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Goodbye

I think this farewell has been long overdue. I keep coming back to this account because of both the memories, nostalgia, and hope that one day all of my old friends will come back. After getting some sense knocked into me thanks to reading @sug-yuji​‘s farewell post then, talking and processing it out with a friend of mine…

I’ve come to a conclusion that this blog must come to an end as well.

I have enjoyed, loved, cried, and experienced so much thanks to JRock/Visual Kei RP. I made friends, I made enemies, I met my first love and first heartbreak through here. But, I think it’s time I moved on to the next chapter of my life. I have cried many tears and waited for a long time for friends to come back.

Maybe in the end, that’s where they’re meant to be now. A fond memory of mine from the past. I started rp-ing when I was 11 years old and now that I’m 22, I’ve experienced a lot and think that my friends from before had long moved on as well.

I shall love, cherish, and forever be grateful to them. I hope in another time, place, or heck even lifetime we may all meet again.

But even as I am saying good-bye, this does not mean that I am gone forever. I’m leaving in this post, contact infos of mine so that if ever my dear friends do come back to visit and find themselves wanting to reconnect again, there will still be a way to find me.

I still wish from the depths of my heart, that we will all meet again. My beloved friends.

Discord: Riyusama #1569

Email: [email protected]

Tumblr: riyusama.tumblr.com || riyu-von-julai.tumblr.com

I’m going to be brave and leave my real name as well. I’ve always lived an open life and don’t really care much for people to know that this account belonged to me. To tell the truth, I have always been proud and honest of the way I have lived my life, and it has helped me grow into the person I am today. I think it’s a wonderful thing to one day be able to reconnect with the people I love and to still hope of reconnecting even as I move on.

To my dearest friends, you know me from my various RP URL’s as 

Jin

screw-jinchan-anon

screw-jin-jidol

jin-screw-jidol

Thereal-jin-screw

nether-jin-screw

pinoy-jin-screw

Rui

screw-rui-anon

rui–cr

Ko-ki

vividko-ki-anon

vividko-ki-jidol

Many names right? Ha, I’ve been around for so long and I’m just glad I found an old post from my non-rp account where I listed down my url’s. But now, you may all find me in the future by the name of: Riyu von Julai and I’m from the Philippines.

Farewell for now and hopefully, we all still get to meet in the future.

[muramura-meimei-apple]

In an effort to keep this account connected to mun, this reblog is from the private blog of Riyu. Reblogging for people who want to reach out again if you ever find yourself coming back to this blog.

You all will also notice that the OG post has been edited to keep out private information I provided initially lol

[chymxrical]

Goodbye

I think this farewell has been long overdue. I keep coming back to this account because of both the memories, nostalgia, and hope that one day all of my old friends will come back. After getting some sense knocked into me thanks to reading @sug-yuji​‘s farewell post then, talking and processing it out with a friend of mine...

I’ve come to a conclusion that this blog must come to an end as well.

I have enjoyed, loved, cried, and experienced so much thanks to JRock/Visual Kei RP. I made friends, I made enemies, I met my first love and first heartbreak through here. But, I think it’s time I moved on to the next chapter of my life. I have cried many tears and waited for a long time for friends to come back.

Maybe in the end, that’s where they’re meant to be now. A fond memory of mine from the past. I started rp-ing when I was 11 years old and now that I’m 22, I’ve experienced a lot and think that my friends from before had long moved on as well.

I shall love, cherish, and forever be grateful to them. I hope in another time, place, or heck even lifetime we may all meet again.

But even as I am saying good-bye, this does not mean that I am gone forever. I’m leaving in this post, contact infos of mine so that if ever my dear friends do come back to visit and find themselves wanting to reconnect again, there will still be a way to find me.

I still wish from the depths of my heart, that we will all meet again. My beloved friends.

Discord: Riyusama #1569

Email: [email protected]

Tumblr: riyusama.tumblr.com || riyu-von-julai.tumblr.com

I’m going to be brave and leave my real name as well. I’ve always lived an open life and don’t really care much for people to know that this account belonged to me. To tell the truth, I have always been proud and honest of the way I have lived my life, and it has helped me grow into the person I am today. I think it’s a wonderful thing to one day be able to reconnect with the people I love and to still hope of reconnecting even as I move on.

To my dearest friends, you know me from my various RP URL’s as 

Jin

screw-jinchan-anon

screw-jin-jidol

jin-screw-jidol

Thereal-jin-screw

nether-jin-screw

pinoy-jin-screw

Rui

screw-rui-anon

rui--cr

Ko-ki

vividko-ki-anon

vividko-ki-jidol

Many names right? Ha, I’ve been around for so long and I’m just glad I found an old post from my non-rp account where I listed down my url’s. But now, you may all find me in the future by the name of: Riyu von Julai and I’m from the Philippines.

Farewell for now and hopefully, we all still get to meet in the future.

[sagamemes]

negative soulmate aus for all you angsts. aka when being together with your soulmate, or having one at all, comes with a cost

only a soulmate can see your scars

you can’t touch your soulmate. you can try, but you physically can not bring any part of yourself closer than an inch away from them. you can be close, but never quite there.

once you’ve met your soulmate, your timer gets a new number it’s counting down to. this is the last time you’ll ever see your soulmate. only you can see your own number.

bonus: you just asked your soulmate for their number, and you realise your numbers don’t match

you have a timer that shows you for how long you have to live. this number changes and mostly estimates based on conscious or unconscious decisions a few minutes after making the decision: driving to visit your grandparents might make the number go to just hours but deciding on the road that no, you have enough fuel to not stop at the gas station you usually stop by makes it go to thirty years. you can’t see the number when you are within 10 metres of your soulmate, so your future is always unknown when you’re with them—and so is theirs.

once you’ve touched your soulmate for the first time, something as small as a poke or a brush of finger is enough to make you feel warm and happy and energised. the negative side effect? you need to be touched by them because being without even a small touch for long enough can and will kill you.

every time you tell a lie, your soulmate gets a painful tally mark scar on their body

you are immortal until the moment you meet your soulmate

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⋈ - any muse

Diverse symbol meme — Send the following symbol for;

⋈ ; our muses being stuck in a haunted house together !

                         Baq had no clue as how nor why they were even in this place, the raven can’t even recall the reason they ended up here at all. Initially, he was on a vacation here in Korea. He decided to widen his knowledge and get out more. He had heard of famous pet stores or care takers around this area but, one thing led to another--

And now the raven was undoubtedly lost... Well, the blame wasn’t entirely his, he could very well also let the blame be shared with his companion Bibingka, the cute little forest turtle he is.

One moment Bibingka was at his pocket, next thing he knew the little guy was missing. Baq had no clue as to how Bibingka walked so fast to this place but now, they were stuck here along with a stranger.

“So uh...” Baq started, holding Bibingka close to his chest as he turned to look at the girl.

“English?” He inquired, hoping the other would be able to communicate with him because god knows they both needed to get out of here... Hopefully, they’ll be able to get out at the exact moment when the rain outside stops.

[babyyakuza-deactivated20250219]

my gender is “pretty boy”

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Diverse symbol meme — Send the following symbol for;

(  if applicable, add + ⇆  for reverse ! )

♚ ; your muse forcing mine to assemble furniture for them ! ⋑ ; our muses searching for a place to eat together ! ⋱ ; your muse using mine as a muse for a painting / sculpture !  ≷ ; our muses doing a livestream together ! ✔ ; your muse helping mine to fight off bandits ! ❤ ; your muse taking care of a physical injury on my muse !  €  ; your muse trying to sell something to mine ! ✈ ; our muses in an airplane / space flight together ! ♢ ; our muses on a movie date ( romantic / platonic ) together ! ♠ ; your muse forcing a date on mine ! ❄ ; our muses on a fake date ! ☠ ; our muses pranking someone ! ღ ; your muse choosing mine as an accomplice for art theft ! ❒ ; our muses invading a warehouse together ! ≏ ; your muse helping mine with studies ! ♫ ; your muse singing to mine ! ⊹ ; our muses playing a competitive arcade game together / against each other ! † ; your muse dragging mine to church ! ⍢ ; our muses reading NSFW fanfictions together ! 〆 ; our muses watching anime together !  ⌨ ; your muse hacking into an account / site by muses’ request ! ❧ ; your muse being highly jealous of mine ! ∛ ; your muse interviewing mine ! ☷ ; your muse showing mine memes ! ↻ ; our muses talking about the universe and life ! ➟ ; your muse helping mine with an extremely difficult relationship problem ! ▩ ; your muse cleaning up after mine ! ◈ ; our muses becoming friends ! ⊡ ; our muses making art together ! ⫸ ; your muse reading a book to mine ! ◉ ; our muses ghost - hunting at a graveyard during midnight ! ♯ ; our muses going to a concert together ! ♞ ; our muses to explore an abandoned mall together ! ≩ ; your muse training mine ! ⊱ ; your muse reading poetry to mine ! ⋈ ; our muses being stuck in a haunted house together !

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EASY CROSSOVER ASK MEME

send “how did you get here?” for my muse to end up stranded in your muse’s universe.

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Come home || Kazuki & Jin

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fourzero-kzk‌:

@chymxrical

Kazuki finally finished a long day of classes and had to go quick grocery shopping before he returned home.

Just a couple of weeks ago, while on a short holiday, Kazuki explored the city hearing about the shrine. As a writer, he loved going out to explore new places. However, the last thing he expected was to find a kitsune, or fox, to be lying there peacefully sleeping without a care in the world. It freaked him out especially when Kazuki woke up the fox guy who was so happy to see him. Not to mention the guy kept on saying to never “leave him again”. It didn’t make any sense to Kazuki because they had never seen each other before. And he certainly didn’t know of any foxes from his childhood. Fuck, here he was talking about it like it was a normal thing when it was far from normal. Well, the fox, who was called Jin, wasn’t a bad guy and Kazuki felt sorry for him, so he took Jin in. Thus, Jin was now living with him. Although, the fox had a tendency to do everything with him whether it was eating and sleeping.

Jin, one time, tried to shower with him but Kazuki flipped out, thinking it was fucking awkward. As a compromise, Jin sat right outside the bathroom to talk to him, and Kazuki did the same even though Jin wanted to be bathed by him. Goddammit. Jin… was to so touchy feely.

Kazuki arrived home and opened the door, not seeing anyone in the living room. Even all the lights were turned off.

“Jin? Are you awake or already sleeping?” Kazuki called out, then figured Jin must be snoozing already.

He put all the food down in the kitchen and threw his backpack in the living room before heading into the room.

Kazuki spotted his bedroom with the lights on and knew Jin must be waiting for him to come home. He stepped inside and blushed a little when he saw those cute fox ears. Fuck. Why did he have to look so goddamn cute like that?

“Yo, sleepyhead. You haven’t eaten dinner yet. Don’t fall asleep on me.” Kazuki walked over to the bed, which was luckily a queen sized one, so it could accommodate the both of them.

He even tried to sleep on the couch, so that Jin could sleep on the bed, but Jin always insisted that they sleep together. It made him feel awkward as hell at first, but now he got used to it. And it  actually felt quite nice to be with another living being.

Kazuki pinched Jin’s cheek, leaning over the sleepy Jin. Goddamn. Not to mention Jin had such a irresistibly fluffy tail, which Kazuki like to secretly touch whenever Jin was snoozing. Unfortunately, he hadn’t seen Jin’s reaction yet when touching that tail. Maybe that was how he could wake him up.

He grinned, reached under the cover, and lightly yanked on the tail to wake Jin up. Hehe, that should jolt Jin awake.

Jin hadn’t realized that he accidentally drifted off while, waiting for Kazuki. Even with his hundred years of rest, the kitsune still had a normal sleep cycle. It kinda pissed him off since he couldn’t greet Kazuki every time the brunet came back home from school.

But, it was always a pleasure to wake up seeing his Kazuki.

The moment Kazuki walked into the room, Jin’s ears already perked up a little. He knew Kazuki must’ve come home already but, the blond was just too sleepy to get up. “No...” Jin mumbled out sleepily as he heard Kazuki talk about eating dinner together first.

The idea was tempting...

“Kazu...”  Jin sleeping mumbled out again as Kazuki pinched his cheek. His eyes were still closed and the blond wanted to just sleep the night off. Hopefully, cuddling with Kazuki as he dozed off again.

But, what the blond didn’t expect was the sudden rush of cold when Kazuki pulled the covers and--

“Ahhh!” Jin shivered, hugging the pillow tighter. He didn’t mean to moan like that, but then again he didn’t think Kazuki would grab his tail like that. He looked up at the brunet with teary eyes, a sudden blush on his cheeks as he said. “That hurt...” He said with a little sniffle, pulling his tail back to him so it could wrap against Jin’s body.

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screw-manabu‌:

[txt] Jinchan… you forgot my address again?

[ text ] what?! Σ(゜ロ゜;)

[ text ] how cruel bubu! u think I’d forget???

[ text ] to compensate, u should tell me ur address now so I can make sure that YOU didn’t forget your address 

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Crimson Night || Kazuki & Jin

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fourzero-kzk‌:

@chymxrical

“Ah, that’s what you meant.” Kazuki ignored the obvious arrogance in this vampire’s voice, wondering who exactly this hotshot was.

His family must have a lot of power and wealth for him to be able to act in such a way. Eh, well, not that he was any better himself. He broke all the rules and didn’t give a shit about doing so, which pissed off everyone else, including his parents. What did he care? It wasn’t as if he was breaking any real laws.

“Ha, and you go to every single one? I’m quite happy to be able to skip out on these. It means less time to suffocate under such dreadful conditions and more time for me to kick back and do nothing.” Kazuki knew most people would be pissed off, hearing this guy’s conceited tone. But Kazuki didn’t let silly things like that phase him. In this game, Kazuki made sure to never lose his cool or else you would never get what you want.

“Jin…?” Kazuki repeated his name, letting it sink into his mind.

The name sounded familiar enough to him. Then it finally hit him. Shit, was this vampire prince whose family was related to the infamous, Dracula? Huh, no wonder this guy acted like a little shithead. But… this actually made Kazuki’s nerves tingle with excitement. If he could steal a kiss from the vampire prince and somehow seduce him…. Yes, this was going to be fun. Was Prince Jin going to be a prude or a rule breaker? There was only one way to find out.

“Ahh, so you’re Prince Jin, aren’t you?” Kazuki went over to dump some of the ashes into the ashtray, which happened to be located in the vicinity of where Jin was sitting. “No wonder you have to attend all these stuffy parties.”

He also heard that Jin’s mother was originally a human turned vampire. Jin was most likely sensitive to topics relating to that area. Eh, Kazuki didn’t hate humans. Well, he would be careful not to bring up that subject. He also heard rumors of Jin moving away from his main family in Europe and coming to reside in Japan. Just who exactly was Prince Jin? Kazuki was eager to find out.

Jin laughs lightly. “Not every party is as stuffy and boring as this one--” His eyes narrow a tad at Kazuki’s words. It had been a while since anyone had tried to bring up his status.

Everybody knew that Jin ran away to never be seen nor found ever again. Most of the time, people acted like they don’t know him... Well, he ordered that anyways. He got a new name, a new identity, and was off being merry here in Japan.

Until... The council fucking decided to have a banquet here and now here he was, being forced to enjoy this hell of a party.

“It’s been a while since, someone addressed me as such.” He admitted, not sure whether he’d like the idea of this stranger calling him prince or not. “Which remind me, you haven’t even introduced yourself to me yet. You’re being quite rude as well.” He continued off, leaning in close to the man that their faces were merely 3 inches apart.

He looked at the man straight in the eyes. “Not always, unlike you I can do whatever I want most of the times.” He says with a lofty smirk. “So, tell me stranger.” The blond continues off as he pulls away from the other to play with the wine glass in his hand, seeing the remaining liquid swirl. 

“Is there anything interesting with you? Or are you like all the other mundane vamps around here?” He says in a non-chalant tone of voice, the hint of boredom evident in it.

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Come home || Kazuki & Jin

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                                        He wore one of Kazuki’s over-sized shirts and boxers as the other had stated that he didn’t have anything else that could fit Jin yet. They had yet to go shopping for clothes and Jin on the other hand, had also refused to wear anything else. If he wasn’t wearing the usual yukata’s that he had been so accustomed to then, the only thing he would like to wear would be Kazuki’s clothes.

It was so foreign, to be living in this new day and age. One moment Jin was crying in his sleep for the tragic love he lost and the next moment, he was being woken up by his Kazuki... at least 2,000 years into the future and with his lover having no memory nor recollection of him at all.

Everything was still a bit fuzzy for him but, he was happy anyways that he and Kazuki were together again. The brunet had told him earlier that he’ll come home a little late, due to being busy with school as per usual.

Jin hugged the pillow close to him, trying to fight the sleepiness away as he waited for Kazuki.

“Kazuki...” Jin called out the other’s name, missing him far too much since Kazuki had been too busy recently.

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screw-manabu‌:

[txt] big portion of ramen reserved for Jinchan!, okay, are you even close to my place?

[ text ] Yes... ( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)

[ text ] maybe...

[ text ] I think? ㄱ(ㅇㅅㅇ” )ㄴ

[chymxrical]

Crimson Night || Kazuki & Jin

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fourzero-kzk‌:

@chymxrical​​

“To parties like these?” Kazuki arrived and leaned against one of the walls, somewhat keeping his distance from his stranger.

Sure, the stranger was intriguing, but Kazuki grew up to not readily trust other vampires because of how vicious and cutthroat their society could be. Hmm, that didn’t mean Kazuki was going to give up on getting a kiss from this stranger. Hey, he didn’t have casual sex, but there was nothing wrong with a bit of flirting and teasing, was there? After all, he was bored out of his mind, and this guy appeared to be slightly more interesting than the other vampires.

Kazuki decided to smoke, so he could have something to do while they conversed. Instead of using a lighter like most living beings, he easily conjured up a single flame, which appeared on the tip of his index finger, and used it to light up his cigarette. Once he was finished, the flame from his fingertip disappeared. Kazuki proceeded to suck in the toxic chemicals before he took out the cigarette with his index and middle finger, and exhaled all the poisonous smoke.

“It’s a requirement for all of us to come, isn’t it?” Kazuki thought the guy was asking a strange question.

“By the way, isn’t it a bit rude of you to not introduce yourself first?” Kazuki smirked at the stranger as he inhaled on his cigarette and exhaled once more.

Jin shrugged, “There are other parties here, not necessarily one like this.” He explained off. Jin had remembered when he and the other vampires had decided to rent this place. The owner was a family friend and the blond was able to host quite some scenes...

Although, not always and without the full function of the entire estate.

“It seems that you’re not invited to all types then.” He teased, feeling a bit haughty. He sighs at the word requirement. He’s pretty sure everyone despises this little soirée that happens every single year. A gathering of all pure and noble blooded vampires yes.

How disgustingly obnoxious.

Jin’s eyes flickered in interest once more, so now they were showing off powers huh? He already thought of a list of all the fun Jin and this stranger could have with that fire of his. “I guess it is... You may call me Jin.” He grins mischievously.

[fourzero-kzk]

dream – Kazuki comforts Jin after a nightmare [{ AM A SUCKER FOR COMFORTS AND FLUFF sdnbkjfsdnk

Kazuki immediately busted into Jin’s room when he heard a loud scream and even turned on the bedroom lights, hearing the shorter man scream for his life. He didn’t know why but the sound of Jin’s voice always made his heart thump anxiously.

“Jin-chan! Are you okay? What’s wrong?” Kazuki rapidly asked all in one breath as he sat down Jin’s bed and wrapped his arms around Jin to comfort him.

It had been several months since Jin had lived in the same apartment with him. Kazuki had no idea why Jin finally came over to live with him, and the shorter man hadn’t really explained what happened either. But Kazuki didn’t mind and took him in without hesitation. They had known each for almost their whole life, and in some respects, Kazuki trusted Jin like a real partner would. He had no idea how Jin felt for him, and that uncertainty gnawed at his heart. He had been tempted to ask Jin what was the status of their relationship, but Kazuki refrained himself from doing so because he didn’t want to further burden Jin’s heart.

“Don’t cry. I’m here for you. Always.” Kazuki whispered, not knowing if Jin heard him through what Kazuki perceived to be Jin’s muffles and tears. He even placed a soft kiss on Jin’s head as he hoped to clear away the despair clouding Jin’s mind.

If he could lift and erase all of Jin’s pain and carry it for him, then Kazuki wouldn’t hesitate to do it in a heartbeat. Because that was how much he cared about this man.

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screw-manabu‌:

[txt] i don’t… your nice might have.. who knows, okay, better rush before there is no more ramen, Just saying~

[ text ] whaaattt?? (≧д≦ヾ)

[ text ] Bubu, don’t let her eat it all!

[ text ] save some for me ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚

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Crimson Night || Kazuki & Jin

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fourzero-kzk‌:

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Kazuki smirked at the stranger’s teasing response. Huh. So the shorty was interested in him, but he was to shy to interact with him since so many peering eyes were around them. He decided to follow this guy’s game as he was curious by those seemingly hesitant eyes. The stranger even seemed worried when he noticed the shorty glancing back at him to make sure he was following him.

He also noticed how the blondie was walking towards the back where there were considerable less vampires around. Ooh, he wanted a private conversation? Now, this he could do. Kazuki sneakily wondered if he could even sneak in a kiss. Ha! He bet this stranger might squeak and get all embarrassed. Now, he was tempted to try it during their private conversation. For some reason, Kazuki was looking forward to this conversation of theirs. Maybe coming to the party tonight wasn’t so bad after all.

Jin came upon a room in the area, it was a private little parlor that had only a couple of people inside. ‘Perfect.’ He thought internally. The lounge was the perfect place to chat up with someone new. 

He waited by one of the couches, waiting for the brunet to catch up to him. Jin drank more than half of the wine he had, certainly feeling the need for more and hoping a waiter would come by soon.

“Come here often?” The blond inquired, arching up one inquisitive brow as he smiled amusedly to the stranger.