thoughts i have failed to rid of  

[thoughts-memories]

[cl-poetry]

last night i dreamt  that you told me you loved me. today i realized that you did.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

i guess it wasn't anything specific that drew me to him. other than the intense need to belong to someone.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

everything is temporary.    change is the only constant.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

i crave a connection so deep that  i taste it in everything i put in my mouth.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

i was ready to accept all of your flaws until i realized that was my own biggest downfall.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

i’m a consumer of all things,      i’ve always been. i get a taste of something      and latch on.           i can never get enough. i wonder if i’ll ever find middle ground.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

muses, mice, and distractions alike;  writing, music, &  daily life.

c.l. 

[cl-poetry]

don’t make me believe in anything other than myself.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

in the dark i asked him what he was thinking about. he told me how bright my eyes were today.

c.l.

[tethea]

It was beautiful and pure and soft and sweet and light it hadn’t any reason not to trust so it wrapped it’s paw around anyone who touched it that’s why it still held on as it was torn apart by fingers that simply had nothing else to do so they explored it’s insides wrecking all the lace filled it’s body before they filled it with dust and poison just because that is what the world does to things that do not bite back humans destroy and then try to put the pieces back together no one seems to realize how much harder it is to repair than not crushing delicate things to start

A.O.A.M. || Innocence Taken (via thehipsterconspiracy)

[cl-poetry]

all the other girls

a lot of hands have been here

before me,

 but  i want to touch you anyway.

i’ll run my hands down

your arms,

and kiss all the other girls away.

and when i grab you and

sink my nails deep into your skin,

it’s all those other girls

you’ll never think again.

-c.l.

[cl-poetry]

i bet my insatiable thirst for consistency & stability in you didn't help your quixotic ways. i bet i only pushed you further into the corner you were stuck in.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

i hope she enjoys your simplicity.

i hope she finds solace in you the way i did.

i hope she feels at home when she looks at you; 

     like she’s always belonged with you.

     like she was always there.

i hope she looks at you and wonders how she ever survived without you 

or how she’ll live if you someday leave her.

i hope you found what you’re looking for

-c.l.

[cl-poetry]

he's the most  inconsistent fucked up person i've lain with. i think that's the type of human i'm drawn to. maybe i'm so narcissistic i fall in love with  qualities i find within  myself.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

how foolish of me, to believe in you. i guess the old adage, what they say it's true. love is blind. but not dark enough. not when love is concerned  with you.

c.l.

[cl-poetry]

i can't help but to fall in love with broken souls.

c.l.