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In the lighting you can really see the bumps on my forehead. My upper lips, cheeks and chin is breaking out really bad too. :(

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I'm a unicorn!!! I have a giant cyst growing right in between my eyebrows. It's so beautiful. Since taking the vitamin I have noticed my face is breaking out less. Hopefully I'll be Able to have a pretty face without any makeup on (here I'm wearing quite a bit of makeup).

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Since taking that "vitamin" I've noticed my face has broken out a bit more, but they are little white heads. My skins feels softer and my lips are fuller. And my nose looks huge in this pic. Haha. I also got a "hormone balancing" cream that's supposed to be here soon. Hopefully my face becomes clear soon. I can't wear makeup without breaking out and it makes me so sad. Any makeup suggestions? I'm going to Disneyland and want to wear makeup all day but I don't want my face to be gross at the end of the day.

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Collagen 1/31/14

So I mentioned that I bought a vitamin supplement that got great reviews on amazon. It's supposed to be great for your skin and joints. So far it's just making my knees hurt, but my lips do look a bit fuller. I suppose it's too early to know if it'll do anything to help my skin so I'll keep on keeping on 😌

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Shopping

Bad things happen when you're bored and have a credit card and access to online shopping. Anywho.. I bought some vitamin supplements, they are supposed to be good for your skin. Hopefully they work, Since my insurance won't cover my accutane and it would cost me about $5000 to do it. Oh well. In a year I'll be able to afford it. Hopefully these pills work okay to help clear my face until then.

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Obamacare!

Obama you're an effing piece of shit! My insurance got dropped! Thank you so much for the "affordable care act". Because of it I can't afford medical treatment for my face. I get to be ugly forever. Thanks, you douche! I can't wait until you're out of office.

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Phones suck!

Ever since my iPhone updated I can't upload pictures. Anyone else having this problem??

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Period

Has anyone that's been on accutane for a little bit noticed if it's changing your period? If so, how has it changed it? I'm just curious because the next time I'm on my period I'll be on accutane too. Thanks!

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Facebook!

I have 2 different facebook pages. One for me and one for Yardsale stuff.. yep, Im a loser.

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You can see up my nose. Yay for the 3 giant cysts going away on my chin/lip. And I have a giant cyst next to my left ear. I can't wait for clear skin.

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40mg

My new derm is awesome. She is going to start me on 40mg.. That seems a little high to me. But I don't care! I get a pretty face! What was your starting mg? (If anyone reads this).

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Derm appointment tomorrow with new dermatologist. I'm a bit nervous.

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Pictures

I hate having my picture taken. I hate being in pictures. Everyone telling you to smile pretty. You can't smile pretty with an ugly, acne ridden face and braces on your teeth.. Can't wait for a pretty smile and a clear beautiful face.

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Really!

I got told today (by a psychologist) that I didn't need to go on accutane. She then proceeded to name off a list of medication that I should try/be on. I hate to break it to you lady, I've been on about 90% of those meds you named off and some you didn't name. I'm on 3 (at the same time) right now!! And even with those 3 I have about 3-4 cysts on my face at any given time. And a bunch of little tiny partying acne groups on my face. I'm done. And if my derm is ready to give me the medication after everything we've tried, I really don't think it's your place to open your mouth or judge. Sure maybe my face doesn't look as bad to some people as others faces do. But I'm done being on 3 medications at the same time just to keep my face looking "eh, okay". I want flawless skin like almost every other person has. I've tried every other avenue and now I'm entitled to try accutane with out judgement or opinions of others (unless they are nice opinions of course:)). Rant over!

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Yay for a cyst on my eye brow!! It's So awesome! At least the one on the side of my mouth is going away. How do I stop picking!?!?!? Blood work in 18 days. Yay!

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Great day

Nothing makes you feel better about your face then a six year old telling you that you'd look better without all those red freckles on your face. 

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You're killing me smalls

My Derm MOVED!!! I have to start with a new derm :( . I don't like this one single bit. What if they say that I can't do accutane.. I might just punch em in the baby maker if thats the case. Anywho, I've had my braces on for 6 months and my teeth are starting to move. Hopefully only another 6 months.