his mind catalogs every single one.
and when someone remembers small details about you before he doesâthat stings his pride more than heâd ever admit.
sionâs jealousy starts in his chest, not in his head. itâs slow and contained, because heâs convinced that if he holds himself together firmly enough, it wonât show. what gets to him isnât flirtingâitâs intention. when someone earns your admiration without even trying, when you look at them like they possess something worthy of a nobel prize, sion feels subtly displaced. he prides himself on being dependable, on being the one you trust instinctively, the one you always turn toâso when another person slips into that role, even briefly, it wrecks him.
he wonât confront it directly. instead, he becomes more attentive, more present, as if heâs trying to remind youâagain and againâthat heâs there. the jealousy lingers even when you give him your full attention. he canât let it go. he needs to be the center of your focus, constantly, or it feels like heâs going to explode.
you donât notice it at first. youâre in the middle of a conversationâlaughing, nodding, genuinely immersed. when you finally glance back, there he is. your boyfriend, sion. hands tucked into his pockets, expression unreadable, jaw clenched just enough to give him away.
you excuse yourself without fully interrupting the person you were talking to and call out to him. sion lets a smug little smile curve his lips.
âyou look happy,â he says, easy and conversational.
âyeah,â you reply. âwe were talking aboutââ
he nods before you can finish, stepping closer. not enough to be rude. just enough to reclaim his space, to make it clearâto you and to themâthat youâre his. âdid you eat?â he asks calmly. âyou skipped lunch earlier.â his hand lifts, fingers brushing your cheek with practiced gentleness.
you blink, caught off guard. you hadnât thought heâd noticed. you should know better by nowâsion doesnât miss anything about you.
âoh⌠no, not yet.â
âi figured,â he murmurs, that faint smile still there. âletâs grab something before you forget again.â
he takes your hand and gives the other person a reluctant little wave, polite but dismissive. they look awkward, unsure, as youâre gently pulled away.
later, when itâs just the two of you, walking through the streets toward the nearest restaurant, he listens to every word you say. when your voice trails off, he fills the silence without hesitation. âlast week you mentioned that place near rikuâs apartment,â he says. âsmall. quiet. full of things you like. we can go there next time.â
you look at him. âyou remembered that?â
he shrugs, eyes fixed entirely on you. âof course i did, sugar.â
and he always does. every offhand comment, every quiet preference, every ordinary detailâyou say it once, and it stays with him. to sion, every word you speak matters.
maeda riku. ( ĺç°é¸ )
physical closeness that feels a little too casual. someone leaning in just a bit too close, taking your hand, sitting in his spot.
when you compliment someoneâs confidence or attitude, he takes it personallyâeven if he doesnât mean to.
being compared, even if it only happens in his head. you donât have to say names; his mind fills in the blanks on its own.
when you defend someone a little too quickly. heâll tease you about it later, half joking, half not.
rikuâs jealousy is faster, more reactive. it sparks the instant he senses competition, even if no one else would call it that. what bothers him most isnât the act itself, but the ease of itâhow naturally someone slips into your space. he notices hands, distance, body language, tone. if someone makes you comfortable in a way that feels too effortless, he feels an immediate urge to reclaim his groundâsometimes through teasing, sometimes through exaggerated confidence.
riku hates the idea of being measured against someone else, even subconsciously, and that makes him reckless when jealousy hits. he laughs it off, jokes about it, but thereâs always an edge beneath the humorâsharp enough to prove he isnât just an option, but the right choice. riku is completely obsessed with you.
it hits him instantlyâthe laugh, the closeness, the way you donât pull away. what does this guy have thatâs so funny? the thought flashes hot and fast through his head. the plastic cup in his hand is already completely crushed. lucky for him, itâs empty.
âhey,â riku cuts in, a bright smile snapping into place. âwhat's so funny? i wanna laugh too!â
you turn, startled by your boyfriendâs sudden appearance. âohânothing, we were justââ
âclearly hilarious,â he says, draping an arm around your waist, possessive but casual, like itâs the most natural thing in the world. âyou only laugh like that when something's really good. usually my jokes.â
you elbow him lightly. âthatâs not true.â
riku leans down, voice low and playful, meant just for you. âit is, doll. i pay attention to you.â
to anyone else, heâs charming. effortless. to you, thereâs something sharper underneath. itâs in the way his voice gets a little louder, the way he starts listing small facts about youâdetails meant to prove that he knows you. better than anyone else ever could.
later, when itâs just the two of you, he bumps your shoulder with his.
âare you always this friendly?â he asks. the tone is joking, but his eyes keep flicking between you and the room.
âriku.â
âwhat?â he laughs, hands raised. âjust asking.â
but he doesnât give you space for the rest of the night. he stays close. fingers brushing yours. comments timed just right, loud enough to pull your attention back where he wants it.
jealousy, for him, is kinetic. it lives in movement, presence, noise. a constant performanceâalmost like a peacockâanything to make sure heâs seen, remembered, impossible for you to ignore.
tokuno yushi. ( ĺžč˝ĺĺż )
emotional intimacy like late-night conversations, shared playlists, knowing looks, it wraps around his stomach in a visceral way.
someone understanding your moods without you having to explain. thatâs sacred territory to him.
when youâre comfortable being vulnerable with someone else. that unsettles him more than outright flirting ever could.
inside knowledgeâsomeone knowing your habits, your fears, your silences. heâd rather die.
yushiâs jealousy is quiet and internal, almost invisible unless you know him well. he isnât jealous of attention; heâs jealous of understanding. what truly unsettles him is seeing someone reach you emotionally in a way he believed was reserved only for him. shared silence. mutual comfort. the feeling of being seen without explanationâthat was his territory.
when he realizes someone else has access to that part of you, he withdraws slightlyânot out of spite, but confusion. he wonders if he misread the closeness, if it meant less than he thought. instead of acting possessive, he turns inward, becoming more careful with his words, more deliberate with his presence, as if heâs trying to rebuild the intimacy brick by brick, even though it was never really broken. his jealousy is soft, but it runs deep.
he notices the change before you do. his voice softens, his posture opens, the conversation flowing more calmly, more deeply than before.
yushi doesnât interruptâhe simply steps back.
later, when the space finally clears, he sits beside you in silence. it stretches on, comfortable, but with a slight weight to it.
âyou tired?â he asks, fidgeting with his hands.
âa little,â you admit, a faint smile tugging at your lips. âwe ended up talking for a while.â
he nods, eyes fixed on the floor. âit looked important.â
you turn to him. âand it was. it was too serious for him.â
thereâs a pause. then, quietly, âdo you remember the song you told me about once? that one you always listen when you can't sleep.â
you nod, staying quiet.
âi listened to it once again last night,â he admits. âit made me think of you.â
itâs an offering. he leans closer, shoulder brushing yours, reclaiming your intimacy through memory and affection. you curl into his arms, and he rests his chin against the top of your head, holding you there as if that closeness is the only thing that ever mattered.
kim daeyoung. ( ęšëě )
competence. someone being reliable in a way that makes you fully relax in their presence.
when you rely on someone else during stressful moments instead of instinctively turning to him.
being praised for thoughtfulnessâespecially when thatâs something he prides himself on. what is it, anyway? heâs your boyfriend. thatâs part of being a good partner. still, it leaves him feeling like he isnât doing enough.
moments when he feels replaceable. thatâs the real trigger, even if he never says it out loud.
jaeheeâs jealousy is rooted in usefulness and trust. he wants to be the person you lean on when things go wrong, the one who fixes problems before they surface. when someone else steps into that roleâcalm, capable, steadyâit hits a nerve. he doesnât resent the other person; he resents the feeling of not being unnecessary in that moment. what truly unsettles him is seeing you relax because someone else has things handled.
he masks it well, staying composed on the surface, but internally he starts questioning his worthâreplaying scenarios where he could have done more, been faster, been better.
everything is already resolved by the time you notice. schedules rearranged. calls made. problems solved. the stress neatly stabilized, like it never had the chance to grow.
âyou didnât have to do all this, daengâŚâ you say, looking over everything he prepared.
jaehee shrugs, calm and efficient as always. âit needed to be done anyway.â
you hesitate, lips twisting slightly. âshe was helping me earlier.â
âi know,â he says a little too quickly, then smooths it over. âit's fine, i like doing this for you.â
âthank you, love.â you smile and kiss his cheek.
later, when you thank him properly, his composure cracks just enough to let something real slip through.
âjust... don't like it when you're stressed,â he admits quietly. âand i don't like the feeling that i'm... late.â
âlate?â
he exhales. âlike i should've been here first.â
thereâs no anger in his voice. no blame. just resolve. he straightens almost instinctively, already thinking ahead, already planningâmaking sure that next time, you wonât need to rely on anyone else.
jaeheeâs jealousy isnât about possessiveness. itâs about responsibility. about proving that with him, youâre safe.
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would you consider yourself an intelligent and sensitive pervert?
i've been saving this in my inbox for months because i don't feel like i have the words to match this. it's a shameful breach of my humility to answer yes, yes i do consider myself an intelligent and sensitive pervert. i love how you worded that. this is like a therapist's screening question.