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i do think what gets ignored about carrie as a character is that she’s an incredibly easy target to bully; she’s a chubby, sheltered acne ridden teenage girl who wears frumpy grandma clothes and regurgitates the jesus freak shit her violently abusive mother tells her. she has violent thoughts about her classmates and is uncomfortable to be around. she’s far more interesting being a victim that’s somewhat uncomfortable to be in the head of than a tragic waif. she’s not a martyr, she’s a child and a child who’s been victimised her whole life shouldn’t have to be kind and angelic to be recognised as a victim. suffering teenage girls shouldn’t just be presented on screen as toned down glamorous thin ophelias, suffering teenage girls can be fat and poor and think violently. i do think we need to examine why culturally we need teenage girls to be beautiful and kind to valorise their suffering and treat it as bad

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the novelty of having pets really does never wear off i’ve had my cat for ten years and i still look at him strolling around like can you believe this. a cat. is everyone seeing this. he’s alive he has bones and all. unbelievable

#brownie<3 #i love my boy so much #my dog is explicitly not allowed to die before I do

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saw an absolutely hilarious animal crossing theory that i now 100% accept and it’s that in the animal crossing world, humans are going extinct, and so all the animals have locked you in an elaborate zoo enclosure and are trying to give you enrichment. and that’s why they give you infinite pointless tasks, hide money in trees and rocks, invented debt that doesnt matter etc. it’s why they always act so happy to see you even after you raze the entire island, relocate their houses twice, and always act so pleased about your choices no matter what. it’s all to keep their little endangered human healthy and enriched. and thinking of it this way has genuinely improved my experience of the game

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Coming back to this after they've added tourists to the game has only heightened my love for this idea

#honey did you hear that guy who owns nook enterprises has a human exhibit? we have to see it once the kids are grown

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The Pearl With The Girl Earring by Olaf Falafel

"sibling rivalry" but my sister was genuinely sent from hell to torture me

#stfu juls #throwback to when she locked me in a car with her and demanded I tell her why I was “gloomy” while I was crying and scared of her #i was like 12 and she was 22 #tell me why when I got diagnosed with crohns she had to make it about herself because she “loses appetite sometimes”#if i kill myself its at least 80% her fault and i dont give a fuck if she knows #i probably wouldn't even feel anything if she disappeared. just relieved I wouldn't have to hear from her again #her throwing shit and yelling at me my whole life and then throwing herself a pity party because she never traveled as much growing up #nevermind the fact my 'travels' were my parents leaving for work and they knew she'd fucking torture me at home #most of my time spent abroad was staring at a nintendo ds. only stayed in school bc my grades were good #she has a nasty habit of saying something hurtful and cruel and watching for my reaction. makes my fucking skin crawl #i used to feel bad for how she is because of how she grew up but now I just feel disgusted she chooses to be how she is

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the goddess

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god it would be awesome if the human brain could just ignore an upsetting thing instead of constantly wandering back to it for no fucking reason

going to group therapy is funny as hell because I'll be sitting there in silence because I don't want to overshare or traumadump until I'm like... wait...

#stfu juls #honestly kms would've been easier