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༻Choso selfshipper༺ ^ ♡2023-present♡ 18, black, real life wizard art, yapping, etc. comms open SOONNN !

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INTRO YEAH 💫

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hellooo my name is Heaven! i’ve been trying to post on here for like the past year but for some reason it wasn’t letting me 😭 anyway, i’m glad to be here !!

Im black, I’m a furry, also trying to figure out my gender (I genuinely think I might’ve transcended into some gender neutral unicorn).

I’m not very religious, and I already don’t like labels so I tend to believe in basically everything, but I’ve been kind of leaning towards Buddhism !

Choso yume! I also ship with Giyuu, and other characters, but Choso is my main 😋 I tend to stay in my own lane so idrc about doubles interacting, some of y’all are cool and nice :3

BE YOURSELF, SPREAD KINDESS, PROTECT THE PLANET, DO MAGIC. OKAY.//??/?

☆ likes/love,, ☆

✿ family/friends, food, my f/o, anime/manga, reading, drawing (primarily traditional), sewing, crafting/making things, being inside and outside, space, planets, astronomical photography, learning, fandom, scrapbooking, knit/crochet, taking showers, self shipping, decorating, museums, doing magic, aquariums, jellyfish, animals, birthdays, party decorations, listening to music, baking, unicorns, perfumes/good smelling scents, thinking and sharing metaphysical ball knowledge, face paint/makeup, being online, dressing up, glitter, colors, maximalism, video games AND board games, cosplay/going to conventions, sleeping, and more that i can’t remember as of right now lolol !

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dislikes/hates

>> haters, zombies, problematic creators who still somehow have a platform, peanuts, bigots, racists, racist anime fans, mansplainers, people who liter/don’t throw trash away, annoying ppl, politicians, meta glasses,

!!! DNI IF YOU ARE… !!!

-proship/darkship

-map/pro-map

-racist/zenophobic

-homophobic/transphobic/TERF/anti LGBTQ+ in general

-zionist

-maga/right wing/conservative/

-pro ai

-zoos

-ableist

-insufferable male anime fans/dudebro “fans”

-facists/bigots

-haters

okk i think that’s about it, enjoy your time here :P !

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⭐️ My birthday sketchbook/scrapbook spread! ⭐️

I meant to post this literally the day after my birthday but I’m posting this like 10 days later so 😭

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!! ☆ 𝐵𝒾𝓇𝓉𝒽𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓈𝓉 ☆ !!

Happy birthday to me! Today I turn 19!

Please enjoy some birthday art I drew for today, along with my cake, handmade birthday sash and decorated crown 😭 ☆

(One of me in my normal skin tone, and gyaru makeup, and the other of me with ishokuhada makeup/facepaint ;P)

My cakeeee 😋

My decorated crown and handmade sash,, :3

My bday was on the 23rd (so yesterday lol) but I just didn’t post until literally early of next morning (it’s like 1:00 am rn). I have to make a sketch/scrapbook spread and that’ll probably be its own post coming later today ;p

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Is anyone else randomly getting a bunch of YouTube recommendations from like 10-15 years ago? 😭

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Everything I’ve seen on my phone in the past week:

- ai generated ads

- ads promoting ai generation

- ads promoting ai chatbots

- AI GENERATED ads promoting ai chatbots

- AI GENERATED ads promoting an ai FANFICTION WRITING APP???

- ads for “movies” that’s are entirely ai generated

- ai generated ad of a game(?) or an ad for a game that’s ai generated(?)

- ads of people talking about how they need chat gpt in their lives

^ “I didn’t know what to wear so I asked chat gpt…” heavy sigh…

^ “use chat gpt to generate images or help you with your work…” groooaann…

- one of my friends from hs posting an ai generated “animation”/video for a sports team or something (?) HEAVIER SIGH…

- ads promoting ai or generated by it being pushed to me on YouTube and elsewhere despite the fact I keep clicking “not interested” or reporting

- having to go under EVERY SINGLE ONE of my videos on tiktok and having to change my setting so that my videos can’t be remixed by ai

I genuinely don’t understand this push, or the internet’s unhealthy craze for it. I understand it’s basically heaven for people who aren’t creative and haven’t had a single thought of their own, but it’s so disheartening seeing so much slop feeling like nothing can be done about this…

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I feel really bad seeing my art mutuals and artist friends on insta only have like a few hundred followers and they do AMAZING work, literally worthy of being in an art mag, but only get like 15-40 likes on their posts??

I know the main reason being that every app is trying to compete with TikTok and trying to use the algorithm and short form content to their advantage instead of just staying the same or doing their own thing, and because of that, I’m seeing artists churn out pieces and post 3-5 times A DAY, which I don’t even know if that’s possible 😭?? Unless you have multiple pieces in the drafts that you plan to post on specific days or all at once, the burnout would be irreparable.

The burnout and pressure is causing so many artists, and me along with them, to slow their art production, or inevitably quit, and it’s so sad. Some people just want to draw and have their pieces be seen and appreciated without having to compete in this rat race.

[wik-ships]

aloof f/o who can't keep their hands off of you once you get home. they swear they're not doing it on purpose, huffing out excuses as their hand lingers on your hip, their thigh pressed against yours as you cook dinner. they insist they don't like skinship but it's hard to believe them when they're playing absentmindedly with your hair while you lay together. they just can't keep their hands to themselves!!

dividers by suupersonic and @whor3ing!!

[rivers-and-reeds]

F/o who feels safe around you, even if they're usually on-guard, analysing their surroundings in constant search of threats. The moment they see you, they just... relax.

It's immediate, almost imperceptible, but you know them well: posture shifts, eyes soften, the tension in their jaw slackens, and the hard edge in their voice gently begins to fade as they greet you.

When you're together, laughter comes easier. It emerges from somewhere deep inside their chest, rusty from lack of use but achingly warm. Their smile is small at first, but it grows as time goes on, becoming brighter, lighter, and the smallest hint of care-free.

They yawn more, the rush of adrenaline that usually carries them draining away as the full weight of exhaustion hits them—on some level, their body knows your presence means they can truly start to rest and recuperate.

They share secrets and parts of themselves they usually wouldn't dream of sharing, and they do it without a second thought; some of what they share reveals deep scars, long buried to survive a world that has been harsh and cruel to them. Other times, it's mundane moments. Ideas they've been thinking about, mild inconveniences they've faced, foods they want to try, places they want to go—all the small, daily dreams that make up a life, ones they've never had anyone to share them with. Ones they've never felt safe enough to dwell on, before they met you.

When you're here with them, they know they can rest. They close their eyes, breathing deep—and for once, nightmares neither dreamed nor waking can find them.

[not-astro-naut]

imagine drawing/painting your f/o! suddenly, they’re leaning over your shoulder to see what you’re working on! “let me see, love!” despite your protests, they playfully snatch the paper from you. even if you’re not the best artist, it’s clear to see how much you love them and the beauty you see in them.

hope you enjoyed! follow for more ♡

[cherrysnax]

I’m tired of “gooners” I’m tired of 4chan terms I’m tired of casual racism I’m tired of all this shit we have to pretend is normal so we don’t upset like the few people who conflate their identities with being edgy, racist and insufferable

[yumee-topia]

𓎟𓎟 imagine you being your f/os f/o ♡ . they have shrines of you , plushies they sleep with , roleplay accounts of you , they give kudos & reblog every fic of you they can find , they can't stop thinking about you , wishing you were real , wishing you were here with them (⑅˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈ ) . maybe they excitedly talk to their friends & family about you , or maybe they're more closed off and keep to themselves but either way you're the person thats on their mind 24/7 . they're not shy or embarassed to pour their time , care & dedication into loving you . you motivate them to get up in the morning , to do things they're not that fond of . they are simply smitten & couldn't imagine their life with you in it !

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When I saw this imagine I just HAD to draw it 😭 the posters he has of me on the wall are actually pieces of art I drew of my persona (and my fursona on the bottom left)!

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HAPPY JUNE 4TH!! HUZZAH FOR MY FELLOW PANSEXUALS 🤧🫶🏾

[draconiamuse]

𓂃 your f/o defending you whenever someone DARES speak ill of you in any way and you returning the favor when it's needed cuz you guys love each other that dearly and are so so so canon and make each other feel loved and safe ♡

pro/darkship or adjacent dni

@xxheartsprings TOTALLY not targeted for you and springtrap hehe..

[iqccnt]

imagine doing this with your f/o

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f/o who pretends they didn’t hear you the first time just so you’ll say their name again ♡

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˚.🎀༘⋆⚙️🦴MANGLE FANART INSPIRED BY MACHINE GIRL’S WLFGIRL ALBUM COVER!!! 💫🧩💥

It took me two hours to draw! It’s also on my insta if anyone was interested to see the speedpaint there, more art and stuff ! It’s @bon_applesweet

I’ve never done a style like this before, and I’m so in love with that default ms paint color palette style, but I don’t think I’ll do this very often, bc I get headaches and migraines easily 😭🫶🏾

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Choso portraitssss (๑╹ڡ╹๑)

I drew both of these portraits of him for a felt photocard holder I made, but I didn’t know which one I wanted to be in the holder.

In the end, I decided to use the one on the left, while the one on the right fits better either in my sketchbook or on my shrine!