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OD'd back in 2022, ghosted everyone and yeah. Sober since 2023 and just going through life

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S A M E D R I N K

N E W L O C A T I ON

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Y E E

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N O T A N A L C O H O L I C

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I S L A N D L I F E

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C O R O N A

Just got off work posted up to get some DoorDash done for a minute

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You ever just get the urge to put a lit cigarette out in your eye??….no just me…..maybe I am drunk lol

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Just wanna kill myself again. I thought I was doing all right, but I ran into a few old accounts some old friends account and it just made me realize how much I have lost so if anyone’s got the H hook up for either H or F in South Florida let me know

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I A M G O I N G T O D I E

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Been free for my addiction for over 1000 days but a drink every once in a while is ok. Haven’t smoke weed, Coke, Molly and haven’t had any liquor. It’s crazy if you told me I would be live like like this six years ago I’d be surprised mainly because I figured I’d be dead. My mental health is still shit but it’s getting there.

Just using this as a vent page since my other social media’s have sober friends and shit on there

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My mental health has taken a huge down turn this past year and I’m honestly about ready to give in. Im on my last breath.

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Honestly I just need to let it out. Regardless who sees this…there’s not much you can do. I’m done with life. I’ve found a painless way to end things and it’s over. I’m done trying to stay afloat for only to have to lift myself back up again every few weeks. I’ve dealt with my depression and BPD for almost a decade now (medicated) but I’m just tired…I’m tired of all the friends I’ve lost, the relationships that have ended. I’m tired of being by myself for so long. I thought trying to settle down in a city again would help forge new connections but it’s only made that feeling worse.

The end is not the end…at least not my belief. I’m a firm believer in reincarnation that’s there’s life after death, so maybe our paths will cross again. I wish they would, I’ve met so many wonderful people since 2015 and thought I could hold on and get through this but my mental health has just kept spiraling downwards.

I tried jumping off this balcony last night but could never get the courage to take that first step. I sat there on the ledge for hours until the sun came up hoping I could just let go. But even though my mind knew once I let go it wouldn’t be my problem anymore, even as drunk as I was my body still wouldn’t let me. So I’ve found a way to take that control out of my body’s way.

Just thanks for all the memories you’ve all left with me and hopefully I left some with you. Live a good life and maybe we’ll see each other in the next life.

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hey y’all, had to make a new account since I can’t log into this one. I think I deleted the email associated with that account years ago.

anyways here’s a copy post from my steam account of what happened and is happening in my life

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If you knew me from before, SimplePropHunt, BananaShack, QuesoGaming. Sorry y’all mental health is a b*tch. 

Kind of lost myself for a few years. Couple of OD’s, Alcoholism (but y’all probably knew that lol). 

Back in May 2022, I did OD and woke up days later in a hospital. Didn't really know what to do, so I stayed offline and left. 

I traveled down to Key West got addicted to Molly and drank a lot, till I got arrested. Thankfully it was my first arrest so I got a Year probation and then the charge was dropped (Arrested in 2023). I’ve been sober since 10/19/2023, well 09/07/2023 if you count the day I was arrested. But I use my Sober date as the day I got out of Jail (10/19) and started probation. 

I stayed in Key West eventually working at the Sober Clubhouse till I left in October 2025 and moved to Arizona where I reconnected with some friends I traveled with in 2021, lived off grid for a few months but that life isn’t for me….well the way it was being done on that property isn’t for me. 

Im currently back in Portland Oregon, taking care of some ID issues, getting my passport again, and we’ll see from there. Might move back to Key West. I loved it down there. Easy money and a slow pace of life while still maintaining a small city vibe. 

I’ve been diagnosed Bipolar and an unnamed Personality Disorder and got on some Meds in the Jail that I’ve maintained and they’ve helped a lot. I kind of freaked when I logged into this account so I deleted all the friends on here. 

Sorry how my actions have affected everyone and I wish I could go back and get on these meds years ago but honestly I wouldn’t have traded it for the life I’ve lived. I’ve done RV, Skoolie, Van Life. I’ve lived on a Sailboat, I’m Sober, I’ve met so many amazing people on my travels and have made so many memories. It’s been a great life 

I can’t log into my other account the one without a Vac ban so this is what I’ve got