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nini's digital diary

[kosmogrl]

[reapering]

gps but for a way out of this

[hecata]

#it just says “through” :(

[heartwombmind]

we just have to trust the unfolding

[papayajuan2019]

every year youre alive are your formative years idiot, it came with your life

[wizardpostsdotorg]

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

[weltenwellen]

Marie Howe, from “Watching Television”, What the Living Do

[creativespark]

Salman Toor, The Reader, 2022 oil on linen, 18" x 24"

[intactics-deactivated20250505]

tactics to remain intact ❔

keep a part of yourself reserved for yourself alone and build a relationship with the silence at the heart of your solitude. who you are before that silence is the closest thing you can get to an unobstructed view of yourself. the noisier it is in your head, the further away you are from the middle. take medication if it helps keep the volume down. remain in your body and listen to it. whatever the day disintegrates within you, make some attempt to reintegrate it each night. whatever emotion is shaking you like a rabbit in the jaws of a dog, go limp and wait for the dog to finish before you take action or speak rashly. keep all promises to yourself. eat and sleep and drink as well as you can. figure out what makes the integity of your self worse and quit doing it. show up every day to the job of taking care of yourself. forge close personal bonds with your peers, if you can locate some peers. dance.

[eatpussypraylove]

If you commit to nothing, you’ll be distracted by everything

[phlebotomies]

choices made in anger is such a crazy image. if you know what i'm talking about

[phlebotomies]

i'm gonna thrup

[blackpyrefly]

"what if things were different" is a poisoned well and drinking from it will kill you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[wuntrum]

pioneering something called "gritted teeth optimism" where everything is gonna turn out okay even if i have to bite and claw and gnash my way through it

[anditslove]

Andrea Gibson, Birthday

[eatpussypraylove]

If you commit to nothing, you’ll be distracted by everything

[aworsening]

Your life is changing, whether you like it or not

i., vi. Stop This Train, John Mayer / ii. @alisonzai / iii. Yes, I'm Changing, Tame Impala / iv. @exai / v. A Little Life, Hanya Yanagihara

For @sdavirose

[heateron]

hearts of darkness (1991) dir. eleanor coppola, george hickenlooper, fax bahr

[claudemonetess]

[habaebiti]

A Story To Tell | Rozana Eid Collection