A Suffering Starling

Not an RP blog. I’m an introject, or something. He/they

[ciffrin]

~★

Hey! I’m Siffrin, no middle names no last name. I’m a fableing, apparently (somewhere between fictionkin and fictive?), from In Stars and Time. I use he/they.

This blog is for me and me alone, and none of my sysmates, so expect me to be inactive for a while, unless anyone interacts with me. I’m trying to feel more real, so, yeah. I’m still working through the whole “being from a video game” thing, so be patient with me.

This is not a roleplay blog. Don’t treat it like one. And I’m in a system, so I will be saying “we” and referring to the Hostess sometimes. If you know what system I’m in, please don’t mention it. Not publicly, anyway.

DNI

We’re not big on these. I block liberally, so don’t be weird.

Sourcemates/Doubles

Totally fine to interact. Actually, I’d even welcome it. I’m alone in here, and I don’t have my family, so it’d be really nice to find you all on here.

Tags

#yap it up - yapping about whatever.

#memory of memories - talking about exomemories.

#feelings buddies! - interactions with Mirabelle(s).

#got a nice dile for you - interactions with Odile(s).

#sparkle on starface - interactions with Loop(s).

#same hat! - interactions with Siffrin(s).

#it’s kinda like looking in a mirror - interactions with SAAP Siffrin(s).

#that beefy boy - interactions with Isabeau(s).

#false star - interactions with a particular Loop.

#bonbon - interactions with Bonnie(s).

#dancing with my shadow - interactions with Mal Du Pays(es).

#the big kahuna - interactions with the King(s).

#siffrin_fake_3.png - posts where I’m hiding behind a smile.

#siffrin_um_1.png - posts where I don’t quite get the joke but still find it funny regardless.

#insys interaction - what it sounds like.

[ciffrin]

highly nervous uhmm. hi?

I'm sure you've seen the.. many.. likes from us

sorry

[ want to say hiii~ stardust thinks you're cool but is too afraid to say it~ ]

also sorry if this ask triggers.. anything sorry!

-Siffrin & ~Loop

Oh hi

Tbh I’m around front so little it doesn’t bother me

Sorry

[ciffrin]

um. hi? im trying to talk to more people and you seem cool, i think.

-siffrin

Um, hey. I’m not around a whole lot, but, sure, what’s up?

[peelan-orangeopen]

dissociation, mostly.. I thought maybe talking would help. all of my friends are asleep or busy right now..

[ciffrin]

Ah, that sucks.

[peelan-orangeopen]

i mean, it's still nice to meet you! my blog is kinda empty right now but i hope ill be seeing you around. or not.

[ciffrin]

Nah, don’t worry about it. I don’t do much around here tbh, but I don’t mind chatting :3

[ciffrin]

um. hi? im trying to talk to more people and you seem cool, i think.

-siffrin

Um, hey. I’m not around a whole lot, but, sure, what’s up?

[peelan-orangeopen]

dissociation, mostly.. I thought maybe talking would help. all of my friends are asleep or busy right now..

[ciffrin]

Ah, that sucks.

[ciffrin]

um. hi? im trying to talk to more people and you seem cool, i think.

-siffrin

Um, hey. I’m not around a whole lot, but, sure, what’s up?

[ciffrin]

Would you guys have me executed if I said I have boobs

[change-maiden]

theyve let me have access to the sticker printer

[ciffrin]

This will affect the trout population

[ciffrin]

Make sure your Mal du Pays fictive is properly adjusted! Expose them to situations requiring small talk! This is healthy and beneficial for the Mal du Pays fictive.

[ciffrin]

Expose it to a broad range of emotions! Confuse it! Walk on its head!

[ciffrin]

Make sure your Mal du Pays fictive is properly adjusted! Expose them to situations requiring small talk! This is healthy and beneficial for the Mal du Pays fictive.

[frozenclocks]

(Jumps up and flops onto the counter like a Muppet)

Hey.

— @ciffrin ★

Ohh...... hello........

[ciffrin]

So. Uh. How are you?

[frozenclocks]

I'm fairly well.......... at the moment, I'm combating our ADHD to try to get up and make breakfast...........

[ciffrin]

Ah. ADHD. We have that too, but we also always wake up hungry, so… that’s a bit of a motivator.

[frozenclocks]

Unfortunately, just being hungry isn't always enough for us.......... particularly in the morning.........

I have some instant noodles cooking now, though.

[ciffrin]

Yeah that’s fair. Good to know that to got something going.

[frozenclocks]

(Jumps up and flops onto the counter like a Muppet)

Hey.

— @ciffrin ★

Ohh...... hello........

[ciffrin]

So. Uh. How are you?

[frozenclocks]

I'm fairly well.......... at the moment, I'm combating our ADHD to try to get up and make breakfast...........

[ciffrin]

Ah. ADHD. We have that too, but we also always wake up hungry, so… that’s a bit of a motivator.

[frozenclocks]

(Jumps up and flops onto the counter like a Muppet)

Hey.

— @ciffrin ★

Ohh...... hello........

[ciffrin]

So. Uh. How are you?

[tera-of-the-dragons]

note game!!!

10 notes: ill drink lots of water every day

20 notes: i wont skip meals as much

30 notes: ill learn how to make music on my pc

40 notes: ill try and talk to my friends more

50 notes: i wont take my knife into my room anymore when i sleep

100 notes: ill pick up horse riding again

500 notes: i wont ever kill myself

1000 notes: ill come out to my parents

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also 5 note limit on each person

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also also please tell me if you have other idea on other stuffs i can put on here

[tera-of-the-dragons]

70 notes: ill buy a skirt

[tera-of-the-dragons]

90 notes: ill make a strawpage

[tera-of-the-dragons]

150 notes: ill buy kitty ears/paws to help when im regressed

[cb-writes-stuff]

@lulu-loops tag the fam

[lulu-loops]

o7 yessir

@ciffrin @gems-alive @shadows-and-roses @the-moon-is-a-circle @master-cheffer @lets-take-ibuprofen-together @graceful-mirror-shield @banned-beam-attack WAKE UP we got a job to do

[tera-of-the-dragons]

note game!!!

10 notes: ill drink lots of water every day

20 notes: i wont skip meals as much

30 notes: ill learn how to make music on my pc

40 notes: ill try and talk to my friends more

50 notes: i wont take my knife into my room anymore when i sleep

100 notes: ill pick up horse riding again

500 notes: i wont ever kill myself

1000 notes: ill come out to my parents

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also 5 note limit on each person

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also also please tell me if you have other idea on other stuffs i can put on here

[tera-of-the-dragons]

70 notes: ill buy a skirt

[tera-of-the-dragons]

90 notes: ill make a strawpage

[tera-of-the-dragons]

150 notes: ill buy kitty ears/paws to help when im regressed

[cb-writes-stuff]

@lulu-loops tag the fam

[lulu-loops]

o7 yessir

@ciffrin @gems-alive @shadows-and-roses @the-moon-is-a-circle @master-cheffer @lets-take-ibuprofen-together @graceful-mirror-shield @banned-beam-attack WAKE UP we got a job to do

[tera-of-the-dragons]

note game!!!

10 notes: ill drink lots of water every day

20 notes: i wont skip meals as much

30 notes: ill learn how to make music on my pc

40 notes: ill try and talk to my friends more

50 notes: i wont take my knife into my room anymore when i sleep

100 notes: ill pick up horse riding again

500 notes: i wont ever kill myself

1000 notes: ill come out to my parents

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also 5 note limit on each person

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also also please tell me if you have other idea on other stuffs i can put on here

[tera-of-the-dragons]

70 notes: ill buy a skirt

[tera-of-the-dragons]

90 notes: ill make a strawpage

[tera-of-the-dragons]

150 notes: ill buy kitty ears/paws to help when im regressed

[cb-writes-stuff]

@lulu-loops tag the fam

[lulu-loops]

o7 yessir

@ciffrin @gems-alive @shadows-and-roses @the-moon-is-a-circle @master-cheffer @lets-take-ibuprofen-together @graceful-mirror-shield @banned-beam-attack WAKE UP we got a job to do

[tera-of-the-dragons]

note game!!!

10 notes: ill drink lots of water every day

20 notes: i wont skip meals as much

30 notes: ill learn how to make music on my pc

40 notes: ill try and talk to my friends more

50 notes: i wont take my knife into my room anymore when i sleep

100 notes: ill pick up horse riding again

500 notes: i wont ever kill myself

1000 notes: ill come out to my parents

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also 5 note limit on each person

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also also please tell me if you have other idea on other stuffs i can put on here

[tera-of-the-dragons]

70 notes: ill buy a skirt

[tera-of-the-dragons]

90 notes: ill make a strawpage

[tera-of-the-dragons]

150 notes: ill buy kitty ears/paws to help when im regressed

[cb-writes-stuff]

@lulu-loops tag the fam

[lulu-loops]

o7 yessir

@ciffrin @gems-alive @shadows-and-roses @the-moon-is-a-circle @master-cheffer @lets-take-ibuprofen-together @graceful-mirror-shield @banned-beam-attack WAKE UP we got a job to do

[tera-of-the-dragons]

note game!!!

10 notes: ill drink lots of water every day

20 notes: i wont skip meals as much

30 notes: ill learn how to make music on my pc

40 notes: ill try and talk to my friends more

50 notes: i wont take my knife into my room anymore when i sleep

100 notes: ill pick up horse riding again

500 notes: i wont ever kill myself

1000 notes: ill come out to my parents

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also 5 note limit on each person

[tera-of-the-dragons]

also also please tell me if you have other idea on other stuffs i can put on here

[tera-of-the-dragons]

70 notes: ill buy a skirt

[tera-of-the-dragons]

90 notes: ill make a strawpage

[tera-of-the-dragons]

150 notes: ill buy kitty ears/paws to help when im regressed

[cb-writes-stuff]

@lulu-loops tag the fam

[lulu-loops]

o7 yessir

@ciffrin @gems-alive @shadows-and-roses @the-moon-is-a-circle @master-cheffer @lets-take-ibuprofen-together @graceful-mirror-shield @banned-beam-attack WAKE UP we got a job to do