Skyclar

amateur young adult and part time turning life into poetry

[clarenzaadela]

I treat you like a gift

You treat me like a giveaway

Vice versa, with different person

[clarenzaadela]

Inevitable farewell, a thing that I hate.

But without it, I'l never understand the value of someone's time, love, and attention.

[clarenzaadela]

Pillow Thought

Each night, I behold my room's ceiling, Lying down weary, Until a moment arrives. My exhaustion stems not from overwork, But from overthought. The only softness where I can rest my head is my pillow, and your shoulder.

[clarenzaadela]

The Meaning of a City

Sounds and dust always blend together A crowd of machines charging ahead, do you concur? This ground we tread on can blush, ever so tender Whatever it is, whenever it may occur Feelings for a city are never amiss I venture far, then yearn for its kiss I rush closer, then am moved, pure and sheer, A glittering land visited Yet also left behind, clear A place to dwell, a joy to find Sometimes falling in love With a city that has stories to unwind A city with stories to tell In every corner that gleams

- Written on a night in May by clarenza

[clarenzaadela]

I've written some beautiful words and phrases on my blank paper, during the day, in front of my office laptop to distract me how gorgeous you are.

[clarenzaadela]

A Call That Led To Us

In October two years ago, a miracle happened. We crossed our paths. Without me searching, sometimes I find myself being brought together.

[clarenzaadela]

It's my 8 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[clarenzaadela]

March 14th, 2022, I thought who you are...

I thought you were one of the baristas who gave short training to the employees until I realized you were one of the cook team of restaurant takeover. Thanks for making my past two weeks of internship more fun and adventurous, btw I was looking for your name but I finally found it out hehehe. 

[clarenzaadela]

Starting tomorrow, 27 February 2022 I will display my final year of college progress here. Day by day. From writing my bachelor thesis, daily activity of my internship, and freelancing project that I take this semester. This page will turn to be my online diary for a while. So, hopefully this method motivates me to get what I want to achieve^^ and It would be a bonus if this kind of content can inspire you too guys. Stay tuned!!!

[clarenzaadela]

To you, R

I’m simping to a guy who has name initial ‘R’. I found him on TikTok and it was unexpected. I fall in love with him virtually, but he does not even know if I exist hahaha poor me. I wrote his name on my notebook and bring his name to my prayer since last week that I want to meet him in the real life. I have crushed on him soooo bad. I think I’ve found him early than 2021, probably on 2019 and it was on the Instagram explore. Random picture of two guys (one of them is him) was sitting inside the fancy restaurant wearing dapper but casual shirt. But I ignored it because i thought it was just a random picture. Thanks to 2021 and TikTok that make me find him again.

Hi, R! If you read this post in the future, I want to say sorry because I like you and make my feeling stay forever here hehehehe.

Let me describe him.

R has dimples, his smile melts my heart everytime I see his videos and smile.

R has big eyes but it becomes slant when he smiles or laughs. So beautiful.

R has superrrr sweet voice. Its a mix of gentleman and kind boy’s voice. Hard to describe it.

R speaks English fluently. He took his bachelor degree abroad so yeah.

R loves to wear plain tshirt I guess? He's not a hypebeast kinda boy.

R is into business.

R is Scorpio

He seems a smart and open-minded young boy.

Damn. Please I want to meet him. Let me in to his heart hehehe.

[clarenzaadela]

Letter For Someone in The Unknown Future

Dear my future soulmate,

Maybe I don't know you now, or perhaps I already do. Are we friends or strangers? I have no idea about that. All I want to say is, please wait for me. Don't rush into marriage with another girl.

I'm here, writing this Tumblr post for you. I hope we can meet at the truly right time. Not too soon, but also not too late.

I don't know what your name is, or maybe I already know it. I don't know what you look like, what you're doing right now, what difficulties, happy moments, or sadness you're facing. I'm writing this so that in the future, you can know that you're not really alone. There's me, from afar, praying for you, thinking about you, and capturing my feelings about you in this Tumblr post.

I hope we share the same energy and don't hurt each other.

I hope we have some things in common. It's okay if not a lot. At least we share some hobbies, listen to similar music, have the same favorite foods, or share the same life purpose. I hope so.

Okay, soulmate, until we meet in the mysterious future. See ya!

[clarenzaadela]

If I can not be your queen, let me be your bee because you call me baBEE.

[clarenzaadela]

Senandung Embun

Embun.

Tidak pernah aku melihat prosesmu, hanya hasil

Embun.

Kau dingin

Embun.

Pagi hari adalah kesempatanmu, malam hari juga tetap begitu

Sinar surya boleh mengeringkanmu

Tapi angin malam memunculkanmu

Embun.

Tetesan bilur air setiap pagi, tanda semangat yang selalu baru

[clarenzaadela]

My Earliest Memory

I still remember when i was 3 and my mom bought me a pair of blue shoes. The shoes which i wore for my first day of kindergarten. I was really happy with that. I always asked my mom

“Mom, when i go to school? I want to wear this shoes.”

I was waiting for school badly.Really. I was very excited for my first day of school just because i had a pair of new shoes. I ocassionally tried to wear the shoes and walked like a model in front of mirror. Simple but precious to me. I love that memory when i was very excited to go to school. I hope i have that spirit and excitement from that day forth.

#30dayswritingchallenge

[clarenzaadela]

Three Problems With Social Media

#30dayswritingchallenge

Let me do this. 30 days writing challenge. I don’t know i can’t do this consistently or not but I hope I can.

. Who doesn’t have any social media account? I bet we’re having social media even though you’d never use it. In 2006 until right now, social media growth so fast following the generations and I feel it. But there are many problems happening when the social media increase from several years ago.

1. Kidnapped and criminal from the internet

With social media, we can connect each other and open the world wider. We can say hi to people 1234500 miles away from us. We can sell something and earn money, we can have new friends. But the user of social media like Facebook, for example, they still underage that making Facebook’s biodata false. They fill the sign-up form with fake data. They’d write 19 years old but actually still 10. They are starting to chat with the stranger they don’t even know or meet before. And the child not-wise enough to face the situation. They lost from their house with stranger from Facebook or another social media. Sadly.

2. Follower is matter

Honestly, I hate this. If you have many followers on your Instagram, twitter, tumblr, or whatever, you’re famous. You’ll feel like you had everything. People compete to get followers as much as they can to increase their popularity, even they don’t have any special things such talent, or something inspiring. Hey please stop. Social media isn’t always a good way to get attention. Do something good in the real and you’ll be happier than have much followers.

3. It makes you live online

People besides you could be so far away when you starring at your phone for hours. But people 12345 miles away from you could be closer than people beside you. I love that. It sometimes helps you to communicate with your family or friends whenever you’re far from them. But, use it wisely. Live offline and greet people around you. It would be more exciting!

 Well done. I use social media too.Until right now, my mom still give me advises to use those wisely and carefully.

Let’s do another writing challenge tomorrow!

May 27, 2017

[clarenzaadela]

Me retire from my homework

[clarenzaadela]

When you have so many things you want to buy and get but unfortunately you dont have enough money