๑𑜝◝   jonny

❛   thats   the   thing   about   perverts,   its   hard-wired   into   them,   y’know?   they   just   can’t   help   themselves.

[ciscreep]

in 1984 i was hospitalized for approaching perfection

         jonny / jon / jonniegirl shi hir, it its, he him prns 　 ♡ ྀི　  mascfem terms intersex futch boydyke, offputting stalker-ish sister ✿

jonny continued :^) these lists will be edited! ask me about off tumblr contacts if close my interactions come from @mishiqueer ! interests; i will admit, i am a very simple girlguy ! my primary interests consist of music & very certain aspects of my source media. i like other medias, obviously, but my interaction with them is slim & if i post them it will only be reblogs. i will often be posting tracks i like in order for others to gauge my tastes.

cis; intersex, phys && ment disabilities, asd ( lvl 2 ), bpd, dpd, gad, tourettes, usdd, schizospec, germanic, introject, abused, familial csa, sensitive, victim comp, inferiority comp, chronic pain, paranoid, gangstalked, physically abusive, devotee, pathetic, collector, delusion prone, poor vision tris; harmful, stalker, high - sympathy, avpd, hated, incel, plural, obsessive, taxidermy collector, couch surfer, freckled, trans; gender (neufem), east german, sister, narcoleptic, lumbar puncture, stupid, hrt, film camera owner, brown eyes, worse stutter, agoraphobe, highschool dropout, glasses, mkultra victim, perma & misc; sixteen, early 1980s, embarrassed, limp, photographer, victim, new wave, drugged, flannel, bad DPHtrip, listening to music, armed, uncomfortable, fidgeting, shaking, ill, null- medical neglect, null- (forced) sober, null- easily manipulated, null- ocd paras; gynephillia, fauxcest, sadomascohism, intox, (auto)biasto, objecto (cameras), age gaps (on either side), humiliation & teasing not much, especially with things im willing to list—im (aro)ace-spec and have fluxuating interests, but im often repulsed towards all contact. they are more listed for me to have documented than others ^_^"

tagging sys; your confusion; my illusion  ⊹ ࣪ ˖ - blog tag, all posts shi's lost control again ♬ - any asks i hopefully recieve a sadness song ✿ ˚ㅤ- vents, rants, etc unknown pleasures ♡ - for the rare nsft posts

[ciscreep]

for a while, i have been wondering how many individuals may fit radqueer ideology, without having a name for it. we have /technically/ been radq since ~2024, but didnt look into the term until recently. im curious how many others went through a similar process, already being ‘radicalized’ in favor of the beliefs before finding the term, rather then finding the term, and only then starting to resonate with it. feel free to share if this applies to you or not ! maybe ill do a vote thing in the future to survey :^)

[rottingroyaltyy]

PERMAID

Perma parasocial admirer

identifying as admiring someone parasocially, rather that be thru things like love letters or other things up to the user, permanently

made by rottingroyaltyy

alrdy made? consider this an alt flag!

[fleshrippr]

i think everyone should get more parasocial and rpfpilled . YES draw those bandmates fucking crazy style YES write that actor yuri fanfic YES ship urself with that youtuber and sooooo many more examples ... pls let`s get more weird nd parasocial this year !!!!!!!!