BAILEY

⋆ ୧⠀˚﹒ 　 𝘀𝘂𝗽 𝗱𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗻𝘀 she / her 　⋆ 　virgo ﹙⁰⁸²³⁹⁸﹚ choi san && jeon jungkooks wife. gamer gorl. roman's angel (2/4 of the angels). talking with my friends.

[choisanswife]

⋆ ୧⠀˚﹒ 　 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

hello everyone my name is bailey / bay. I am twenty-six years old and basically a hot mess express who crashes out every single day. follow at your own risk.

also if you love ateez, bts, enhypen, txt and bnd + much more. this page is for you. mwah.

ateez masterlist. enhypen masterlist.

[enhanextdoor]

𓂃۶ৎ 𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇 𝐈𝐓 ━━━ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗍.

西村 力 (n.rk). ─────⠀ㅤ 3,002 (in total) ―୨୧⋆ ˚ 𝗳!𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𓈒 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬. ⠀

부인 성명 (disclaimer) : read at your own risk. there is going to be fluff and angst themes. NOT PROOFREAD

taglist: @choisanswife. @leehsngs. @myjjongie

moving away from home was one of the hardest things for you to do. it was what you had known your entire life, but college was an exciting new time. you thought it would be a fresh start, you would be able to make new friends and not be held back by some of the rumors and different issues that living in a small town held. you wanted to experience the world and maybe you were a little naive, but you thought the world would be good for you. welcome weekend was what really fucked you over. everyone was asked to go around and share a fact about themselves on the auditorium stage and as you were walking up your shirt caught on the stairway and ripped. you were so embarrassed you cried, people recorded and this quickly spread around campus. you were labeled the “cry baby” of campus. so much for getting a fresh start right? nope! 

it had been three weeks since the semester started and honestly you tried to avoid the stares and laughs, you figured that the other students would eventually move on from your little mishap but in the age of smartphones no way. you even became a bit of a campus meme, the worst group of them all had to be the dance team. the first person to post the video to social media? none other than jake. he didn’t think it would get as big as it did and well it even got him a little more credibility on campus. you just wanted to keep your head down and the library was one of the best places to do that, you had been practically living in your dorm and in the library. you were enjoying the silence. enter nishimura riki, the it-boy of the freshman clas, he casually made his way over to you and pulled a book from the shelf next to where you were standing. 

he was the newest member of the dance crew and all everyone had been talking about. ‘jungwon made such a good choice as captain letting him on the team.’ ‘we are so qualifying this year’ ‘he’s just so dreamy’ those are just some of the things you’ve heard. your gaze shifted to him only for a second before you grabbed the book you needed and started to head back towards the table you had claimed. “y/n.. that’s your name right?” ni-ki spoke up. you stopped to look at him and arched an eyebrow slightly, nodding your head. “yeah, that would be me.” you prepared yourself to get the cry baby comment or some kind of joke, but he walked over and examined your book. “oh this is actually the one i need too. think we could sit together and look it over?” he set the book in his hand on empty carts at the side of the column.

you were a bit shocked that he would be wanting to do an optional reading for class, the professor made sure to emphasize that this reading wasn’t required but could help students get a better grasp on the concepts. “sure?” you sounded a little hesitant because you were. maybe ni-ki wasn’t a bad guy and truthfully needed the book for class just like you. the pair of you walked over to the table and you opened it up to the page that you needed. “you need this for intro to society too right?” you questioned to see if he was taking the same basic sociology class you were. “yup and look at that you’ve got the page right and everything.” he flashed a smile. 

the pair of you read the book only speaking to indicate when it was okay to turn the page. it was nice, having an interaction with someone that wasn’t just trying to make fun of you. after two hours of powering through the book you both reached the end and you closed the book. “well that was nice.” he stated as he leaned back in his chair a little. “yeah, it was nice.” you admitted before tapping your fingers on the table a little bit of anxiety building in your stomach. “you know you are pretty cool y/n. we should go out sometime.” 

his words sent a little bit of panic through you mainly because you knew that talking with him could impact his social status on campus or bring on more taunting. then you were fighting with the implication, is he asking you in a friendly way or in a date kind of way? you sat there for a second. “did i break you y/n? shit that was so not what i was trying to do.” he was sat forward now examining your face. “no, no, i heard you and am not broken.” you replied and glanced back to him. “just don’t think it would be a good idea for us to go out.” you stood up to go return the book from where you found it. he stood and followed you right over to the shelf. “oh come on y/n, afraid that people will tease me too? i really don’t care about any of that. you are cool and we shared a book doesn’t that mean anything to you?” he was talking in a bit more of a teasing tone at the end. you couldn’t help but roll your eyes playfully because that was cheesy. “okay then we can go out.” you shouldn’t cave so easily but honestly you are just a girl. “great it’s a date then.” he winked.

you two had exchanged numbers before you left the library and set a plan of when you were going out. everything about this made you nervous but excited. was this really happening? the coolest guy in the freshman class wanted to take you out on a date? it seemed too good to be true. you spent hours getting ready for this date and the pair of you went out. the date was a simple move theater then dinner date. you two had a great time, the conversation at dinner flowed so naturally. he had you laughing, you made him laugh in return. it was nice being out with someone that didn’t just see you as a joke. he walked you back to your dorm and before he left you two kissed. you felt the butterflies in your stomach and the whole nine yards. 

two months passed and several more dates occurred within those months. you never saw this coming, but there you were on the quad with ni-ki laid out under you and your head rested on his stomach as you laid down as well reading your book. the two of you were all the campus could talk about. “we are throwing this party tonight to celebrate winning our latest comp.” he said which pulled you from your book, “oh yeah? well i would love to come with you if that is what you are asking.” you looked up to him with a warm smile. a smile that ni-ki had grown so accustomed to. he had fallen for you and if only you knew everything he knew that you probably wouldn’t feel the same anymore. he sat up which had you sitting up as well and he admired you with a smile of his own, “you make me so happy y/n. you know that right?” you weren’t sure where this was coming from but you leaned in to give his lips a little peck. “yeah, yeah nishimura. i have a class to get to.” you stood and then leaned down to give him another peck on the lips. “see you later?” you asked but didn’t wait for an answer before walking backwards to start heading away from you. “yeah.” he waved you off and went back to laying down to look at the sky. 

he wasn’t sure how he was going to tell you the truth, all of this started with a bet. he was hanging out with all the guys and jake showed everyone the video. they all laughed about it, ni-ki included. “you want to prove yourself to be one of us?” jay said while leaning his arms on his knees and the rest of the guys started to pick up what was about to go down. “get cry baby to go out with you.” he continued and everyone else was laughing. “oh my god that would be so funny actually. you should so do it.” sunghoon chimed in. ni-ki wanting to be accepted by these older much cooler guys agreed. “i could totally get her to go out with me, easy. i’ll do you one better i’ll get her to actually fall in love with me too.” god how he regretted that day now, he felt like he was walking on eggshells. it was only a matter of time before someone slipped and told you and he didn’t want to lose you. while he was trying to get you to fall in love with him he did something that would ruin everything, he fell for you. 

later that night after all your classes and getting ready for what felt like forever you headed to the frat where the party was being hosted. you went inside and started looking around for ni-ki but instead found jay and jake by the drinks table. jake was a little loaded and that made him a little louder than normal. “Y/N! YOU’RE HERE!” he was basically shouting and leaning on jay for the support. “hey jake.. you doing okay there buddy?” you gave a pointed look and jay made a little face while shaking his head to indicate that this boy was long gone. you had gotten to know the rest of the guys and much to their surprise they liked you. the guilt of the bet weighed on all of them too, but they tried to ignore the elephant in the room. heeseung came walking over to see the drunk jake and jay supporting him. “need some help with that one?” he pointed to jake literally just hanging off jay. “you know it we should get him some water.” jay replied and you spoke up. “let me go get him some. you two just make sure he stays upright.” 

you pushed through to the kitchen and came back with bottled water. they had gotten jake seated on a couch. “oh have you guys seen ni-ki?” you questioned. they all shook their heads and jake decided to speak up. “naurr but i am so glad you two are dating. i mean to think this all started because jay thought you were some looooser and bet ni-ki that he couldn’t get you to date him. oh! and im sorry for posting that video of you.” he was pouting and batting his eyes. “don’t hate me.” jay and heeseung’s faces both looked so shocked and heeseung literally put his hand over jake’s mouth. your mouth fell open a little as you tried to process everything that was just said. ‘some loser’ ‘a bet’ those words burned and you felt like your heart was shattering right there. “i should go.” you forced a little smile and handed the water over to jay, backing away from them. “y/n wait..” jay spoke up but you had already turned and started to rush towards the exit. 

you thought that things were different with ni-ki, that he was one of the only people that actually gave you a chance. he made you feel safe and loved, he was someone you could just talk to for hours. was all of this just some silly little game to him? was your heart just something he could toy with? as you were walking out of the party, ni-ki was on his way in. his eyes caught a glimpse of you and he went to take your hand, “y/n where are you going?” you stayed right there your back to him, hand in his and using every ounce of strength you had to keep your tears in. “was it worth it?” your voice sounded so broken and he was confused until his phone buzzed, he glazed over the text from heeseung explaining what just happened. he shoved his phone right back into his pocket and he moved to stand in front of you, his hand still holding yours.  “y/n, baby, i can explain.” 

him moving to be in front of you wasn’t helping because now glancing up at him the tears just started to cascade down your cheeks. “explain? explain what? that you made a bet that you could date me? guess what riki, you fucking did that didn’t you? i bet you are so proud of yourself. god just leave me alone. i never want to see you again.” you shoved his hand away from yours and walked off leaving behind the boy you fell in love with and any shred of hope that people were still good. 

it had been three days since the party and your phone had been blowing up with messages from all of the guys. ni-ki had messaged the first day just a few times asking if the two of you could talk, but when you ignored him for the fifth time he got the hint. he was a mess too and you knew it only because the rest of the guys were messaging you over and over saying that this was their fault not ni-ki’s. that wasn’t helping any considering he could have said no. you had skipped your classes the last two days which is not like you in the slightest, but professors had to understand you just had your heart ripped out so that’s basically a medical emergency right? maybe this would have been easier if you had made some actual friends on campus, but the friends you made were the boys and obviously didn’t trust any of them right now either. 

you did the one thing you could think to do, packed up a bag and took the first flight home. you needed to get away from campus and have a slight reset. home was going to give that to you, there was no ni-ki there, none of the guys to come knock on your door, just you and your family. after the third day home you were starting to feel a little better. the feelings of betrayal were still very much there and you played a card game and when you won your instinct was to text ni-ki to let him know, but you couldn’t exactly do that. a big part of you missed what you had with him. you just had to remind yourself that it was probably all just fake. 

there was a knock on the door and your mom went to get it, you were on the couch reading to get caught up on some of your classwork. “y/n, honey it’s for you.” your mom called out which confused you because you weren’t expecting anyone. you got up and made your way over to the door pausing when you saw none other than ni-ki standing there. your mom had walked away when you made it to the door and you stared at him, “what are you doing here? how did you even find my house?” you questioned in a hushed tone. “well i remember you talking about it when we went on our first date. you said that you lived in the old house with the handprints in the sidewalk and named the street so.. i just walked down the street until i found the handprints.” you stepped outside and closed the door behind yourself, crossing your arms over your stomach. he remembered that? most people wouldn’t care to remember a detail like that. you needed to push that delusion from your head, he doesn’t care. or does he?

“i tried to give you your space, i really did and honestly sunoo told me flying here was a terrible idea, but it’s been almost a week and i am losing my mind y/n. none of it was fake.. nothing i said or did with you was fake. i know it started with not the best intentions and honestly i should have told you the minute i fell for you, but i didn’t want to lose you because i’m an idiot that took a bet.” he was rambling just a little and you were focused on the fact that he said he fell for you and it was real. everything he said and did with you was real. “you mean it?” you spoke finally which cut him off from going to say something else. “of course i mean it. i am so in love with you y/n that i literally hopped on a flight to go to some town i’ve never been to to walk up and down a street in hopes of finding the girl of my dreams.” 

you were hesitating on forgiving him because you weren’t completely sure if he was telling the truth, but your heart was screaming to forgive him because to be honest you are in love with him too. every little moment you two shared, every kiss, all the late night talks, the times you shared books, it was all just so comforting. “if you ever break my heart again nishimura riki i swear i won’t let you back in.” you moved in a little and he did as well. “i swear on everything in this world i won’t break your heart again.” the two of you shared a soft and sweet kiss on the door step. his hands on your waist, yours finding the comfortable spot around his shoulders. when your lips parted he smiled at you and you felt that happiness creeping back in. “so uh.. when am i going to meet my future in-laws?” he smirked as you gave him a teasing glace. 

a/n: thank you so much for reading! i hope you enjoyed this fic. i would love if you commented thought/opinions, liked, or reblogged!

c. enhanextdoor ; do not copy, repost, or translate my works.

[choisanswife]

this shit is is cute

[choisanswife]

this is where you can find my collection of enhypen works. MDNI.

enhypen

nothing yet . . .

heeseung

nothing yet . . .

jay

nothing yet . . .

jake

nothing yet . . .

sunghoon

nothing yet . . .

sunoo

nothing yet . . .

jungwon

nothing yet . . .

ni-ki

nothing yet . . .

[choisanswife]

here you will find a collection of all my ateez works. MDNI.

ateez

smau. the morning after.

smau. comfort from the boys.

seonghwa

nothing yet . . .

hongjoong

nothing yet . . .

yunho

nothing yet . . .

yeosang

nothing yet . . .

san

smau. something about friends.

mingi

nothing yet . . .

wooyoung

nothing yet . . .

jongho

nothing yet . . .

[choisanswife]

𓂃۶ৎ 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 ━━━ 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌.

최산 (c.s.). ─────⠀ㅤ smau ―୨୧⋆ ˚ 𝗳!𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 x 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗶 𝘀𝗮𝗻 𓈒 ⠀

부인 성명 (disclaimer) : contains fluff. wooyoung and yeosang make an appearance as besties with reader. NOT PROOFREAD

a/n. this was so fun much to make. enjoy

[myjjongie]

☾ BETWEEN SCARS AND KISSES ── p. jongseong

IN WHICH: the vampire you found one night always crashes at your place when he feels like it. only this time he's severely hurt.

PAIRING: vampire!jay x human!fem reader GENRE/WARNINGS: lowercase intended !!, one shot, slight angst (not sure if its slightly or a lot LOL), minor fluff, skinship, mentions of blood/wounds. scars WORD COUNT: 2.2k ₊⊹♡ EVIE'S NOTE: i intended for this to be cuter but then remembered its vampire jay and i needed to make you all miserable :3 i love being evil. also sorry for making this late, really wanted to post this one right away.

the soft clicking of your keyboard echoed within your quiet bedroom. you paused for a moment as you began to think about something or perhaps someone.

it had been months since you last saw jay. your brows furrowed as worry settled in. you couldn’t help but count as the number of days turned into weeks then months. negative thoughts began to plague your mind as you continued to think about him. the worst part? you had no way of reaching him. he always turned up on his own terms and you could do nothing but wait.

waiting for jay to show up on his own was always frustrating. but what made it more difficult, what made jay different. was the fact he was a vampire.

your thoughts drifted to the first night you met jay. the memory so vivid as if it all happened yesterday. you were exhausted, tired legs dragging you home. the only thing on your mind being the comfort of your bed. but when taking that shortcut to your apartment did you see him.

at the time jay looked like a regular human who got beat up. left there all alone in the alleyway you couldn’t help but worry. feeling bad for him your meek body dragged his heavier set body back to your apartment. once there you treated all his wounds, which at the time were only surface level.

once satisfied with your not so perfect patchwork. you sat on the floor beside your bed. exhaustion soon taking over you. unbeknownst to you the mysterious man would wake up a couple hours later.

your body awoke at the ominous feeling of someone hovering over you. once your eyelashes fluttered open did you meet unfamiliar burgundy red eyes. your body was now shocked awake. before you could say anything was when you realized the band-aids that scatter his face were gone. it was as if he never had any wounds to begin with. there was no way that was possible, you remembered the red bruising so vividly.

before any words could be exchanged between yourself and him he left. you sat there for months trying to figure out if what happened was real or a dream. that was until one night he came knocking on your balcony window. you finally found out then what his name was and who he was.

blinking back to reality you stared at the bright screen. pushing away from your desk you lightly stretched before getting up from your chair. after doing so a loud sound was heard from outside your balcony window. the sound made your body jump causing your heart to race in your chest. slowly making your way over to the window your shaking hands peeled back the curtain.

relief washed over you as your eyes recognized the figure outside. sliding the glass door open you let out a shaky laugh.

“you know the whole disappearing act then showing up whenever you please, isn’t good for my heart. you scared me half to death.” you waited for his signature smirk, a teasing remark, anything. but jay stood there silent.

“jay?” you weakly called out to him. there was still no reply from him. that’s when you saw it. the blood. his body swayed slightly, almost as if he was barely holding himself together.

before jay could collapse your smaller frame caught him into your arms. you stumbled back a bit, your back pressed against the glass. panic surged through you, adrenaline dulling the strain of your struggle as you carried jay’s limp body to the bathroom.

you caught your breath after leaning him against the bathtub. once you were done did you notice his eyes flutter open. jay took note of your worried face. his own face twisted in pain as he tried to stand up, in the end jay was still seated on the floor.

“yn. i’m fine. it’s not that big of a deal.” his voice was hoarse and weak as he urged you to stop.

“what do you mean not that big of a deal! you’re at my window bleeding how can you say that!” tears started to burn into your eyes. you would be lying if you denied feeling at least something for jay. to see him this hurt and wounded in front of you made you feel anxious.

“yn..” his hand found its way to yours that was desperately clutched to his leather jacket. he could feel the way your body trembled.

jay knew it wasn’t out of fear but with concern. huffing out a weakened sigh he sat himself up a bit to undress himself from the jacket and shirt. letting him take his time you got up to find your first aid kit. once coming back to him, you finally saw his bare body for the first time. you weren’t prepared to see how many scars adorned his chest.

your eyes immediately noticed the gash on his abdomen. due to jay’s healing factor the deep cut was closing. even though it was healing it was at a slow rate. the piercing red blood that drenched his body slowly faded into a deep red.

settling down in-between his legs on the floor, you immediately got to work. you wrapped bandages across his body to stop the flow of the blood oozing out from the wound.

the tears in your eyes trickled as you continued on with your work. so worried about helping jay you didn’t notice his hand come up to tuck away the hair that was in your face. the moment you realized his gentle comfort was the moment he wiped away a stray tear.

you looked up at him your watery eyes studying his face. his eyebrows were knitted into a frown as he continued to stare at you.

“why are you looking at me like that?” you sniffled out still busy with the task at hand.

“i don’t like it when you cry.” jay softly said as his finger gently caressed your cheek.

“who’s fault is that hmm?”

jay hummed back in response as his hand still lingered on your face. you couldn’t help but notice the way jay softly rubbed his thumb on your lower cheek. not saying anything about it you finished up bandaging him. before saying something, jay cut you off.

“i didn’t realize you had a beauty mark here.” his words were soft as he continuously stared.

at the mention of the beauty mark on your face your eyes couldn’t help but look at the birth mark on his neck. it was quite fascinating how the mark was faintly shaped like a heart. next to his birth mark displayed fang marks, you always knew those marks were from a vampire but never dwelled much on it to ask him. you could tell he never truly wanted to speak on it. shaking your head from your thoughts your focus went back to the kit.

“you’d be surprised i have a lot all over honestly.” you let out a gentle laugh as you began to pack everything away.

once the first aid kit was closed was when you finally took the moment to examine jay’s chest. you never noticed how many scars truly littered his body. there were faint ones that were barely recognizable to the eye. accompanied with those were a couple big ones that looked as if it took many months to heal. without realizing it your fingers were gently running across the scar that occupied the middle of his chest. jay let out a ragged breath at your gentle touch.

it looked as if he took a slash from a sword or something even sharper and bigger than that. you took note of how the skin stretched together to fix itself. as your fingers traced along the healed wound you felt the way it was slightly raised yet rough.

“did this one hurt?” you asked softly, fingers tracing the distinctive mark. the silence in the bathroom made your voice sound small.

“in the moment it did. but once my body let it heal it wasn’t so bad after.”

“i see.” your voice trailed off as you noticed a scar that looked as if he got pierced by something.

the jagged edges resembled that of a spiderweb. the placement of this scar was on the upper left of his chest. all you could think about was how close the wound was to his heart. this one would have, no it could have killed him. your eyes began to water again at the thought of jay facing death on multiple occasions. the tears that brimmed at the edge of your eyes fell onto his chest. jay looked down at you studying the way your body trembled as you cried.

“why are you crying again?” his voice was a soothing coo as he began to wipe your tears away for a second time.

“thinking about how much you suffered makes me sad. i’m sorry.” your voice cracked as more tears left your eyes.

“don’t be sorry. i’m okay now yn isn’t that all that should matter?”

“yes but.” a sigh left your lips at the loss of words you had. it was true jay was here now so why were you crying about things that happened in his past. you couldn’t deny that the wounds you saw before you made you feel sorrow.

once your tears dried up a second time jay spoke.

“you were right yn. i am surprised at how many beauty marks you have.”

“where did that come from?” you let out a soft laugh. your body softly trembled at the cold touch of jay’s fingers trail along your neck.

his fingers gently tapped across any mark he noticed. the feeling sending a shiver down your back.

“you know. i heard a saying. every beauty mark or mole someone has was where their lover kissed them in their past life.” jay’s voice came out in a low tone as he eyed the dots that were scattered along your chest and face.

“then i guess my lover loved me deeply in my past life.” you smiled at the concept of what beauty marks and moles could represent. your smile immediately faltered as you felt the warmth of something press against your skin.

looking down you saw jay’s face buried into the crook of your neck and shoulder. he laid butterfly kisses along the nape of your neck. the feeling was ticklish yet it felt right. a light whimper left your lips as you felt his sharp teeth nibble into your skin.

“jay…” your voice was a gentle hush. your fingers tangled into his hair for support.

despite knowing jay for a year, not once did he ever try to take your blood. if he was gonna do it now you were prepared for the impending pain. your eyes closed shut as you waited for his fangs to pierce into you. yet his fangs never broke into your skin. you hesitantly blinked open your eyes to see that familiar color of burgundy. as well as the faint mole under his left eye you’ve adored the moment you noticed it.

jay’s eyes held a hunger you recognized all too well. a desire he never truly allowed himself to indulge on. a desire to sink his fangs into you and taste your blood. you could always see it whenever he lingered close to you.

yet feeling this way he never gave in to it. he knew deep down if he did he might hurt you or worse lose you. his firm hands gripped your shoulder as he pushed your body away from his. he quickly stood up from the ground as he gathered up his shirt and jacket. he walked past you leaving the bathroom.

matching his pace you hurried yourself up from the floor following behind him.

“where are you going you’re still hurt?!” you couldn’t help but scream out to him watching as he made his way to the balcony.

his movements stopped, back faced to you unwilling to turn around. your eyes took in the scars that cascaded along his back. it dawned on you that everywhere on his body were full of wounds. wounds that he would never truly open up about. not now, not any time soon.

“i’ll see you later yn. okay?” as jay stood there he quickly put on the shirt covered in his blood. one hand opening the window ready to leave as the other tightly held his leather jacket.

“jay please…” your voice wavered reaching out to him. but he wouldn’t turn around to meet you. watching him walk away from you, you could feel your heart break apart. you should be mad at him. but all you could think about was whether jay would be okay. his body still battered with wounds.

your fingers twitched at your side. aching to reach for his hand hoping to stop him. but before you could even think of moving jay’s voice stopped you.

“i’m sorry yn. i’ll be back…” jay faintly turned his body to take one more quick glance at you. satisfied at seeing your face one last time, he vanished into the night.

you rushed to the balcony in hopes of getting one last glimpse of him, but he was already gone. only the faint glow of the street lamps illuminating the dark street remained.

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[choisanswife]

this is so good

[enhanextdoor]

𓂃۶ৎ 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 ━━━ 𝖿𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉.

심재윤 (s.jy). ─────⠀ㅤ 2,388 (in total) ―୨୧⋆ ˚ 𝗳!𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 x 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗴𝗲!𝗷𝗮𝗸𝗲 𓈒 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬. ⠀

부인 성명 (disclaimer) : read at your own risk. there is going to be fluff and angst themes. college party & drinking as well as some suggestive themes [more like shaming reader buuuut]. this fic features a member of enhypen as your ex, in no way does the representation of the idol actually reflect the idol themselves. this is a work of fiction. NOT PROOFREAD

taglist: @choisanswife. @leehsngs. @myjjongie

this isn’t real, you know your relationship is fake, but sometimes the way jake looks at you and talks to you makes it feel so real. this all started because you two were friends and you wanted to make your ex jealous. he had moved on and started dating some new girl so you wanted to show him that you could do the same thing and move on. jake was around for the break up and saw how hard it actually hit you. the fake relationship was actually his idea, you were going to find someone to really move on with but this would give you time to figure out your feelings anyways. for three months you had been “dating” jake and you two were the campus it couple. jake was sweet and caring and lowkey the biggest dork ever. he loved to make you laugh and since the two of you were friends it made all of this so much easier. 

“hey there is going to be a party tonight, we should go.” jake said as he was walking you to your lecture hall. “yeah we should go, i haven’t been in awhile so it might be nice.” you said with a little smile. “i heard your ex is going to be there anyways so it would be a great time to be all cute and cuddly.” he pointed out which made you nod in agreement. “meet at my dorm tonight and we can go from there?” he placed a little kiss to your cheek with a big cheeky grin. “see you then beautiful.” 

class seemed to drag on but once it was out you knew that you didn’t really have anything else for the day. you headed back to your dorm to get ready for said party and mostly to lay around listening to music before you actually had to get ready. jake wouldn’t be there until a little later so you had some time. he was texting you though, ‘i bet you will look so good tonight’. you glanced over the text and your cheeks flushed just a little as you replied, ‘i plan to try my best duh’. he heart reacted that message and you decided it was time to get up and get ready. you got yourself dressed, did your hair and makeup and by the time you were finished with everything you heard the little rhythm knock at your door. only person that ever makes a little melody while knocking is jake so you walked over and pulled the door open. “whoa..” he said while staring directly at you, this went on for a solid minute too with his mouth basically falling open. “earth to jake.. you ready to go?” you waved your hand in front of his face. “yuuuuup. let’s gaur.” he bounded right on out of there. 

the second you two showed up to the party his arm was around your waist, it felt rather comforting knowing he was right there for you to lean on emotionally and physically. the pair of you walked over to the drinks table and you grabbed a cup making yourself some kind of mixed drink and he did the same. you might have made yours a little strong, but you were going to power through it plus it would help if you saw stupid face aka your ex. you sipped from your cup and stayed with jake, his arm that was around you not leaving in the process of getting drinks and giving your hip a little reassuring squeeze. jake saw your ex before you did and he turned to look at you leaning in to whisper, “he’s here, keep your cool. we got this.” he placed a small kiss by your ear which made your skin feel so warm. 

thankfully your ex came alone and it turned out that girl broke up with him already and a little part of you felt bad seeing him looking upset. then you remembered how he dumped you over text and didn’t give it too much thought before jumping right into another relationship. your ex had faded somewhere into the party and your focus was on jake. “we should so dance.” he said and pulled you over to where people were dancing before you could protest. a little laugh came out of you and you went along with his little dancing plan. the two of you got extra close at this point and clearly jake had all the moves, you just followed his lead. you had no clue so many people were looking because the only thing you were focused on? jake and that smile. after the two of you stopped dancing you went off to the side and at this point you had both decided that you were going to do some shots. probably not a great idea but it happened anyways, you are only young once after all. “hey i’m going to run to the bathroom i’ll be right back.” he was leaned in to talk in your ear over the loud music. “alright, i’ll wait right here.” you said and pointed to the ground. jake sauntered off to find the bathroom and you waited right there. 

the only problem with this is that jake left you on your own and your ex, park sunghoon took this as his chance to walk up to you, but since you are stood next to the drink table he’s acting like he’s just refilling his drink. “you really came here with jake?” he said while setting his cup on the table and pretending to look over the table. at one point jake and sunghoon were friends you don’t know what exactly happened between the two of them, but it had to be ugly since jake could barely stand to look at him. “he is my boyfriend.” you said very dryly and kept looking out at the crowd not at sunghoon. “right. how could i forget that.” he laughed a little bitterly before pouring his drink. “you know that no matter how much you try to make him fix you, it’s not going to work. i tried and we see how it turned out for me.” that one burned and you felt it all throughout your body because you went so tense. you finally looked at him and the hurt in your eyes was unmistakable. “fuck you sunghoon.” you threw the rest of your drink in his face and everyone gasped and some people held in laughs. 

you walked right out of there pushing past people to do so, headed to the backyard where no one was populated so you could collect yourself. you wanted to cry but then that would just give sunghoon the satisfaction of getting into your head. your hands were shaking a little and you already regretted throwing the drink in his face, but he did deserve it. jake and you weren’t even really dating so there was nothing for him to fix, what sunghoon said didn’t matter. it was also clear to you now that you did not want to get back together with sunghoon. the alcohol you had consumed was for sure impairing your rational thinking because when you see jake you are ending this fake relationship for sure. you’ve made your mind up. 

jake came back from the bathroom and didn’t find you where you were before instead he found the alcohol soaked sunghoon. his eyes scanned the crowd for you, but you were no where to be seen. he approached a few other party goers, “have you seen y/n?” many of them just shook their heads but one of the girls spoke up, “i saw her go out back.” jake didn’t even wait he started to head in that direction, but sunghoon grabbed his arm to stop him and he turned to face the other male with a glare. “what do you want?” jake said so bitterly. “she’s still in love with me you know. there is no way she actually fell for you that fast. i mean we use to joke about how forever single you were going to be when we were dating. she’s not even that great in bed for the record so keep her.” that wasn’t true in the slightest but sunghoon was feeling spiteful after having a drink thrown in his face. jake pulled his arm from sunghoon’s grip and flipped him off while walking backwards in the direction of the back door. “fucking dick.” he muttered to himself before pushing outside and seeing you. 

you were finally sat pretzel style by the poolside just watching the water. you didn’t even notice jake walk over at first to sit next to you until his hand slipped into yours and his fingers started to intertwine with yours. “you okay?” he asked softly. you just shook your head a little, slowly pulling your hand from his. it pulled a frown from him, but he tried to push the sinking feeling away. “coming tonight was a mistake. being in a fake relationship with you was a mistake.” you said as you kept your eyes down. you weren’t able to see the reaction jake had and it was probably a good thing because the pain that was evident would have made you question things even further. “y/n… you don’t mean that.” he whispered back his own voice, trembling a second. “what good have we done by fake dating jake? honestly it’s just been for show and we can stop doing it now. i don’t want anything to do with sunghoon.” you scoffed a little and a singular tear rolled down your cheek. “y/n, i didn’t do this because i actually wanted you to get back with sunghoon.” he admitted. “this wasn’t a mistake for me, i knew what i was getting into. i just.. i’ve loved you for some time now and i hoped that maybe this would get you to love me back. i guess i was wrong since all of this was fake and it’s so easy for you to give up.” he stood up and backed away. “i’ll leave you alone. i’m sorry.” after saying that he walked back inside and slipped through the crowd so he could leave. you sat there and if you could feel any worse than before you sure as shit did. 

two weeks passed since the party and you hadn’t heard a single thing from jake. you had even sent messages asking if the two of you could talk. when you saw him on campus he would turn and walk the other way. you had mulled over every detail of that night and of your fake relationship with jake. you did have feelings for sim jaeyun, but you feel like you ruined that. you had to talk to him, tell him that you felt the same way he did. you went to his dorm considering he can’t really run away from you as easily and his roommate jay let you in pretty easily. you were sat on his bed waiting for him and jay had to run out and do something. when jake walked in and saw you he went to turn and walk out but you stood up right away, “jake wait please.” you pleaded and his hand was already on the handle but he stopped all movement to leave. you walked over and placed you hand over his. 

“just listen to me for one minute and if you decide you want me to leave after i’ll go.” his gaze turned to you but he didn’t say anything just gave a slight nod. “i didn’t know what to say that night and it doesn’t help that we had been drinking, but jake you didn’t even give me a minute to respond. you got up and left.” his silence remained so you kept going, “i know this relationship was fake, but honestly every smile, every laugh, every moment we shared was real for me too. i didn’t realize that i was feeling anything for you until it was slapped in my face because let’s be honest i’m not the quickest to catch onto things.” you huffed softly and your hand carefully pulled his from the door handle to hold his hand instead, “what i’m trying to say is that i don’t know when or how but i fell in love with you too.” your eyes stayed on his seeking for some kind of answer. they didn’t give you much and jake took another second before answering. “you said it was a mistake.” he sounded hurt still and you regret ever saying the word mistake to him. you shook your head, “it wasn’t a mistake, honestly i was just upset and that doesn’t excuse anything.” 

the two of you ended up moving to sit on his bed, he sat looking at you and you sat looking at him. “you know i loved you before you even got with sunghoon right?” he said a little sheepishly. you hadn’t realized it then either because you were friends with jake before you ever met sunghoon. “no, how was i suppose to know that?” he looked at you like it was the most obvious thing and you 100% should have known. “i was like so obvious about it, jay literally called me out on it everyday.” he grumbled a little. “well i didn’t know, but i know now and i don’t want to do nothing about it.” you said as you scooted in a little closer to him. he noticed you scooting in and his hand moved to caress your cheek softly. “y/n can i actually take you out on dates and be your real boyfriend?” he even added in a little pout while batting his eyes a little, “please.” you couldn’t help but laugh a little at the batting of the eyes as you nodded. “well duh, if you didn’t ask me i was going to ask you.” his cheeky grin slipped onto his face before he leaned in to kiss you. you had kissed him before for the publicity, but this felt different. you felt like you were melting right into the kiss and this is exactly where you needed to be. you were in a real relationship with sim jaeyun.

a/n: this was a good one to write. i am always open to feedback, reblogs, and likes! this series has been pretty fun to write.

c. enhanextdoor ; do not copy, repost, or translate my works.

[choisanswife]

SHE ATEEEEEE AND LEFT NO GODDAMN CRUMBS

[theviolenceplayingmysong]

Just one thing

SEONGHWA

[choisanswife]

this this this

[antontual]

[choisanswife]

words can’t describe how much I love him

[guzhufuren]

250203 Wooyoung (Amsterdam ATEEZ WORLD TOUR TOWARDS THE LIGHT : WILL TO POWER)

[antontual]

[choisanswife]

my god

[enhanextdoor]

𓂃۶ৎ 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍 ━━━ 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗃𝗂𝗐𝗈𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗇 𝗎𝗉 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗍𝗌 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗌𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇. 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗌 𝗁𝗂𝗆 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗅𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗌𝖾𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎.

김지웅 (k.jw). ─────⠀ㅤ 1,166 (in total) ―୨୧⋆ ˚ 𝗺!𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𓈒 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬. ⠀

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taglist: @choisanswife. @myjjongie.

you were sitting in your car outside of the apartment that you use to share with jiwoong. you figured that with each passing day it would get easier to go inside, that wasn’t the case. you couldn’t bring yourself to even get rid of any of his things. they were just there and knowing that they were there made it so much harder for you. your relationship started to fall apart when you started to feel like a bit of a secret, you didn’t do secrets. you had come out when you were in high school and didn’t want to be put back in the closet. jiwoong wasn’t trying to hide you intentionally yet the two of you got into a huge fight and decided to call it quits. all the important people in his life knew about you he thought that was enough and so did you until you two were out and he dropped your hand because someone was staring. then there was the time you leaned in for a kiss and another onlooker caused him to turn his head so your lips met his cheek, those things hurt. he apologized when they happened but the problem was that it kept happening. 

you took a deep breath as you pulled the keys from the ignition of your car, collecting your things to head inside. truth be told you missed coming home to him dancing around the living room or lounging on the couch. the apartment felt so silent, so empty without him. you walked up the stairs and put your key into the door unlocking it to open it up. you didn’t want to think about the approaching weekend, it would have been your two year anniversary with jiwoong. two years of being happy and in love all down the drain because you two were struggling to communicate your feelings effectively. you pushed the door open and a confused expression crossed your face when you heard the tv on. you didn’t leave it on did you? normally you turn it off. stepping further inside you were thrown off by another thing, jiwoong asleep on the couch. you don’t know when he got there and of course he still had his keys, but it had been three months since you last saw him. 

you grabbed a little throw blanket and gently placed it over him, careful not to wake him. he looked exhausted even while sleeping and that pulled a little frown out of you. you walked to the bedroom to get yourself out of your work clothes, your mind wandered and all you could think about is the boy on your couch. what was he doing there? you looked in the mirror for a second and finally noticed just how tired you looked too. you hadn’t been sleeping well either, jiwoong holding you had been a comfort for so long that you grew accustomed to it. “sorry that i knocked out.. i was waiting for you to get back.” the familiar sleepy tone sounded from behind you and you turned to look at him. “it’s okay, i didn’t expect to see you at all honestly. what are you doing back?” you didn’t mean it in a bad way, more of a clarifying manner. he glanced to the ground, stuffing his hands in the pockets of his hoodie. “i missed you y/n.” his voice dripped with desperation and you still love him so your heart was doing back flips. traitor.

“you know you didn’t have to leave for three months like it was nothing jiwoong, like we were nothing. where have you even been?” you asked with a frown. his gaze was still on the ground, “i stayed with hanbin, he let me crash on his couch. not like i was sleeping anyways. i would just sit up and think about how i should be here holding you.” his gaze finally moved to your face as he admired the boy he once got to call his own. “i know that i messed up and that you felt hidden but i promise you that wasn’t my intention.” he stepped forward and carefully took your hand in his own. “every night, every day, every moment away from you felt so painful.” he was rambling at this point honestly, but he was afraid if he stopped talking you would ask him to leave and he would do just that because he respects you. “you think it was easy for me? it was anything but easy. i swear i’ve cried every day before having to walk back in here back to our house without you being here.” you said as you tried to keep the tears from welling up in your eyes. 

“can i come home?” he asked so softly as his fingers trailed over your knuckles and a familiar calming warmth washed over you. the feeling of being hopelessly in love is quite intoxicating. “of course you can come home jiwoong. why would i ever say no?” you moved in closer to him. he gave you a small smile and shrugged his shoulders a little, “dunno maybe you found some new hottie to move in.” he said in a slight joking tone. “i mean they wouldn’t ever be able to make you laugh so hard you shoot water out of your nose buuuuuut.” you shoved at his chest a little and gave a squint. “we vowed to never speak about that again kim jiwoong.” you pointed at him and a smile slipped back onto your lips. “okay well if we are being honest you vowed to never speak about it again.” he had a cheesy grin as he leaned in and your lips were almost touching. “i promise from now on i’m going to scream it to the world how much i love you.” 

somehow this boy gives you butterflies every single time and you can’t help but lean into his every touch and eat up his every word. “i love you too.” the two of you shared a soft kiss, your lips feeling like they were melting into yours that is until his phone went off and he pulled away to answer the video call. “hey guys look jiwoong finally went back home! hey y/n we missed you and honestly if we had to hear ‘y/n this, y/n that, this use to be y/n’s favorite we were going to lose it.” matthew said on the other end of the line surrounded by a few of the other guys. “you are both coming out with us right?” gunwook chimed in. “actually guys tonight i want to just stay in with my boy so you are on your own, talk to you all later quit messing up my make out sessions.” just like that he hung up as you heard a chorus of ‘ews’. “make out sessions? in your dreams. you are lucky i’m going to let you sleep in our room again tonight.”

c. enhanextdoor ; do not copy, repost, or translate my works.

a/n: not some of my best work but hope the pookie appreciates it riiiiip. feedback, likes, reposts always welcome <3

[choisanswife]

SHE ATE AGAIN FRFR AND LEFT NO CRUMBS

[enhanextdoor]

𓂃۶ৎ 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 ━━━ 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖻𝗂𝖽𝖽𝖾𝗇 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾.

이희승 (l.hs). ─────⠀ㅤ 1,568 (in total) ―୨୧⋆ ˚ 𝗳!𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗑 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗹!𝗵𝗲𝗲𝘀𝗲𝘂𝗻𝗴 𓈒 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬. ⠀

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taglist: @choisanswife. @leehsngs.

everyone knows the story of romeo and juliet. star crossed lovers that had their relationship end in tragedy, so why did you think that you had a chance to make it? they couldn’t. you should always learn your lessons from the books, that is what we are supposed to do. the thing is that lee heeseung was the exception, or so you thought. you didn’t think it would hurt to date the one person you are not supposed to. you were off limits to him and he was off limits to you but that only drew the both of you in. the fact that you weren’t allowed to be together made it all the more thrilling. at first it was just lingering gazes, then it turned into something more. you don’t even remember the moment you let yourself get completely engrossed in him, but it happened. now there you were laying on the ground with a bullet in your stomach as he held you in his arms. you never thought something this extreme would happen, neither of you did. bleeding out in lee heeseung’s arms seemed like quite the way to go. “just hold on y/n…” he cried as he applied pressure to the wound, his hands trembling. 

we should start from a week ago shouldn’t we? that’s why your relationship with heeseung came to light. heeseung was a member of one of the most notorious crime rings and you? the daughter of the competition. heeseung and you had been sneaking around for a little over a year now, you both were getting sloppy with trying to hide the relationship. “you know how much i missed you?” heeseung muttered as he hugged your waist from behind and you leaned back into him. “not enough.” you joked lightly which made him poke at your side. “oh whatever, you don’t even know the half of it.” he retorted and placed a quick kiss to your cheek. you two usually met up at a hotel right outside of town. you joked with him at first that it didn’t feel all that classy, but it’s become a bit of a safe haven for the both of you. somewhere you can both go and just be heeseung and y/n, not who the world needs you to be. 

“want to go get some food?” you questioned while looking the mini bar over, tired of the same options that are always offered. “are you reading my mind? get outtt.” he pouted just a little as he headed over to the door, grabbing the keys to his car. that pout of his was dangerous, you would give him whatever he wanted if he gave you the doe eye pout combo. the both of you walked out of the room and headed to the elevator. you pressed the button and he stood at your side, taking your hand in his own. you loved when he held your hand or was just near you in general. 

“y/n? what are you doing here?” you heard from behind the both of you which caused you to freeze. you recognized the voice almost immediately it was one of the lackeys that work for your family. you know that he knows exactly who is standing beside you and holding your hand, but you turn to look at him arching an eyebrow. “it’s none of your concern.” you straightened up a bit and you saw heeseung watching the guy too. “right, forgive me.” he said and gave a respectful nod as the elevator doors opened. you stepped on and tugged heeseung along with you and he happily followed. he leaned in to place a little peck to your lips. the doors shut and he snickered just a little, “it’s none of your concern” he mimicked you and you elbowed him. “shut up.” 

that was the first mistake, trusting that the lackey wouldn’t go back and report to your family that they saw you engaging with the enemy. that’s exactly what he did, went running right back and reported exactly what he saw, the hand holding. the leaning in as the elevator doors closed. your family was pissed to say the least. that’s why the hit on heeseung was put out in the first place. flashback to today, an hour before you were shot. you both were out on a date of course. you were both so wrapped up in each other that you didn’t notice you were being followed. you were eating some ramyeon since it was his favorite and you both found a place that has the best flavors. “we should just run away together.” he said randomly between bites which caught you a little off guard. “what? you are joking right? we can’t just run away together heeseung, what about your friends and your life?” you questioned and took another bite of your food. “i mean once we get settled down somewhere i’ll reach out and have them come to us. i just want to be somewhere where we can do more things like this. just go out and get ramyeon and be in love.” he admitted. it did sound nice if you were being honest with yourself. somewhere for just you and heeseung to be happy. 

the both of you walked away after you finished your food and cleaned up your area. you were holding hands with him again as you saw someone from the corner of your eye, one of your family’s workers and then you saw the gun. it took only a second for you to process before you pushed yourself in front of heeseung at just the right moment and the bullet that was meant for heeseung went right into you. heeseung didn’t even process it until you were crumpling and he was moving to try and catch you before you hit the ground. “no, no, no, no.” he panicked slightly as his hand moved right over the wound and he started to apply pressure. “someone call an ambulance now!” he screamed out at the onlookers. the gunman ran of course but the second he finds them it isn’t going to be pretty. right now though his main focus is you. 

“hey look at me, it’s going to be okay. the ambulance is going to be here soon.” he assured even though is trembling hands held the wound and the blood coated his hands and the ground. “heeseung..” you lifted your hand to caress his cheek gently, the pain was so unbearable and you were crying. “i love you.” his face filled with worry because that i love you seemed like more of a goodbye. “i love you too. just hold on y/n…” he cried as he applied pressure to the wound, his hands trembling worse than before. he leaned his forehead down to rest on yours as tears streamed down his face as well. “i can’t lose you. i can’t.” he cried softly as he held you. your eyes started to shut and the last thing you remember was the cries from heeseung, begging you to keep your eyes open. 

whatever prayers he said must have worked because you woke up in a hospital bed, hooked up to a few different things. your eyes scanned the room fearfully but the second you saw heeseung curled up in the chair at your bedside, hands still bloodied as well as his clothes, you felt a sense of comfort. his eyes opened slowly feeling the weight of your gaze and as soon as he saw your eyes open he was fully awake sitting up. “y/n. you’re awake.” his voice was gentle, his eyes filled with concern. you gave a weak smile, “yeah it’s going to take more than that to take me out.” you teased a little but he gave you a little unamused expression. “oh haha you are so funny. you really are cracking me up.” he said with a blank expression. his hand gently caressed your cheek and it’s when you realized the blood was still there and he simply didn’t care because you were okay and that was all that mattered. “if you ever do something like that again…” he was talking about jumping in front of a literal bullet for him of course. you just gave him a knowing look. “i get it hee, i promise i won’t do it again.” he took a deep breath and placed the softest kiss on your forehead. 

he had ended up in the hospital bed with you after you forced him to let the nurses bring him some scrubs to change into and he got cleaned up. you both were laying there and your hand was in his. you were playing with his fingers as you relaxed into him as much as you could in a hospital bed after all. “so now can we run away together?” he said, watching as you continued to play with his fingers. “you know i think it’s a great idea, as soon as i’m out of here we can leave and never look back.” you smiled and glanced at him. he returned the smile and placed a little kiss to the tip of your nose causing it to scrunch. “i can’t believe you took a literal bullet for me. never in a million years would i have expected that” he smirked just a little with a cocky little tone. “that’s it, get out of my hospital bed.”

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to be honest you didn’t want to get married, on top of that you had to marry park jongseong. it was ideal obviously since neither of you were in love with each other, but your mother was dying and wanted to see her daughter getting married. he had his reasons for the wedding except he wouldn’t tell you what they were. you didn’t even care enough to know. you just had to be married to him for two years then you could file for that divorce like he had promised. you were two months into this sham of a marriage and your family was coming to visit in one week. since the wedding you two had barely spent any time in the same room. you hardly acted married, but when your mom called jay made sure he was always chiming in and he kept up with your life so his responses seemed fitting. 

tonight you decided you would make dinner for the both of you since you needed to go through what talking points you would be having with your parents. you were in the kitchen when jay stepped through the doorway. he had been hanging out with the guys again which was typical especially since it was the weekend. “how are they?” you questioned as you tried to focus on the cook book in front of you. “uh.. good. jake says hi and ni-ki says you haven’t played him back in darts?” he arched an eyebrow slightly as he walked further into the kitchen. “what are you doing?” it almost sounded like he was trying not to laugh and that pissed you off. “cooking, what does it look like?” you retorted and pulled your hair out of the way. “okay, yeah. i’ll get the take out menus.” he said as he walked towards the assigned junk drawer where you kept menus to your favorite local places. “excuse me? no. this is going to be the best damn meal you’ve had all year park jongseong.” you point to the door of the kitchen. “now get out of my kitchen.” he laughed on his way out of the kitchen with his hands partially up. “okay, okay, but if i get food poisoning.” 

despite the comments from jay you made the meal from the cookbook and it tasted so damn good. you had to get a little taste of course before serving it in case it was bad. you were proud of this meal, really proud actually. you walked the two plates to the table in the dining room, setting the plates down in your respective spots. “okay y/n, let’s show him.” you muttered to yourself before walking up the stairs to find jay plucking away at his guitar. you stopped to admire him for a moment since he hadn’t noticed you just yet. he really was talented even if you didn’t want to fully admit it. “hey.. dinner is ready.” you stated after clearing your throat to get his attention. he looked over with an amused smile, “are we sure it’s edible?” he joked a little and you narrowed your gaze. “swear to god i’m going to feed you dog food next time.” you grumbled before walking right back down the stairs. jay put his guitar up and followed behind you. 

you both sat in silence as he went to take the first bite and you watched in anticipation, wondering what he was going to say. he was chewing and he even closed his eyes while doing so. you had no clue if that meant he liked it or was trying to hide the grimace, you thought it tasted good. “this is…” he kept you hanging for a moment. “out with it park!” you said and he held his finger up to indicate he wasn’t ready to give his answer. “...really good.” he opened his eyes to look at you which only caused your own eyes to roll. “you are are such a dick.” he couldn’t help but laugh at your comment and you both kept on eating in silence just enjoying the cooking. 

“i guess we should talk about your family coming. how is your mom doing?” he questioned which filled the air with a little bit of an eerie feeling. you didn’t like talking about everything going on with her illness, but jay always made sure to check in. “the doctors say maybe another year, but even they aren’t sure.” a frown crossed your lips and you averted your gaze to the table. “you know if you ever need to talk about that, i’m right here.” his voice seemed to be laced with a empathic tone that made your heart feel so warm. “i know, thank you.” you felt bad enough considering that you convinced him to marry you using your mom’s condition. 

the next week came and your family was staying with the both of you so that whole sleeping in different rooms thing would have to wait until they were gone again. jay took some days off work the same way you did to spend time with your parents. your father and jay were out in the backyard and you were in the living room with your mother. you had brought her some extra pillows to help her get comfortable and sat down across from her. “y/n, i really love seeing you with jay. seeing the way he looks at you. i know you’ll be taken care of when i’m gone.” she bore a little bit of a sad smile and you returned it. if only she knew that this marriage wasn’t what she thought it was. jay didn’t love you and you didn’t love him, did you? no. you didn’t, at least that is what you had to tell yourself. 

after some time jay and your father came back into the house laughing about something and you glanced over, your own face reflecting the smile on his. he was always so sweet with you and your family. “jay, come sit with me for a moment.” your mother called out patting the spot next to her and he sauntered over, sitting beside her and taking her hand when she held it out for him. “i love how happy you make my daughter.” she commented and he gave her hand a little reassuring squeeze. “i love how happy she makes me.” he teased back and your mother looked so overjoyed. “ah well i’m glad to hear that, but you know i’m on a bit of a time crunch what are our thoughts on grandkids?” she looked so sly while saying that. “mom!” you called out and you felt your cheeks flushing with embarrassment. he busted out with a loud laugh and everyone else followed suit. “we haven’t really talked about that yet but i promise we will keep it in mind.” he finally answered after the laughter calmed down. 

that night after dinner your parents went to settle down in the guest room leaving you and jay to clean the kitchen. you were washing the dishes up and he was cleaning off the table when you finally decided to speak up. “jay.. i don’t know how i’ll ever make all of this up to you.” your words lingered followed by a minute of silence. for a second you weren’t sure if he even heard you, but he approached the sink and his eyes felt like they were burning into your skin so you turned to meet his gaze. “y/n, you know i never told you why i got into the marriage. i didn’t have to do it, but i said i had my reasons remember?” he was stood a little closer than you had expected him to be. “yeah i remember, never understood why you couldn’t just tell me.” you scoffed a little and set the sponge you were using down. “i married you because i had feelings for you. i knew you didn’t feel the same, but i figured that if we lived together and spent more time together maybe just maybe you would end up feeling the same way.” he confessed as his one hand rested on the counter top next to you. your eyes widened and you weren’t expecting a love confession. you weren’t even sure how you felt to be completely honest. 

“i um.. well i’m not really sure how to respond to that. you married me because you have feelings for me?” you sounded confused and honestly that is the reason people are suppose to get married, love. he told you what any girl would be dying to hear that he is genuinely in love with you and your heart was racing you knew that much yet you couldn’t say the words back. “i don’t understand.” you said quieter than you spoke before. “it’s okay, i don’t expect you to say it back or even feel the same. if we get to the two year mark and you still want the divorce then we get the divorce but if we get there and you think you love me too then why not try this for real? we are only two months in so that gives you twenty-two months to figure out what you are feeling.” he smiled and placed a small kiss on your cheek. “i’m going to head to bed, you take all the time you need.” he put his hand on your arm for just a second, admiring every feature of you before dropping his hand and walking himself up to the master bedroom. 

you stood there trying to process everything, every moment from the time you both got engaged to now. you were fake engaged for six months before this little marriage came along so it wasn’t like you didn’t know jay. you became closer friends in the time that you were living together and maybe you did catch yourself watching him a little longer, smiling at him, enjoying his presence instead of your alone time. were you in love with park jongseong? was this marriage that started as a lie going to turn into a real marriage? there were so many questions running through your mind. every sweet moment that you shared jay replayed in your mind, the times he held you through your tears after getting results from your moms tests, and even the little teasing arguments the two of you had. you were hopelessly in love with jay. shit, you are in love with him. 

you made your way upstairs and into the room that tonight you would be sharing with jay. he had already gotten himself ready for bed and his attention turned to you when you walked into the room. “jay, i think i love you too.” you were just standing in the doorway and he tilted his head just a little. “you think? i’ll take it.” he broke into a smile and you just walked over to him. “yeah i think, i want to keep trying this and like trying to be in a relationship for real.” he nodded as his hand moved to rest on your hip and you were closer than before. “i like the sound of that.” you two leaned in to kiss, but right as your lips were going to connect you heard your mothers voice. “what do you mean for real?”

a/n: i hope you all enjoy this fic and sorry it ended on a lil cliffhanger mwhehehe

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