angel of rancid & rotten dreams @cigs-and-need - Tumblr Blog

having an older sister is like. i am you. i will never be you. i exist only as your shadow. no one has ever loved me like you. why won't you leave me alone. what can i do to make you love me. you always make me laugh. why can't i have what you have. you think the same way as me. you have always protected me. i have never deserved it. you always make me cry. you are what i can never be. why won't you leave me alone. please never leave me alone. i will keep myself alive for you.

#me #personal #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #i fear there is too much of me now #writing #poetry #poem #thoughts #just trying something new #my sister is the most important person in my life and i don't talk to her enough #there is pain inside me that can never be wiped clean

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Maisie Peters, “There It Goes” / art by Otoha Takenami

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Emily Dickinson, from her poem titled "1188," featured in The Emergency Poet

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Joy Sullivan, “Want", Instructions for Traveling West

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by lind4893

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to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.