gem.

call me gem. i believe in caffeine and make-up. 

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good lord almighty i'm happy. 🌞

[wordsnquotes]

Kill the part of you that believes it can’t survive without someone else.

Sade Andria Zabala, War Songs (via wordsnquotes)

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[its-a-different-world]

Aesthetic

[miuroko]

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party gemma is a pretty solid chick.

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it's almost that time of year again. 👻

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Are you dating Troy

we do go on dates, yes.

[milyji]

Sakura in Kyoto by Simon Sui

[chloebeaulieu]

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11

yes.

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1,10,18..

1. i’m close with both of my parents and my stepmum, even though they all live fairly far away from me. my mum is an incredible and supportive woman, my dad is so like me it’s not funny and my stepmum is honestly the coolest stepparent you could ask for.

10. when i was 15/16 with my older sister. i’m not confrontational, especially not on a psychical level. i usually just cry when i’m angry, haha.

18. spiders are fine. moths are not fine.

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If you could go back and be with Nathan at your happiest would you ? I know it's a hard question but you guys seemed so in love and it just amounted to nothing and now you hate each other. Do you miss him? Do you still see Doug?

i don’t hate nathan. i can’t speak for how he feels about me and i personally don’t know, but i can’t think of any reason he would hate me. that’s a pretty strong word.

i have had an incredibly hard year with family health problems, death in the family, this break up, witnessing a suicide while i was at work among other things that really negatively impacted my mental health. i don’t think i could have been a supportive and positive partner and i wasn’t in the state of mind to be dealing with aspects of that relationship that weren’t working. ultimately i think it was the right choice, even though the good times were good.

i haven’t seen doug since we broke up, but i have asked to see him. it’s best that he live with nathan as i have three other pets to care for and am not home 90% of the time because of work, but i miss doug all the time.

anyway, this is the last time i’m answering these questions. i’m never going to say exactly why our relationship ended out of respect for him and that it’s not anyone’s business apart from those close to me. it has been almost six months now, let’s move on. ☺️

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70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

03: Do you regret anything?

04: Are you insecure?

05: What is your relationship status?

06: How do you want to die?

07: What did you last eat?

08: Played any sports?

09: Do you bite your nails?

10: When was your last physical fight?

11: Do you like someone?

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

14: Do you miss someone?

15: Have any pets?

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

18: Are you scared of spiders?

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

26: What are you craving right now?

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

30: What’s irritating you right now?

31: Does somebody love you?

32: What is your favourite color?

33: Do you have trust issues?

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

51: Favourite food?

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

54: Is cheating ever okay?

55: Are you mean?

56: How many people have you fist fought?

57: Do you believe in true love?

58: Favourite weather?

59: Do you like the snow?

60: Do you wanna get married?

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

62: What makes you happy?

63: Would you change your name?

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

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