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Missing you

Hi J. I missed you a lot tonight. It's almost 8 years since you left. Never thought I would remember you at such a random moment. How are you? I hope you're doing fine in heaven. I feel like crying at the moment because I really wanted to talk to you. Maybe I'm just sad and anxious again.

deviika

—Chris Mc Geown

There are times when the hurt overwhelms me I couldn’t breathe.

extramadness

softheartedsuggestion

you won’t always wake up in the mornings with such a heavy heart, I promise.

365 Questions

27 Feb 2021 - What would have made today perfect?

I will try to answer different questions every day just to keep my mind distracted. So here’s the first one. I think I do consider today as perfect already with the mere fact that I was able to wake up feeling good and wanting to move. There are days since that moment that I wished I’d rather not wake up. It was hard, and it still is, having to wake up and remembering him first thing in the morning. But as time goes by, I realized that I really needed to go on with my life. He just doesn’t care anyway. But today, I feel okay and good. It’s perfect, just what I needed. :)