Girl in the War

25. Mother. Radfem. Over educated loser. Complex-PTSD and BPD.

[jphcrk-deactivated20251128]

[rootfauna-deactivated20180326]

It’s true folks! Though I think his cause of death is still listed as a ‘probable’ suicide, here’s a now deleted Facebook post he made 

[kermitlesbian]

tbh… women dont exist to heal men

[yesbpdbabe-deactivated20210115]

i am a:

⚪️man

⚪️woman

🔘borderline

looking for:

⚪️men

⚪️women

🔘reassurance that the people i love actually care about me and won’t abandon me at any given moment

[undesireabble]

Everyone: don’t kill yourself!! Everyone will miss you!!!

My BPD ass: …good…

[clark-bagel]

Someone: Wow you're so easy to talk to! I feel like our personalities fit so well together!

Me: thanks i made this one special just for you

[diaryofaborderlineman]

A day in the life of someone with BPD explained with SpongeBob gifs

[angel-vein-blog]

little self-care things:

suicide

[maxmayfield-deactivated20171228]

30-odd years later, Mike Wheeler watches The Force Awakens and Dustin, beside him in the theatre, nudges him in the ribs. 

[clark-bagel]

fp: *has been distant for a few days*

my bpd ass: *mourns the loss of the relationship and of my soulmate; cries myself hysterically to sleep; cannot get out of bed in the morning*

[fyp-psychology]

For years mental health professionals taught people that they could be psychologically healthy without social support, that ‘unless you love yourself, no one else will love you’ …The truth is, you cannot love yourself unless you have been loved and are loved. The capacity to love cannot be built in isolation.

Bruce D. Perry, The Boy Who Was Raised as a Dog (via fyp-psychology)

[stupidsoftie-deactivated2018091]

me ,  mugging you in an alley : give me your fucking attention

[shoppingstars]

things no one tells you about bpd

the multiples panic attacks you get when it feels like someone is abandoning you and you feel like you’re going to die exactly in that moment

feeling like every day is the same and the agony of having the idea in your mind that nothing is real due to dissociation

when you’re bored and it’s not like you’re just bored, it’s like there is something crushing your mind and sometimes you even get headaches because it’s literally void void void void

trying so hard to be a good person but still feeling like you’re a monster

invalidating yourself whenever you feel bad but get hit by a mood swing a few minutes later, so you’re probably faking the illness because you just felt bad for a moment, it doesn’t matter the intensity of the feeling, you’re healthy

triggering yourself on purpose when you feel invalid

being triggered when someone is talking about their problems with you and your hyper empathy acts up

also not being able to help a lot when you don’t feel very empathic and feeling like you’re worthless

no one knows how sad it is when someone you like tells you they will be offline to sleep/eat/whatever

[surfandwrite]

*whispers during sex* thanks for temporarily filling my existential emptiness with ur dick

[bpd-bullshit]

sometimes I believe I honestly just don’t exist

[bpder]

luv when u tell ppl about ur crippling fear of abandonment and then they leave u

[themotivationjournals]

I think I fall in love a little bit with anyone who shows me their soul. This world is so guarded and fearful. I appreciate rawness so much.

Emery Allen  (via wordsnquotes)

[caringcoffeechats]

i deserve ice cream and a cute boyfriend