I Dreamt For So Long...

she/her | amateur writer | 18+

[cinderflower]

Hey there, I'm Cinder! I write fics on AO3, most of which are currently Soulsborne focused but I do dabble in other fandoms occasionally. 📝 #Cinder Fics 🎨 #Cinder Art

You can find my fics under a few pseuds depending on what you're looking for: 🔥 CinderFlower - My main pseud where you can find the vast majority of my fics 🩸 CorpseFlower - My pseud where you can find any of my fics centered around darker content, uncomfortable themes, and that need a lot of content warnings ⚙️ ProtoFlower - Side pseud for fics where I'm exploring new concepts, pairings, writing styles, etc

I also have a Ko-Fi for prints and sometimes commissions - for more information you can always DM me here or on bluesky!

[cinderflower]

sometimes i spend hours searching for refs, sometimes the internet blasts me with the perfect trinamalmiq ref out of the blue

[vophyer]

For my own sanity i won't finish it, but they're very adoring here so have at it anyway.

[perioddrama]

Lotte Verbeek as Giulia Farnese Holliday Grainger as Lucrezia Borgia THE BORGIAS (2011–2013)

[siriusbound]

Malenia, for the heart 😌

[floof-ghostie]

"You only like this character because she's a woman!" okay and you hate her because she's a woman, knowing that she has all the traits you would enjoy in a male character.

[cinderflower]

"the wip i abandoned where miq comes just from eating her out & fingering her soooo well" OH MY GODDDDDDD.

- @vophyer

I had to figure out what I'd even titled this scrapped WIP to dig it up lol. No idea how much of this would make to the final version if I do try to salvage it, but I can at least share a snippet!

How many times had he sat beside his sister, holding her hand and listening to her shaky breathing while she bit down on the same worn wooden slat, trying not to make a sound even as the Perfumers carved away another piece of her rotten flesh? How many times had he pressed a cool cloth to her sweat-soaked chest as she endured another fever, too hot despite the shivers that rattled through her? Yet here she was once again, leaning back against her headboard with a feverish flush to her skin as she bit down on her bottom lip, desperate to stifle every breath and every sound that threatened to escape. Malenia's hand covered his where it was lightly resting over her hip, her fingertips pressing roughly against his palm as she struggled between her desire to pull him closer and her reflex to push him away. Miquella hadn't anticipated how it would feel the first time it happened, when he managed to slowly unravel her, coaxing out a full-throated moan that seemed to reverberate through her body. How sweet a sound it was to hear, so unlike her stifled moans he'd grown accustomed to hearing, always pulled from her through pain not pleasure. Oh how desperately he wished to hear it again.

[cinderflower]

"the wip i abandoned where miq comes just from eating her out & fingering her soooo well" OH MY GODDDDDDD.

- @vophyer

I had to figure out what I'd even titled this scrapped WIP to dig it up lol. No idea how much of this would make to the final version if I do try to salvage it, but I can at least share a snippet!

How many times had he sat beside his sister, holding her hand and listening to her shaky breathing while she bit down on the same worn wooden slat, trying not to make a sound even as the Perfumers carved away another piece of her rotten flesh? How many times had he pressed a cool cloth to her sweat-soaked chest as she endured another fever, too hot despite the shivers that rattled through her? Yet here she was once again, leaning back against her headboard with a feverish flush to her skin as she bit down on her bottom lip, desperate to stifle every breath and every sound that threatened to escape. Malenia's hand covered his where it was lightly resting over her hip, her fingertips pressing roughly against his palm as she struggled between her desire to pull him closer and her reflex to push him away. Miquella hadn't anticipated how it would feel the first time it happened, when he managed to slowly unravel her, coaxing out a full-throated moan that seemed to reverberate through her body. How sweet a sound it was to hear, so unlike her stifled moans he'd grown accustomed to hearing, always pulled from her through pain not pleasure. Oh how desperately he wished to hear it again.

[bloodiedflora]

Queen Marika the Eternal

[reeddraws]

I'm not happy with today's drawing, but it is what it is. Not every drawing is going to be my best. Daily drawing 2433.

[ethubbie]

there's something so good about a character who hasn't had enough comfort and warmth in their life and now has weird complicated kinda sexual feelings about being treated with actual basic respect and dignity and they feel like an awful gross pervert for it. i like those wires getting crossed

[snailychan]

Reflecting

[cinderflower]

[random-brushstrokes]

Rolf Mellström - Twilight in the Forest with Flying Woodcocks (1917)

[salmon-n-hazel]

Lotus

My print shop: INPRNT

[luna-azzurra]

A non-writer asked me "but where do you get your ideas" and i genuinely did not know how to explain that it's not a place. it's not a website. it's not a folder. it's that i was on the bus and a woman was holding a paper bag very carefully and something about the way she held it made me need to know what was inside and then i needed to know why she was sad about it and then there was a whole person and then there was a whole story and the bus had already stopped and i missed my stop. that's where.

[cinderflower]

Trio [TrinaMalMiq]

I’m back with more trio degeneracy because its been far too long *nsfw Trina/Mal/Miq - full image at the link