ChrasH040

This blog is to post some of my poems and things I care to share. Mostly about troubled love and fighting addiction.. Feel free to share your thoughts.

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Fuck..

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"The monster killed the melody you love.."

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Just give me a sign and I'm there

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2019:

Six months with you

Six months without you

Still feels like the wrong thing to do..

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I worry about you every day, I don't have to, I don't even want to, but I do. Not a single day goes by without thinking of you, secretly talking to you or worrying about you.

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Still reading, still there, reading still, there still..

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Er was niemand zoals wij..

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May the best of your todays be the worst of your tomorrows

Jason Mraz - Have it all

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I. Still. Love. You.

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Say something, I'm giving up on you..

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It's hard when you know you're making a mistake

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Sometimes you can't make on your own

U2

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I miss my best friend. She's been gone for months now, years maybe, I don't know.

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Run beauty, run.

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The key to change your ways is not to change the shape of your heart. Real, durable change happens when you think and recognise the patterns that lead you to make the same mistakes over and over again. It happens when you finally dare to be honest with yourself and allow yourself to feel the negativity without punishing yourself for it. It is not even hard to do so. The hard part is to have faith in the changes you've made even though no-one else does.

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I know you're toxic but still, I love you. I don't even know why, maybe it's the hope for the reward that some day I'll mean enough for you to lose your toxicity.

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You mean the World to me but I'm just Luxembourg to you: a small and insignificant place that you drive through to get stuff cheap and then leave as fast as you can.