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@cintraqueen
“I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. But I am your servant. When you starve I will feed you; when you are sick I will tend you. I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased. For you alone I will be weak.” ― Catherynne M. Valente
YOU PUT TOO MUCH FAITH IN THAT WOMAN. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ YOU WEREN’T THERE. AFTER PAVETTA DIED, CALANTHE WOULD WAKE UP H O W L I N G IN THE NIGHT. THE LIONESS, NEARLY BROKEN.
♡ * ❝ 8 PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER .
* ♡ 001. NAME, ALIAS. angela * ♡ 002. BIRTHDAY. november 25 * ♡ 003. ZODIAC SIGN. sag * ♡ 004. HEIGHT. I’m 5′7″ * ♡ 005. HOBBIES. writing , reading , painting , hiking , playing with animals * ♡ 006. FAVORITE COLOR. greeen * ♡ 007. FAVORITE BOOKS. into the wild - john krakauer & anthem - ayn rand * ♡ 008. LAST SONG LISTENED TO. the buzz - the pretenders * ♡ 009. LAST MOVIE WATCHED. deadcon * ♡ 010. INSPO FOR MUSE. i tend to gravitate towards the deadly , morally compromised , older female characters * ♡ 011. STORY BEHIND URL. i matchy matchy with @cintraking
TAGGED BY. @stoiretale TAGGING. @cintraking @starszakrew @lionorsa
Those we love don’t go away, They walk beside us every day, Unseen, unheard, but always near, Still loved, still missed and very dear.
No one would dare make a move on an alliance that powerful.
cintraking· / eist.
wordlessly / 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚜 , 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 , he brings hand to his lips , whispered apology into her knuckles 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 . all the words he could not say , would not form upon his tongue / could not give voice to what had caused such ANGER , hardly knew himself . yet , knows that he had hurt her – ; his love , his life , his wife . form rolls to face her , releasing her hand in favor of cupping cheek within his palm , thumb stroking familiar path along her cheekbone .
‘ i love you , calanthe . ‘ before once more do lips press to her hairline , lingered affections against her temple for her cannot bring himself to meet hazel hues / the 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚘𝚛 afraid of the seas he would weather within her gaze . 𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 , never again would he forsake his wife . ‘ i do not – ‘ yet words break off , nothing he says feels as though it were enough / allowing her to walk away had been a MISTAKE atop a very large pile of mistakes he had made that day in regards to her . ‘ never will i treat you as such again . ‘
a part of her wanted to linger back , wait to see that the storm had passed before going to him. but everything else in side of her screamed that she loved him , and that the apology he had whispered against her hair was enough. he turns and her arm loops around him once more , keeping him close , the other reaching out to settle upon his chest. she notices immediately that he will not look at her and she takes his hand , gently opening it so that she could press her lips to his palm. ʺ i love you , eist. ʺ the words roll easily from her lips , the most natural words in the world , and the truest she had ever spoken.
she shakes her head to show that it is already forgiven , that he need not beat himself up over a few harsh words. she offers him a small smile , squeezing the hand she still held , ʺ shhh , it's okay , my dear. ʺ finally she angles her head so that she can meet his gaze , forcing him to look her in the eye. ʺ and i promise not to attempt to govern your emotions , alright ? ʺ
cintraking· / eist.
pride holds him within talon grasp / no mirth in the lines of once so joyous mouth . book held , yet nothing he took in , simply allows his light to LEAVE ; no spoken words bar for a HUFF directed towards book in his lap . no use in speaking when anger still held him so tightly / wound around its form , spinning upon an axis . 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝙻𝙴𝚃 𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝙻𝙴𝚃 𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴 𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 ! 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐧𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐚 , he does not give chase , does not broker the possibility of reconciliation before all fractures before him . she is gone before first page can be turned , his heart 𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚎𝚠 , beneath the swirling sea of simmering anger . ( 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 ’𝐨𝐮𝐫’ 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 ’𝐦𝐲’ 𝐛𝐞𝐝 , 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 )
how many candles had burned to the wick / no progress made upon that which had held him so rapt . ( 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺 𝙰𝚆𝙰𝚈 . 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺 𝙰𝚆𝙰𝚈 .𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺 𝙰𝚆𝙰𝚈 .𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺 𝙰𝚆𝙰𝚈 . ) feels like an age / a path walked before , yet stone lodges so firmly within his chest – ; swears he will die from lack of air . comes to linger outside𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 door … is it 𝐇𝐄𝐑 door now ? how he deserved the ice , would allow himself to drown beneath it if it would fix what had been broken by his CALLOUSNESS . feeling like a STRANGER does he come to lift the sheets atop empty side of the bed , watching her form / raise && fall / 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 . a single press of lips to forehead in the darkness , whispered apology against her hairline / would not BLAME her if she cast him away . 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 . simply lays upon his side , makes no move to TOUCH her who held his heart , his soul . simply lays there , letting the darkness claim him .
the door closes behind her and she stands there in the hallway for several moments , taking shaking breaths while she fought to steady herself. she draws her shoulders back and lifts her chin , hands wiping at her face before she heads off down the hall , head held high , as though he had not just hurt her heart. lips are pressed into a tight , thin line , but there is no other sign of the fight which had just taken place.
the rest of the evening she cannot think about anything but him , wondering if he felt as bad as she did about the whole thing. she returned to her chambers , their chambers , early that evening , wrapping herself in a warm set of sleeping clothes before settling into the bed. she spent time attempting to read , but couldn't focus on the words on the page and eventually settled down into the bed , hoping that sleep would erase the events of the day. but it was never that easy , not for her. she tossed and turned for hours , feeling the weight of the darkness all around her.
she has no idea what time it is when she hears his footsteps outside the door. she doesn't move , doesn't give any indication that she's awake until she's sure that he was coming to bed , and not simply gathering his things to go elsewhere. once he had settled in , she stirred , moving closer to him , so that her chest was pressed to his back , an arm looping around him and linking her fingers with his , soundlessly. she had already accepted his apology.
cintraking· / eist.
𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐦𝐚𝐧 / blinded by your pride . ( 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛 , 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 , 𝚍𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 ) but so does that anger hold the reins , controlling each action , each word from once honeyed tongue ; her rage lingers atop his skin , seeping into him && chilling him from the inside out – so rarely did they fight , seldom disagreeing with each other / 𝚄𝙽𝙸𝚃𝙴𝙳 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙽𝚃 / forces to be reckoned with with sword in hand , her back to his own . ‘ am i DISALLOWED anger , my queen ? ‘ loft of brow , turn of lips hissing of what lay beneath waves of calmness . a SAILOR who could navigate the stormiest of seas , yet in this moment is upon 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚏𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 , feeling the earth from beneath his feet , leaving him stepping upon nothing . his anger towards her is an 𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 , leaving him twisting like a sail within the breeze . ‘ my apologies that i did not think to as for PERMISSION before giving into a human emotion. ‘
lioness stands to walk from SEA HOUND / left to his own devices soon , surely . fingers 𝚝𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑 to reach for her , draw her towards him / – anger forgotten . but jaw sets , && he has made his 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄 in the book taken in hand . ‘ you needn’t act like you have never wished for time alone in the past . ‘
she takes the blow without a sound , allowing his sarcasm to twist under her skin and she shakes her head. ʺ of course not. you are allowed every emotion , i do not wish to govern that. i ask only that you remember you're speaking to your WIFE and not just some woman. treat me like more than just another maiden , and i will treat you as more than a subject. ʺ she crosses the room quickly , half-expecting him to stop her. they rarely fought like this , and when they did , they rarely parted without someone submitting and apologizing. but calanthe knew not what she had done and was only trying to help him. she felt as though she were being wrongly punished.
it saddens her that he may talk to her thus , may so easily disregard her emotions and instead swear upon his desire for lack of company. she stands beside the door for a moment , his words hitting her in the back and she breathes deeply , turning to look at him softly. she has no desire to hurt him , despite the way he pushed her away. when she finally speaks , her voice is calm and soft , attempting to show him that there was no need for this anger. ʺ i have wished for time alone , yes , though i believe i communicated it to you a bit better than this. ʺ she waves her hand to dismiss the thought , ʺ regardless , you are still invited to share my bed this evening , if you so desire. ʺ though if he does choose to join her , she hopes that he leaves all of this , whatever was bothering him and all of his pride , here. hand rests on the door and she looks back to home for one long moment , hoping that he'll stop her.
cintraking· / eist.
he knows of her 𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴𝚁 / mounting 𝐟𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 , all culminating in a deadly cocktail of rage . everything within him screams take her into his arms ; soothe the 𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 before she tears you apart to prowl over remains . sigh passes between his lips / 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚢 && agitation in his fingers where he bends to retrieve books && papers . held to his chest as she ought to have been . ‘ you already KNOW what i am going to suggest . ‘ spoken before / knows his stance upon matter at hand – disagreement upon her tongue before anger had dug it’s claws into her .
deposits books && pages upon the desk ; gaze upon the woman && for a moment does expression shift / ( 𝚜𝚘𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚞𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 , 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 , 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚝 . ) singular step carries forwards , locked within the 𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐃𝐄𝐍 . ‘ the city is restless , they want ACTION , my love . ‘
she does know his response. men always want to answer with force. but it is so much more complicated than storming their enemy. that required large numbers of troops , leaving few to guard the city and their people. it left weak spots , something that she wasn't quite comfortable with. she watches him pick the papers up off the floor , remaining frozen in place as he does so , thinking over their options with her fingertips balanced on the desk top.
calanthe doesn't push him away this time , doesn't reject his offer of comfort , because she knows he is right. they cannot simply do nothing. it will cost them valuable lives. the people needed action , and they needed it now. ʺ i don't suppose we have many options here. ʺ she muses quietly. they could either pay the ransom or go on the attack. they can leave the city in the hands of the council for a few days while they led a fleet south. ʺ i suppose you are right. we will need to go and rescue them. will you lead the troops there with me ? we will need someone who can sail. ʺ
cintraking· / eist.
never quick to anger / 𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐞𝐫 temper FLARING to surface . hardened gaze upon𝙱𝙴𝙰𝚄𝚃𝚈 𝙸𝙽𝙲𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙴 – ; 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 , 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐞 . ( you love her more than life itself / better half , holding your heart in 𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚠𝚜 , in gaping maw of ivory canines ) jaw tightens , hands so often HELD within her grasp now curled about themselves / anger in curve of knuckles && softness as FLED this place . ‘ do not treat me as one of your SUBJECTS , calanthe . i will be not warned into submission like some petulant child . ‘
lioness of TEMPER – / her own has brushed against him before . was he not allowed his𝚘 𝚠 𝚗 ? bred of the isles / he is but a 𝚁𝙰𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚂𝙴𝙰 , title so heavy upon shoulders . ‘ if i desired your company , i would have sought you , my QUEEN . ‘
he who always admonishes her with admissions of love , he is suddenly quite cold and pushing her away. she straightens herself , walls rising around herself as they rarely did in his company. it had taken many years of work before they were truly open with each other , but now those hesitant boundaries are put in place and she keeps her distance
ʺ i am not treating you like a subject ! ʺ she roars in response , defense mechanisms flairing , ʺ you are my husband and i do not think it is too much to ask that you speak to me with a little respect ! ʺ now they are both angry , and situations like these rarely end well. inevitably one will come to lick the other's wounds , but until then , they would butt heads and flare at each other , testing each other's stubbornness and pride.
ʺ i had no idea i required a formal invitation to spend time with you. ʺ she snaps in response , though she prepares herself to leave , straightening out her gown and gathering her things. she hated fighting with him , it makes her feel far more alone and isolated than she truly was. they shared a life together , he was the other half of her heart , and for him to speak to her so harshly was surprisingly cold and caused her to recoil.
in another universe i’m able to save you
@cintraking spoke: ❛ do you want me to leave ? ❜
ANGST STARTERS. | @cintraking
he saw more of her vulnerable moments than anyone else. this was no exception. she had swept the entire contents of the desk onto the floor and shoved him away when he tried to console her. an enemy fleet had captured more than three hundred cintra soldiers and was attempting to bargain for their lives. the situation had reached it's peak as the city became aware of what was going on and that calanthe had yet to act to save the men of their families. crowds were gathering outside the castle , demanding action , and the letter she had just received put them in an even more difficult position as enemy had demanded more than calanthe was willing to give.
eyes finally open , a hand held over her mouth as she takes in the scattered books and papers and splattered ink , his hesitant stance but worried gaze. ʺ ――― no. ʺ she answers quietly , dropping her hand away. ʺ i apologize. i am at a loss and i need your help. ʺ
@cintraking spoke: ❛ Can’t you see I don’t fucking want you here !? ❜
ANGST / DRAMA SENTENCE STARTERS. | @cintraking
the question hits her hard , like a slap in the face. in all their years together , he had never spoken to her like that. he had never once turned her away or rejected her help. she takes a few steps back as she recovers from the harsh tone of his voice , solidifying herself and straightening her shoulders. since the day they got married , and perhaps even before that , they had faced everything as a team. always at each other’s side. but his cold tone and dismissal tells her something is different this time. but calanthe is a strong and stubborn woman , and she wouldn’t be turned away simply because he was angry.
brows draw together as she stares at him , ʺ eist. do not speak to me like that again ――― ʺ she warns , her voice calm , but bearing the signs of an impending storm , a finger scolding him. ʺ i will certainly leave you be if that’s what you’d like. but i am your wife , and you will treat me with respect.
send a sentence .
001. ❛ please drink some . ❜
002. ❛ go fuck yourself . ❜
003. ❛ have you eaten ? ❜
004. ❛ please , no , keep your eyes open ! ❜
005. ❛ i can’t sleep either . ❜
006. ❛ you’re worthless . ❜
007. ❛ i never should’ve trusted you . ❜
008. ❛ kill me ! kill me now ! do it ! ❜
009. ❛ you’ll be okay ! ❜
010. ❛ i can’t do this without you . ❜
011. ❛ i’m scared . ❜
012. ❛ it was just a dream , you’re okay . . . ❜
013. ❛ you can hug me back . ❜
014. ❛ you promised ! ❜
015. ❛ i just want to be alone . ❜
016. ❛ do you want me to leave ? ❜
017. ❛ don’t walk away from me ! ❜
018. ❛ look at me , i’m talking to you ! ❜
019. ❛ you killed him/her . ❜
020. ❛ who did this ? ❜
ANGST/DRAMA STARTERS ❛ Open the fucking damn door, NOW ! ❜ ❛ What the hell do you think you’re doing ?! ❜ ❛ Where the fuck are you going !?❜ ❛ I’ve had enough of your ‘Pitty me’ Bullshit! ❜ ❛ Shut the fuck up for once. ❜ ❛ Say a word about this to anyone, I dare you - You’ll regret it. ❜ ❛ Get the fuck out ! ❜ ❛ Leave me alone ! ❜ ❛ Can’t you see I don’t fucking want you here !? ❜ ❛ All you do is cry - all day all night, when do your rest ?❜ ❛ Don’t raise your voice at me ! ❜ ❛ Listen ! Listen to me for once in your fucking life ! ❜ ❛ No, everything is NOT ok stop lying to yourself ! ❜ ❛ Die then ! I don’t give a fuck. ❜ ❛ Listen, I’m sorry ok ? I made a mistake, a huge fucking mistake. ❜ ❛ I thought I loved you -❜ ❛ I thought you loved me - ❜ ❛ I was stupid for even thinking that I loved you. ❜ ❛ I was stupid for even thinking that you loved me. ❜ ❛ It’s over ok !? ❜ ❛ So who are you fucking now ?!❜ ❛ Oh ! so everything is my fault now ? Really !? ❜ ❛ This is why you are alone, you push away everyone that actually gives a shit.❜ ❛ Did I even matter ? ❜ ❛ Take it back, take that fucking back! ❜ ❛ DON’T bring them into this ! ❜ ❛ Lower your voice ! I don’t want the kids hearing this ❜ ❛ Shut up shut up shut up !❜ ❛ I will KILL YOU. ❜ ❛ I almost hate you as much as you hate yourself.❜