Hey remember me? It’s the crazy Caitalee Girl
For those who know me, I know I have a LOT of explaining to do with my most recent absence. I’m not going to get into a lot of details. But first let to me just apologize to everyone. I don’t why I’m apologizing but I just feel like i really need to.
Anyways to my main point.
My father, passed away two months ago,battling cancer. And it really really really shattered me completely as some people who have known me for a long time, know my dad and I didn’t always see eye to eye, but I had a lot of love for that man. When he passed I was filled with nothing but regret, and shame with myself because, I’ve only spent 6 years of my life with my father, and I’m 21. It’s not a lot of time spent with him. My father did a lot for me in my years growing up and I never really appreciate him until this last year I got to spend with him. But I know he’s in a better place right now.
So lately I have not been myself at all. I’ve been trying to focus on things to distract my mind like drawing, because my father adored my drawings no matter how horrible and crap they are.
I really don’t know if I’m going to keep this blog going because right now..because my head is not in the right place. I’ll keep posting drawings that I do if any of them are League related, but I think the fact that I haven’t played league in 6 months says I don’t have a passion to playing the game anymore, that and my computer is packed up somewhere idk..doesn’t still mean I won’’t whip out a hot steamy pile of shitty Caitalee stuff or whatever
If I decided I want to come back it’ll mostly be on another blog linked to this one. But I’m still debating wether or not to do so. Anyways..
I love you all I appreciate your suffering with me these past 3 years <3
(Also just realized Nid’s hair is the same color as the background...totally not the intention fuck me)
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