The Abyss

I am ancient, I am nothing, I am all. ─── ◯ ☽ ◑ ● ◐ ❨ ◯ ─── Fall with me.

[cicecice]

this fucking sucks

[cicecice]

not in control of who I am anymore

backseat to the emotion I present

destroy me with you gaze

show me the eyes in the sky

gray eyes haunt me tonight

the moon watches me like you did

eyes in the sky bearing down on the soul

a door to my heart left unlocked

stolen by the condition of life

I lost it all watched from the eyes

the eyes in the sky watch me like you did

every move another checkmate against my heart

keep my door unlocked another one breaks inside

stolen life taken by those who watch

eyes in the sky take me away

take away all I was and will be

[cicecice]

a mood so unstable it's laughable

a scream a tear a single burn

it builds and builds a body of scars

skin painted in the sin ive forgotten

a life gone to nothing at all

a love lost another gone

it destroys all you have created

insides twisted a knife plunged deep

a mood impossible its not understandable

a lie so sweet its almost divine

it shows in your eyes, how you think of me

fear etched deep inside of us

fear escapes each breath we take

fear creates the life we take

[cicecice]

maybe

[cicecice]

two years since you loved me last

[cicecice]

when i put the knife to my throat i think i died

you changed your name, changed how you speak, changed your way of thinking

i think i needed to to away

you needed to disappear from the world, the world no longer looked at you with their grey eyes

i think days like these are those i can't keep you dead

[cicecice]

i was able to be myself again

i never saw anything as beautiful as you under the moon

i am afraid you remember me as something to forget, as i do you

i have to hate you

i have to

i want to forgive you some days

it may be worth the pain to resolve this old love

you won't care either way

[cicecice]

I feel like myself when I'm crying

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[remanence-of-love]

[cicecice]

why have I forgotten your face when you were the one always there for me

goodbye is always so strange

I loved you like a sibling but now you are as distant as the sky

the air we breathe is no longer the same

[cicecice]

understanding is the first step to not hate yourself

[cicecice]

love me until the dawn love me until dusk love me until the sun burns away all that ever was

[cicecice]

one day, one day you will feel all I felt from your betrayal, I can only hope when it happens you don't run to the arms of a warm embrace to forget once again

[cicecice]

happiness feels like a prelude to disaster

[cicecice]

life and death love haunts empty rooms

paralyzed

forgotten and forgotten until the feeling returns

forget, my love, and you will finally be happy

forget your love and set me free

[lelaaaaaaaa]

The red string of fate

If two people are destined to meet, their paths will certainly cross one day. Whether they travel the world to find each other or hide to escape from each other, if it is destined, they will meet.

- lelaaaaaaa

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