𝐢 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮

work in progress

[cindybermcn]

kaeli.  24.    she  /  they.  this  is  a  single  blog  with  cindy from the fear street franchise.   this  is  a  selective,  private,  and  mutually  exclusive.  this  blog  relies  heavily  on  the  queue  system.  

dox  :    here. it is pretty bare bones at the moment so if you have questions please reach out.

interaction  :  the  best  way  to  interact  with  me  is  to  send    memes.   or  rather  than  throwing  out  starters  into  the  void  i  would  far  prefer  to  do  some  plotting  through  ims  or  discord  (  available  on  request  ).  

support  my  brand  : and  my  latest  promo  is  here.   i can  also  be  found  at @frightes​ and @peterparkear​

[cindybermcn]

if you would like to plot feel free to give this a like and i’ll hit you up via dms. or if you’d just prefer a starter leave a comment down below for who. 

[cindybermcn]

if you would like to plot feel free to give this a like and i’ll hit you up via dms. or if you’d just prefer a starter leave a comment down below for who. 

[leneemusing]

UNREQUITED,  FALSE ASSUMPTIONS  &  PINING  PROMPTS 

TO EACH OTHER

❝  i love you.  and i know you don’t feel that way about me and that’s okay i just.  i wanted to get to say it at least once.  ❞

❝  what are you talking about—   of course i love you?  ❞

❝  but i do love you.  i always have.  i just thought you didn’t feel that way so i never said anything.  ❞

❝  look i…i do care about you.  a lot.  and i wish i could love you that way.  i really do but i just,  i’ve never seen you like that.  ❞ 

❝  …you love me?  ❞ 

❝  why didn’t you ever say anything?  ❞

❝  i did!  i loved you.  and i thought you didn’t feel that way so i moved on.  i’m with someone now.  why…why did you wait so long?  ❞

❝  why did you wait so long to tell me how you feel?  ❞

❝  i love you!   okay?  i’ve been so fucking in love with you for longer than i can remember.  ❞

❝  you should have told me how you felt.  ❞

❝  actually i…there was a little while there where i had this horrible crush on you.  if i’d known this was how you were feeling i would’ve gone for it.  ❞

❝  please don’t say it.  i know you don’t love me.  i don’t expect you to,  but just.  don’t make me have to hear you say it.  ❞

❝  i’ve loved you for so long…i don’t remember what it was like to not be in love with you.  ❞

❝  i can’t say no to you.  and it’s just not fair.  ❞

❝  please,  don’t be cruel.  i love you.  like really love you.  so if i’m just some passing curiosity for you…don’t.  don’t say anything at all. ❞

❝  you don’t get it.  i want the whole package with you. i don’t wanna be some fling you forget about in a few months.  ❞

❝  do you know how long i’ve waited for you?  ❞

❝  i don’t need you to love me back.  i just want you to be able to accept that this is how i feel.  ❞

❝  why did you think i wouldn’t love you back?  ❞

❝  will you just slow down a minute!  i’m trying to tell you i love you too.  ❞

❝  i wouldn’t have been messing around with anyone else if i knew about this sooner.  ❞

❝  will you stop crying so i can kiss you already?  ❞

❝  honestly i’d never thought about it…i just need time to think it over.  ❞

❝  i hadn’t ever taken the time to think about it.  but…that doesn’t mean i couldn’t love you.  ❞

❝  i just need to know.  do you love me?  or have i just been making this all in my head?  ❞

❝  i love you.  please don’t say anything yet.  you don’t need to say anything. ❞

❝  no—  they weren’t lying.  i do.  i love you.  but i didn’t want you to find out like that.  i didn’t want you find out at all,  actually.  ❞

❝  look can you just forget about it?  okay?  yeah i’m in love with you.  big deal.  it happens.  ❞

❝  yes i love you.  i’ll get over it.  ❞

❝  are you…are you really over me?  cause,  that’d actually really suck because i’m not over you.  ❞

❝  look,  i know you love me.  but you shouldn’t.  ❞

❝  you are far too good to love someone like me.  you’ll find someone better.  ❞

TO/FROM A THIRD PARTY

❝  if that’s how you feel about them why not just say it?  take a chance.  wouldn’t you rather know one way or the other?  ❞

❝  this whole time i didn’t see them…i didn’t see what was right in front of me and now it might be too late.   ❞

❝  i love them so much it hurts.  ❞

❝  love shouldn’t hurt this much.  this whole thing is just consuming you in a way that isn’t healthy.  ❞

❝  you either need to make a move or let them go.  ❞

❝  this isn’t good for you.  you can’t keep pouring yourself into someone who doesn’t even know you exist.  ❞

❝  you do see how they look at you,  right?  ❞

❝  don’t you realize they’ve been in love with you for years?  ❞

❝  they love you,  dumbass.  ❞

❝  look i’m so fed up with everyone knowing you two love each other except you.  go kiss them or shut the fuck up about it.  ❞

❝  just take a chance.  you might be surprised.  ❞

ACTIONS/SCENARIOS

[ CONFESSION ]  for sender to interrupt receiver’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ CONFESSED ]  for receiver to interrupt sender’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ STOP ]  for sender to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but receiver grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ STOPPING ]  for receiver to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but sender grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ CONFRONTING ]  for receiver to confront sender after a third party told receiver that sender is in love with them. 

[ DRAMATICS ]  for a near death experience to drive receiver to confess their feelings to sender. 

[ SEE ]  for receiver to be hurt and realize sender loves them because of the way they’re taking care of them. 

[ EAVESDROP ]  for receiver to overhear a conversation where sender talks about their feelings for them. 

[ HUSH ]  for sender to ramble about their feelings and how they know it isn’t requited only for receiver to put a hand over their mouth so they’ll be quiet long enough for them to explain they love them too. 

[ AWAKEN ]  for receiver to not think they feel the same way but realize after a simple hookup with sender that they’re in love with them to. 

[ CASUAL ]  for sender to want to sleep with receiver to get it out of their system.  but receiver winds up catching feelings to because of it. 

[ TENSION ]  for muses who have been pining for each other to finally have sex for the first time. 

[ BREAK ]  sender can’t take it anymore and kisses receiver out of nowhere. 

[ FREE ]  receiver can’t take it anymore and kisses sender out of nowhere. 

[ TRY ]  sender has confessed their feelings and receiver tries kissing them to see how they feel.  

[ TRYING ]  receiver has confessed their feelings and sender tries kissing them to see how they feel. 

[cindybermcn]

i’m back 

[cindybermcn]

Your icons are so pretty!

thank you ! i really enjoy them. the icon template is from @yellowhelper and is this one. the psd is from somresources, it's called bloodsucker.

[cindybermcn]

@taerots​    /     s.c

                            cindy  looked  over  at  nick  goode.  she  was  weary  of  employing  his  help,  or  anyone’s  help  for  that  matter.  she  had  gotten  paranoid  in  her  old  age,  especially  when  it  came  to  the  new  killings.  “  i  know  what’s  coming.  ”  she  said  after  a  moment.  she  brought  the  cup  of  tea  to  her  mouth  to  take  a  sip.    she  didn’t  know  how  much  longer  shadyside  could  keep  bleeding  without  being  able  to  treat  the  wound.  

rain dance by whilk and misky ft. marian hill

[cindybermcn]

@fuckingvictus​    /     s.c

                            after  camp  nightwing  all  of  they  seemed  to  be  open  wounds.  people,  places,  none  of  it  was  how  cindy  remembered  it.  she  looked  over  at  joan.  they  hadn’t  really  been  friends  prior  to  this.  both  from  shadyside  the  elder  berman  made  an  active  effort  to  not  fall  into  the  stereotypes  of  their  side  of  town.  cindy  approaches  her  now  though,  “  i  see  your  heart  is  bleeding  too.  ”  voice  is  soft,  eyes  are  wide.  she  just  wants  to  help.

cocoon by milky chance 

[cindybermcn]

@scrunchie​    /    s.c 

                            “  i  don't  believe  that  you're  from  new  york.  ”  she  leaned  against  the  comic  book  counter,  sun  streaming  through  the  windows.  the  blue  seemed  to  peak  through  the  clouds  and  her  eyebrows  raise.  she  was  in  a  silly  mood  and  wanted  to  encapsulate  it.  the  mirth  is  on  her  lips  as  she  continued.  “  you're  from  the  sky,  past  our  view  of  space.  don't  bullshit  me,  tell  me  you're  an  angel.  ”

ohh by jon bellion ft. christianne jensen

[cindybermcn]

my muse isn’t there for drafts rn so like this for a lyric starter

[cindybermcn]

campalive·   /     ziggy

A reason for Shadyside’s constant disappointment had to result in some sort of… whatever it was with that Sarah Fier curse. Was it? It made no sense, even if the myth of it seemed like a reasonable cause, with the chaos among the camp, was it true? It had to be. So much ignited within Ziggy’s thoughts, focused and unfocused, trying to make sense of it all in a single moment. That was near impossible, but what was true was that Cindy was alive, that she was okay. “No, no. Don’t apologize… I didn’t.. I didn’t know this was going to happen. We didn’t know, Cindy. I don’t know why it’s happening,” rushed words let out as both hands kept her sister within arm’s length, afraid to let her go. “Are you okay? —Are you hurt?”

                  it  was  hard  not  to  be  tense.  another  this  was  a  moment  of  reprieve,  holding  her  sister,  knowing  she  was  safe.  this  night  seemed  to  stretch  out  in  front  of  them  and  the  ground  was  moving.  they  could  never  quite  catch  their  step.  “  we  found  stones  in  the  woods,  they  were  around  all  of  this  witchy  stuff.  tommy’s  name  was  carved  into  stone  -  all  of  the  shadyside  killers  were.  ”  she  didn’t  know  what  it  all  meant  right  now  but  the  wheels  in  her  mind  were  turning,  trying  to  solve  the  puzzle  before  they  were  too  late.  there  is  a  quiet  nod  from  the  elder  berman,  “  i’m  fine.  messy,  but  good.  and  you  ?  ”  

[cindybermcn]

mackfclls·   /   chad

“Actor and director, I’m just known more for my face on the screen rather than behind.” He directed more than enough episodes of his number one tween drama. It was something he dabbled in, but enjoyed just the same. “And you do what for a living exactly?”

                          cindy  nodded.  some  of  the  details  slipped  through  the  cracks.  “  oh,  all  right.  ”    aside  from  a  school  show  once,  where  she  had  been  tree  number  four,  cindy  had  absolutely  no  knowledge  of  acting  or  anything  in  that  realm.  at  the  question  she  gave  a  small  shrug,  “  right  now  i’m  going  to  be  a  camp  counselor  for  the  summer.  it’s  not  too  fancy  but  it’ll  be  fun.  ”

[cindybermcn]

my muse isn’t there for drafts rn so like this for a lyric starter

[conspiracycounselor]

it’s happening again… i thought it was over.     hp verse edit.   @cindybermcn.

[cindybermcn]

@tempestside​ : ☾

                    when  cindy  made  the  decision  to  raid  the  kitchen  for  snacks  she  had  no  clue  she  would  be  caught.  there  are  a  box  of  oreoes  in  her  hand.  she  looked  up  to  see  tempest  and  tries  to  muffle  her  reaction.  after  a  moment  to  compose  herself,  taking  a  deep  breath.  she  slides  the  box  over  to  him  as  if  it  were  a  peace  offering.  “  i  can’t  sleep  because  my  mind  keeps  racing  .”  

[cindybermcn]

@conspiracycounselor​ :  ☾

                  cindy  was  finally  out  of  the  hospital.  in  new  clothes  that  didn’t  smell  like  her  normal  detergent  and  a  slower  walk  than  she  was  used  to.  it  was  only  natural  that  she  had  a  release  party  was  with  teddy  in  attendance.  some  of  the  long  term  nurses  wish  her  goodbye  but  it’s  only  when  she  reached  the  pavement  with  the  sun  steaming  onto  her  skin  that  it  feels  real  again.  cindy  looks  over  at  teddy  with  a  wide  grin,  her  mothers  key  dangle  from  her  fingertips.  she  hadn’t  been  able  to  get  the  day  off  to  pick  cindy  up.  “  i  need  a  new  partner  in  crime  and  you’re  shotgun.  ”  

[conspiracycounselor]

…trying to light up the dark?   who are we? just a speck of dust within the galaxy. woe is me, if we’re not careful, turns into reality. don’t you dare let our best memories bring you sorrow — yesterday, i saw a lion kiss a deer. turn the page, maybe we’ll find a brand new ending where we’re dancing in our tears.     lost stars by adam levine.   @cindybermcn.