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here’s the thing though, why tommy? like if the plan was for them to always breakup, then they could have bought in a brand new character for the exact same purpose. to have bucks bisexual awakening and be done with it. so why bring back a character that is already intertwined into the narrative. why bring back a character that buck has narrowly missed meeting on so many occasions. why bring back a character that’s right there at the exact moment that buck needs him, right at the moment that he is searching for something more, looking for that missing piece, a piece that tommy slotted so well into.
like it’s pure insanity and i won’t shut up about it.
tommy come back to me, the people need you, i need you, i don’t know how much longer i can take this world without you
look ahead up the road, you know I'll see you there (a rockin' chair, little gray in your hair)
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prompt: January 26-February 1: different era (80s, 90s, etc.) and/or painted nails/Uncle Tommy rated: G word count: 2.6k
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He walks into Tommy’s- well, now their living room and leans against the doorframe, taking a second to take in the scene in front of him before he disturbs them. Because what he sees is the most adorable sight ever. Tommy is sitting on the floor, both hands splayed flat on top of the coffee table, while Jee is very focused on painting his nails, tongue out and frowning and all. She got a whole set of kid-friendly nail polish for Christmas and apparently she’s taking it everywhere she goes now, including Tommy’s house when they’re babysitting her so that Maddie and Chim can have the whole day and night to themselves – and so she can spend some time with her uncles, of course. “Wow, that’s really good,” he hears Tommy say as Jee finishes a nail. Buck can’t see it that well from afar, but it does seem to at least cover mostly the nail and not the whole finger. “You did a great job.” “Thanks, uncle Tommy.” Jee grins, and then sets out to work on another nail. Warmth spreads in Buck’s heart.
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hear we go. ep 6. some of my thoughts and views will be based on the show and the books. i'm watching the uncut version of bl factory now and...thoughts. warnings of abuse. something like a review, more like my thoughts. i like the show either way.
alright, we open up with the wipe down scene again. i'll take some more gazing and longing. okay, day in the shower. clothes on. water going. flashes of memories. moody.
next morning. day has breakfast for ready for itt.
itt is an emotional ball of emotions and i sorta love him for it.
well not sorta.
they love each other. they like the relationship. i kinda ship it, i kinda am still thinking about the exit plan. not more then i'm enjoying it. alas.
ah, day is holding itts hand and itt is all smiles. all because day sat with him. lmao. he wakes up holding nicks hand. ask about day. night walks in with food. he wants day.
ah, day went out with neil.
i love nick.
this show is funny. itt complains about eating. we get that sudden death music and day appears, rather sternly telling itt he has to eat and take his medicine. omg. day. stop being fussy. itt is looking all sad and pouty, but he's eating. two bites.
i love nick. i love itts pouts. he says he can't eat more but....cake has appeared. cake being carried by neil. day doesn't remember the layers of cake. he just he just felt like it. itt is happy to have cake.
a mix of tears and happy. day is shocked by the reaction. itt really does love cake. i love nick.
day, cake has layers okay! layers!
ah, day feeds itt the cake...and man. he bodies it. day is shocked. honestly, maybe a little scared.
we're having a moment on the bed. itt says he doesn't want day to drive race cars. day says they make a deal. he gives up racing and itt gives up cake. day ask if itt loves him that bad. day says he's being terrible to him. itt says its because he can't remember, everything will go back to normal when he does.
day ask if it that never happens. itt says he'll get his man again. oo. a touch to the cheek. day says he has confidence and itt smiles. itt his horny. he wants his mans lips.
omg. ball has appeared again. visit with ball goes as one would expect. day is on 0 or he's on 100. nick told ball. i think night invited ball. bc night is messy. so is nick tho.
next morning. day wakes up alone. goes downstairs and night tells him itt is watering the plants. omg. he actually waters the plants. it was actually one of his chores. do u know i thought this boy was just saying whatever. sobbing. either way, itt tells day about their day to day. life.
his life is dedicated by day. only a few things he was allowed to do. either way. itt was happy with it so. i guess.
(someone dedicate my life actually)
but day is reflecting on it and itt speaks bout it with much love and longing. day is his life. toxic or not.
day is having quiet emotions. frank is a pretty sad boy.
they're driving and day is fussing. tip him over.
anyway, we've arrived at the barber shop. bale, belle...her. she's great. just extra. but she's her. live your life girl. day is not impressed but he'd be offended at a bird flying so whatever. they're unpacking, so staying for a day or two. itt gets a phone call and no says anything. he wonders if it's a scam call.
musical foreshadowing.
market visit isn't going well. day is being an ass. his whole 'have itt depend on me for everything' thing is blowing up in his face. he says that itt needs to be able to do something for himself. he says what he if he dies.
omg. please do not trigger the boy. saying you'd die is more triggering than telling him you won't dedicate his life anymore. day walks off, itt has a chat with belle. she's trying to comfort him.
we're back at the car. time to leave the market. itt APOLOGIZES. okay but the music. i guess its all good. itt apologized and day is smiling so. win? oh, the 3rd party from the pool scene is back. like y. day does his boyfriend thing. he out-right calls itt his boyfriend. itt fawns. i worry for this man because this day has no chill.
3rd party leaves, promising to come to the shop.
we cut to the trio cooking in the kitchen. day is jealous. belle is enjoying it, so is itt. me too i guess. this is like my comfort so tho its lowkey stressful and i want to tip day over. day giving little commands and itt eating it up. im sick. im sick bc i love it. day fixing his apron. he ask what can he do and itt is just like. yes. this what i want.
he is baby girl. oh. flashback time. day is cooking. itt is allowed to do a few things in the kitchen. cute couple being cute and domestic. we'll let this scene make the happy couple loop. day grabbing the back of itt's neck as he is so fond of.
also itt has this flashback while looking at an onion. btw
and then day gets a headache and flashes of memory. just about falls the fuck out. he has a flash back of them tasting the food. in present time, he ask about the dish and everyone is happy he can recall bits of memory.
it cuts himself. and day over reacts. calm down boy. its a cut. actually, belle you calm down too. it is a cut. he will live. i am so upset everyone is reacting like this. day pranks itt. i actually wouldn't call it a prank. bell says he as sadistic as always. which true. ya'll should've seen his smile.
then 3rd party appears. its funny. day threatens murder. belle prevents murder but also ends up wanting to threaten murder. why do 3rd parties keep showing up. day and itt share a cute look at each other and look away.
i think he would've killed the man. day is pissed. another man comes in. again. the show is gold. he's a vip customer. he pays everyone money. itt takes day's money. as he should actually.
belle and the customer leave and then itt and day just take a moment to rub noses and be cute. itt is flirty. oh okay, oh okay. days love of the throat grab appears again. itt probs just came in his pants. i saw it on his face. the way days hand traveled up his neck, plus the grab. his eyes went closed.
the door has windows yall. they just rub noses.
we're at a dinner scene. we have day, itt, belle and two of the employees. one of them says the party reminds them of their bday dinner. belle says it was hot. day wants to know what was up. itt doesn't want to tell but belle, she's ready to tell the story.
we then cut to day and itt walking into their bedroom in the shop. day is risky, itt pushed on the bed. oh la? la? oh my gosh, cut to them landing on the floor. end ep.
if i didn't know what i know. heh.
onto ep. 7
hear we go. ep 5. some of my thoughts and views will be based on the show and the books. i'm watching the uncut version of bl factory now and...thoughts. warnings of abuse. something like a review, more like my thoughts. i like the show either way.
we start with a party scene. drinks are out. people are dancing. these dancers are getting their money's worth. nick is host.
a cast off party. why are we throwing a party for this man. WHO ARE ALL OF EXTRA PEOPLE?????? and why does someone need a party for taking off a cast? okay
the theme is taking it off. nick. u horny boy. again. who are all of these people at the party? prob the 40 extra LS characters and their friends in the books. oh. i don't see itt yet. it looks like day is looking for itt.
nick getting sexy men naked. he is a true king.
itt hadn't appeared. actually. good for itt. but he gets a loud welcome. should've stayed home.
now we're around the table enjoying drinks: main characters so far - nick, neil, nan, day, itt, gear and night.
nick and neil being cute. taking off clothes around the table. neil takes off his jacket for nick. nick sets his sights on night. gear will take off two pieces instead. we see the pattern.
i love nick.
oh gear took it all off. not all but enough.
itt is next. the side-glance he gave day. DO IT. TAKE IT OFF. TAKE IT OFF. nick says day will be on high alert. as he should. the look day is giving nick. nick is messy. he says to take something off itt.
the group is cheering. day pulls him close. the group is living for it. im living for it. he goes for the belt and wraps it around itts neck. 10/10
nick wants more naked men. someone said what about the button. pulls him close with the belt around his neck. day tells him not be charming. itt is enjoying it.
nan.
he brings mac. he has a collar around his neck via nan. everyone in the group knows whats up. none can look at mac. they all look away.
nan. i know what u are.
itt is not okay with this. we see the flashback again. nick push that skinny off of you and run. day was really about that life. actually, its not good.
itt wants nan free. day ask what's going on but none is spilling. nan so does not care. he is happy. he tells itt to back off. nan said they should laugh instead of forgiving. itt says if they didn't forgive all of the horrible things they did to each other, they'd all be in jail.
nick says he was not apart of it. and the gag is, he wasn't. mac gets loud and day appears. mac goes for a punch and gets pulled back by the chain. mac tells itt to help him. nick is like...well uh, you were being rude, gets pulled back by neil.
mac says he wants to go home. nan ask whats bad about his house. well, errr, huh. nan drags mac off. now everyone calms down day bc day is on 10.
also none in the club question this and get back to partying. so okay.
again, why does none have a poker face.
they all day the least they can about that. nick says he brought the models and dj for a nice price. neil said it was for him. neil isn't wrong. lmao.
yes nick. nick gets on stage with a dancer. and day says he never thought neil would get with someone like nick. but neil says he understands him. also we get nick lore drop. the son of a mistress, he wants to be loved so he acts out and thats why he makes neil jealous.
their story could be so cute. if i didn't know what i know.
neil goes to get his man. the couples are starting to couple.
night makes itt make day smile.
alright, time for us to couple. the music slowed down and the dancers are getting soft and sexy.
couple no1 - nick and neil, rubbing and kissing. they were said fanservice! have it!
then we cut to day and itt watching. itt looks horny. day is lowkey baffled.
couple no2 - gear and night got they kissing thing going on.
we then cut to day and itt and itt is feeling on his man. it's his god given right. they sexily nose around, they get some kissing in. during this, mac throws a drink nan got him, in nan's face. nan slaps the shit out of him, grabs him and kisses them. they start to make out and itt sees this happening. he is baffled. baffled i say because mac is kissing that man back. nan starts to pull off clothes.
toxic relationships are toxic in this show.
day peeps itts look and goes to look too but itt pulls him back in. he goes for a hug this time and day hugs him back, looking...reflective? we get more couple shots. this was all about fans service.
im fan. im serviced.
they get back to the house, they're in the bedroom. day is awkwardly looking around. itt tells him to shower and he'll prepare his medicine. day kinda hurts himself. itt says let me help and day lets him.
progress? undress your man. god given right.
its heavy. im sad. we can just loop them being cute and call it a show? do they have to hurt? i vote no. day is pushing away and itt is...well...longing
no to progress. thats why it had a question mark.
you can STILL tip him over.
they're in bed. wow. actually in bed. itt fixes days covers and ask himself if day sees him as a a lover or property.
both, mainly the latter. day turns his back to sleep. itt's still looking. can we call ball? at least itt turned his back. lmao. ofc day is gonna look back. its also taking in the room.
flashback
its day and itt cuddled up, day waking him up. asking for morning kisses. lets just loop this. they look happy. ooo. itt is getting flirty. day ask if he's sure, itt says something is up.
flashback ends and day has himself wrapped around itt. now, we don't know if he rolled over in his slip or did himself.
next day.
in the morning, they're still cuddled up. im thinking day didn't realize. day wakes up first. oh yeah. he didn't mean too. irritated with himself. itt is still sleep and day takes the chance to lean in and watch him. he starts to remember a bit, slight headache.
day asking for p'nam's cake, him telling day he was lonely. telling day to come back and tell him what to do(!!), i think from various times and when he was in the coma but it's all itt needing him
gets a bad enough headache/pain that he wakes up itt. itt ask whats wrong and he says headache and itt DIVES off the bed to get him medicine and day tells him to be careful
but he really dove off the bed
itt ask where the headache came from and day said forget it. he doesn't want to admit.
franks sad face is sad.
day lays back down and i still say you can STILL tip him over
while laying down, we get this memory/flash back of day, itt and itt's nephew salmon having a cut little moment. its cute and lee long shi's nipples were cold that day.
cut to downstairs, night, day, gear and itt at the breakfast table. day ask who salmon is. he's told it's itt's nephew. he gets told he was close to salmon and they video chatted a lot. itt ask him to pretend like he knows who salmon is for a video call.
itt tells him he's very important to salmon and the music changes
hes gonna do it
he does it. we get a cute little video moment with the three of them. salmon made a picture of the three of them. dropped some random english. lets go. show it off salmon. salmon is cute.
itt thanks him after the call was over.
itt gets another little flashback of salmon, this time when salmon fell, itt picked it up and carried him off. as as opposed to teaching him to stand. both methods work. oo. another memory of salmon sleeping between them and he wakes day up because he has to use it. aww. another of when salmon had to leave itt and day.
alright. i've got like 6 scenes now. if we loop them, then we have a happy healthy company. itt wants a baby. i feel it in my bones.
more headaches with the memories. day tries to stand but it takes him out. itt, this the perfect moment to tip him over.
no, itt wants day to go to the doctor and race. day says he's going to meet nan. it is worried, i say, stay home and KICK up your feet. i feel the stress coming.
we're at the race track. how often is it poppin? oh, we see mac again. he shares a look with day and walks off. itt is with nick and is not wanting this. nick is funny. itt really doesn't want him to race. and he's gonna race.
itt is about to have a nervous breakdown. oh, he fainted. they take him to the office. well, lowkey fainted because he can walk. sleeping in nan's office. someone is calling itt and day picks up his phone. i don't leave my phone out like that. oh. it's ball. day tells him he is unneeded and unwanted.
ball give up.
some day looking at itt moments. some flash backs of the hospital.
day wakes itt up. itt takes up asking what he needs. itt has one braincell and it is day. lmao. day said his other boyfriend called. i didn't think he would tell him. day said it called mac a friend and he nearly molested him. itt says damn nan.
oof. once U find out.
anyway, day asked why was he hiding it and if he started to like him. he's funny. itt is irritated and day repeated his question. day can not take itt caring about anyone. itt says day should remember, day says he doesn't want too. so itt ask if wants to remember him. and day says make yourself memorable.
U ARE THE VILLIAN
itt says how, is taking care of him not good enough? oh, he's yelling. i love it. he starts coughing! itt is sick. day ask whats up with him and itt says, why do you care? i'm not worth remembering. i love you itt. sass him!
day repeats what he said before and walks out. itt. tip. him. over. we're still at the racetrack. itt is still in the office and nick comes to check on him. it picks up on the fact that he was sick. he's taking his friend home. itt is stumbling around. he has a fever.
nick. i love you. take him home. nick i love you again. how is it fun. itt stands up. almost faints. mac goes to help and day drives to get him out of the way. lmao. day does it often. he just straight up stares at someone with intent. they comment and he's like, did i say anything?
bruv.
take itt home. go nick. day is about to follow. neil has something to say first! go neil. he ask day if he understands itt loves him, day ask why does he love someone horrible like him. he knows he's horrible. he also doesn't think someone can love him as he is. or was? is. you know. neil ask if itt loving him isn't enough.
for this blood hound? no
day says he's seeing how long itt can put up with him, he's not the old day. neil says that no matter what, then or now. day never cheated on him. that seems to have some impact on day. which gives, seeing as how he remember he treated kim.
they both like it.
anyway, we get them walking out. itt looks not good and nick ask if it was because of the taxi. nick says he doesn't like taxi's. everyone is like ah gosh (in this scene we have nan, neil, itt, nick and day), let's put up our not great poker faces.
they brush it off. another headache. nan tells itt to call him for anything, unless it's about him. and i don't know if he means him as in day or him as in mac. but since itt replies with i hope you know what you're doing, i'm thinking mac? could be both. i wouldn't want either of those issues.
nick tells day to take care of it. and yes! neil, don't pull him back. take care of itt.
one of ya'll could've driven them.
we're at home and itt is curled on the bed. no covers. ugh. day takes him up, time for medicine. then bed time. day is gonna take care of him and itt is too over the moon. stand up. but i'll let my boy have this.
take off his shirt. for science. lots of soft gazes. soft gazes for everyone. itt fell asleep, calling days name. day inches closer. gazing at him.
music soft and good.
end ep 5, onto 6!
hear we go. ep 4. some of my thoughts and views will be based on the show and the books. i'm watching the uncut version of bl factory now and...thoughts. warnings of abuse. something like a review, more like my thoughts. i like the show either way.
alright, we open with itt drying days hair. everyone in pjs. we got night, gear and day and itt. day is rude. night says lets go to a temple, day isn't sold, itt says day isn't ready and day is sold.
gear gets it.
day silently pulling away. itt is scared of the dark. he also hates scary movies. itt tries to escape and day is rude.
asshole. villain. the way he leans back with an arm on the couch as he orders itt to rub his leg. itt wants to escape.
again, frank is great at looking sad. itt is getting visibly scared. day is picking up on it with those sinister sexy eyes. ask for water.
asshole. to the MAX. i love gear's stank face. night is so not paying attention. well. no. night gets it. but itt was listening, he didn't think to have an issue with it.
night is fucked up for real. like night will speak but only when day is loud/angry. from the moment the lights went out, gear knew day was teasing itt. he had a pretty upset face. did not say anything until itt got up but okay. he picks it up. night was more willing to let it role off and focus on the movie. its only when gear starts to scold that night gives a well, thats not nice look.
exit plan for night? gear says days past self like to tease and not in a good way. itt is scared in the kitchen. i'd go to my room. a random cat jump scare? 10/10
day calls him a chicken. he's screaming.
ASSHOLE.
day points out is scared of scary movies. itt says you know that. day says i don't remember anything. gear calls him out. YOU CAN TELL AND YOU WATCHED AND YOU WANTED TO SEE IF HE'D GO FOR YOU.
and he did.
yes gear. call him out. night helps up itt (he fell), day tells night not to help him. he's going in on itt. gear! yes! speak up! gear points out days grooming comment. (yes gear! day it back-fired, i remember the crazy eyes)
day says he doesn't want to go back to his old memories after hearing that. itt is about to cry. but day doesn't like crying. so he doesn't. night has reached his limit, finally. itt walks out and night has some words.
you dare stand up to me? omg day
night says yeah, he's being mean and day says if itt is his lover, he should be able to bear him. omg fucked in the head. also get the feeling he's trying to push and pull itt away. he wants itt on a base level, well, he knows he owns itt. but he can't help but test and see how far he can push.
he likes it.
now, there are times when he does seem to feel guilty. but i think he also hates that he feels guilt.
exit plans for everyone? can day get an exit plan from day?
sad music. itt just being sad and tired.
i'd let him fall.
itt holds up some couple shirts.
we cut to downstairs and itt ends the movie. night and gear aren't talking. day ask gear why he isn't leaving. well, he's not taking the fact that they bone well and we see itt creeping up with covers. he gets day settled on the couch and has a little for himself.
day is picking at itt more. itt isn't giving much of a reaction. good.
and he's crying.
do you see that day? SEE THAT. feel bad.
actually, i'd sleep in the bed but y'know
next morning. going to the temple. itt pulls couple shirts. he says he won't wear it. spoiler alert: he wears the shirt.
lee long shi did not need to take off his towel to walk off scene.
but did he do it for me?
temple visit. just does not go good. also. no one ever has a poker face when it comes to day.
franks smile is cute.
ya'll do realize i would not be throwing a party for this man?
they're back at home and itt gets another call. this time it's meen. we know meen. she owns the cake shop from ep 1. omg. night is messy. even day turns around. day ask if they're really just friends.
so. listen. the truth comes out. why do you lie. and when we get to that part, why is he so good at spotting a lie?
anyway, meen joins the party, itt sits next to her. meen is friendly. stop trying to be nice girl. this day isn't on it or you. also, the gang is here. nick, neil, gear, night, day and itt. the death stare + the jaw.
alright. day is making a stink. he has to go to the bathroom. neil offers to help. he wants itt and omg this man is truly a villain. got comfortable, tossed his crutch and has itt pinned to the wall by his neck in seconds. (also, meen girlie brought itt a cake and it triggered day's almonds 500%. gear and night peep and this and the worry on their face)
so anyway, itt is telling day he's hurting him but makes no move to push him. im saying. just tip him over. then, day ask itt whats the relationship between the two. itt says just friends. day tells him not to lie. itt says they're ex's.
so a few things.
day is a creep for really lulling itt into the bathroom
itt tip him over
why did itt lie...LMAO. like.....by omission. day really is like a dog
we get a flashback and day and meen were cut, then we have this guy mac (more on him later) is creeping in the back. and then meen is breaking up with itt and moving on with mac. (more on this whole thing at the end)
end flashback
itt ask day if he's jealous and day denies it. but he is jealous.
itt stand up.
they return to the party and meen makes her exit. i would've already made mines. itt walks her out and they chat a bit. she's worried. she knows this day. she has about mac. itt gets shifty.
flashback
we find out mac only got with meen to get her away from itt. itt is pissed. day comes in. he's pissed at mac. he's pissed at itt. day settles it and for lack of a better phrase...gives itt to mr. lusty eyes, also known as nan.
you can guess mac's fate. the show hints at it but yeah, no good people.
also during this flash back. i said day was pissed with itt. yeah. he grabs by the face-cheeks and clearly states to itt, that he said that can not go out alone.
nan. i know what you are.
even itt looks worried but also doesn't do anything. mac also doesn't do anything. more on this.
end flashback
next day, we get some shots of day doing PT and itt recording it. his body is recovering quickly. itt is recording his progress. they bond a little over the pt. i guess. itt's dad is checking in with him.
again, yes. all should move into one place. day controls his temper around itts parents. day said at first he didn't like day.
we're home and its day and itt and day is being day. itt gets him on the couch and is about to walk away. YES. but day ask if its that uncomfortable being with him. yes.
the look on itts face.
day is doing his pushing away thing. being mean and itt is pissed enough now! itt say despite his hurtful words, he never wants to leave him. why does day have to drive him away. day has some looks on his face. not anger. maybe reflection?
but my boy is going through it.
day knows hes wrong and ask itt if he's a man. itt says men can cry. YES ITT.
there is silence and day tells itt to sit. it does not move. day says if itt doesn't want him to drive him out then sit. itt inches closer but doesn't sit. finally day pulls him down but itt doesn't even look at him.
yes.
(frank cries pretty)
day tells him to stop crying.
flashback to day in when woke up. flashbacks about itt crying. i think it's day having the flash back because itt is trying not to cry. day grabs his chin, strokes his cheek and tears. the music. show, i know what u are.
itt just breaks on down. okay, in the middle of this, day pinches his cheek or does something. inflicting pain on itt in some way is his thing.
but now itt is begging for his old day back. TIP HIM OVER. don't hurt my heart. it gets close, itt leans on day for comfort and day lets him. clearly, not knowing how to deal with this. we get an almost kiss? itt wants it but day pulls away last second.
because ~ feels ~
he can't do ~ feels ~
way to end. with more hurt. discomfort. and day having to confront the fact that he has feelings.
ep end. ep 5 hello!
so the way mac was given to nan in the book was way different. i laugh bc in the show, mac could've just tipped mac over and broke away
they combined meen and nam, nam owns the cakeshop and meen is the ex-girlfriend but either
hear we go. ep 3. some of my thoughts and views will be based on the show and the books. i'm watching the uncut version of bl factory now and...thoughts. warnings of abuse. something like a review, more like my thoughts. i like the show either way.
ep starts with an extended cut? this time. we see itt putting day to bed. day wants to know where night is. he's picking again. itt is over but it but allowing it. itt goes to sleep on the couch.
alright. day used to live that mafia life. is mr. kamol's boy. he took them in and raised day and night. great role model. kamol is dating kim. day's not really ex. wild. but given this series? one of the most normal things to happen. lmao day was an ass. is an ass. we see in a flash back that itt helped day apologize to some people.
he's still an ass.
aww mr. kamol tells day he loves itt. oh. kim used to run away from kamol to day and itt....why is he running? day does not trust the whole he loves itt thing but he takes to kim and kamol pretty well.
day can't believe it because he feels like he changed too much. at least he knows himself.
kamol calls him his boy and that brings a look of 'oh he serious, serious.'
also, mafia man calling day his boy
why is everyone rooting for this relationship (including me! but i'm not but i am)
next day? nick and neil visit day. actually, enjoy nick and day's relationship/interactions. nick never takes day's shit. like book nick. always on 100. day does remember neil liked night. whats to know how he ended up with someone like nick.
now he's questioning why he let night and gear be together. and omg. horrible liars are horrible. ya'll he lost his memory, he is not dumb.
then he ask about itt. and welp. yeah buddy. lovers. boyfriends. owner and ownee?nick lets day know that itt couldn't travel without days permission.
flashback.
day is at his barbershop with bell. bell talks about how nice he has become. she could also tell that he had a fight with itt but he's smiling.
still the villian. is it bell, belle or bale? one day, we'll figure it out. i like her when she's calm. oof. doesn't want him to be the day from before.
welp.
flashback over.
ah, she's visiting day in the hospital in present time. omg. he looks so rude. brought gifts from the employees. i really liked her when she was calm.
her and itt are on a walk now. she's telling him to take care of himself. some good life advice.
i mean everyone could start creating an exit plan.
but THAT won't happen. so...on we go.
now we have day and itt alone. itt is cleaning day. day is being him again. telling itt that everyone says they're in love. he ask if itt hiring anyone to fool him. now itt is big mad. thank you. get a upset boy. interesting interaction. when itt yelled before, day said he didn't like it but itt said he was allowed to do it. day said no. itt yells again, day says he doesn't like it and itt adjust, gets pouty-upset.
ugh, exit plan (but also no. i'd stop cleaning him at least)
day gives itt a little hope. day said he wasn't sure if love could happen again. itt ask...well? day says it doesn't know, he has to see. itt smiles.
BOY STAND UP.
alright. cleaning is over. itt gets a phone call. i'm reminded that NONE in this series can hide anything. itt walks away to take the call. day wants it on speaker. itt tell him to mind his own.
itt does not. he did not do that. my wishful thinking.
instead, he hesitates a bit and then day out-right tells him to answer the phone and put it on speaker.
he does.
itt stand up.
we meet ball. good one ball. asking about day. oh no. he asked about YOU. well, that's flirting.
day - who is he?
itt - ball
me - lmao you know that's now what he asked
also, how do you know he flirted day????
flashback.
itt without day. playing in water. being touchy with ball. gear shows up, your dad is coming. oh my. day is here. day jumps into the water and looks feral. everyone looks scared.
end flashback.
ball shows up. day does not want visitors. omg night. night is messy. night loves that ball is here. night loved to ball and itt out of the room together. night you know your brother. pls stop. (pls don't)
ball is all about itt. day does not like.
flash back
day and itt talking about everyone wanting itt. ball calls. itt tries to sneak away to take it. day pulls itt into his lap and proceeds to bite and nip.
kinky. i like.
day likes a chest grab.
end flashback.
day does not want itt going to eat with ball. day death stare.
itt can only think about day. ball is nice. nice scene is nice.
exit plan.
we cut back to day, night and gear. day is jealous. night is egging, gear is egging. all on 10. calm down.
people keep getting this boy cake. cake has also become a trigger of his guilt. cake has layers.
they're back and day demands a massage. itt runs over. stand up. anyway. they're sharing glances and etc. day is shooting glares (if i was ball, i would've left). day says itt is charming and he'll have to put a collar on itt (i'd like to see gif insert) and that makes itt giddy because day has said this to him before.
if u like it, i love it.
night is LIVING for this.
day looks at itt in scary and sexy ways. it's scary and sexy.
finally, day can go home. the parents check in with itt that he'll be okay. he won't. actually.
oof. alright. day's grooming has come back to bite him in the ass. itt gets come compromise. day is giving it to him hard. my poor baby. yes. yell at his ass.
DAY!!!! YOU ARE THE VILLIAN.
(im mad itt got mkaing rice wrong)
but also, itt is BABY BECAUSE YOU MADE HIM THAT WAY. dont push him. oof. i hate that it's funny he's bad at cooking because day is an asshole.
(but also my asshole. one that had the passing thought that itt survive without him)
alright.
the show is wild. i know what you are. we jump from that scene to sexy, re-affirming itt belongs to him shower scene with sexy music.
shower scene. itt pulls days pants without looking at him lmao. starts to clean. day as him to go down. there is sexy in days eyes, there is an order and then is, i'd say, curiosity to see if itt would do it. hand on the back of the neck? oh yeah its happening
episode ends with itt on his knees and day looking pleased.
so we all agree no memory day is enjoying this unknown power he has over itt?
i'm glad we do.
see you in ep 4
[ link to to ep 1/2 write up ]
after reading interview with the vampire I cannot express enough how much old man daniel was a stroke of absolute genius for the show like not only does he facilitate the narrative layers by being a much better journalist on both a doylist and watsonian level who can pick through the unreliable narration but he's also a great character in his own right AND. it's fucking hilarious that every so often we cut out of the main story for some guy to go wait, hold on, you BOTH fucked lestat????
If Tommy doesn’t come back on our screens looking like he’s been dragged through a hedge then put through the washing machine, I’m going to be so mad
I am a WHORE for “the love is requited, they’re both just idiots”
“They are STUPIDLY competent at EVERYTHING except each other.”
Had a random thought when I woke up at 2am and couldn’t get back to sleep that might make the whole bucktommy not talking for 6 months thing make sense.
So Tommy was pretty vulnerable at times with Buck early in their relationship - Talking about being jealous before the kiss and mentioning his issues with his dad later. He also said he was letting Buck set the pace in their relationship in the cut scene with Henren.
Perhaps he was letting Buck set the tone as well?
When Tommy got vulnerable by mentioning his dad, Buck lightened the mood by going with innuendo. Keeping things light and fun and unserious. Maybe this was a thing?
Maybe Tommy was completely blindsided by Buck in 806 because Buck hadn’t been receptive to some of the earlier serious moments. That coupled with it being Buck’s queer awakening relationship made Tommy accept that they weren’t going for the long-haul.
(I don’t know…I’ve been sick since Friday which has been fucking with my sleep and this really just popped into my head and it made some sense)
thinking about him.. happy, flirty, party Tommy (also SCRUNCHY SMILE!!) 💙
Day & Itt's traditional Thai wedding —LOVE SYNDROME III, Episode 12 (Finale)
Updated compilation of Day putting his hand on Itt’s throat, in chronological order based on episode: