you bleed the color of ambition

raiz. 21. this is just personal stuff in my life ig. i follow for @studyraiz

[honeyhauntart]

say hi pack of pixies! 🍃✨

[cleverrrose]

aabria learning exactly why gift of gab should not have been allowed lmao

[cleverrrose]

i don’t know when

i stopped

saying

i love you

but i’m ready to begin

loving you

again

[cleverrrose]

i miss the feeling of our first kiss

getting drunk off the feeling of your lips on mine

we’ve kissed so many times since then

but i’ll never get the feeling of a beginner back

[theglitchywriterboi]

I hope every writer who sees this writes LOADS the next few months. Like freetime opens up, no writers block, the ability to focus, etc etc you're able to write loads & make lots of progress <3

[cleverrrose]

have a new book idea,,,, excited

[sehnsuchts-trunken]

a “which major arcana would be your patron” quiz for all tarot people, arcana fans and obviously everyone else who’s interested or bored

[cleverrrose]

https://uquiz.com/quiz/gujw3Y?p=3339049

which court would you be in if you were in acofaf quiz

[hugsandnoregrets]

okay but like if carmy and sydney just kept getting closer and didnt date at all but like they go grocery shopping together and do recipe practice together and then eventually theyre like “wouldnt it just be easier if we carpool to work” which becomes “lets be roommates” and then in like season 5 of my imagination everyone is like “so when are you and sydney getting engaged” and theyre like “what” and they havent even kissed but they live together and spend all their free time hanging out inventing recipes and being chefs of mutual respect because they’re too stupid to realize they are in love lol 

[cleverrrose]

see i like this but it would also kill me

[cleverrrose]

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[cleverrrose]

have not really been on tumblr in a bit but might start ranting on here again bc I need to go NC w my dad and his family but also don’t know how to deal with that and I can’t afford therapy rn

[hollydermovoi]

“I know I’ve told this story before, but my abusive ex refused to let me take birth control. I was on the pill until he found them in my purse. I went to the Student Health Center—they were completely unhelpful, choosing to lecture me about the importance of safe sex (recommending condoms) instead of actually listening to my problem. Then I went to Planned Parenthood. The Nurse Practitioner took one look at my fading bruises and stopped the exam. She called in the doctor. The doctor came in and simply asked me: “Are you ready to leave him?” When I denied that I was being abused, she didn’t argue with me. She just asked me what I needed. I said I need a birth control method that my boyfriend couldn’t detect. She recommended a few options and we decided on Depo. When I told her that my boyfriend read my emails and listened to my phone messages and was known to follow me, she suggested to do the Depo injections at off hours when the clinic was normally closed. She made a note in my chart and instructed the front desk never to leave messages for me—instead, she programmed her personal cell phone number into my phone under the name “Nora”. She told me she would call me to schedule my appointments; she wouldn’t leave a message, but I should call her back when I was able to. And that was it. No judgment. No lecture. She walked me to the door and told me to call her day or night if I needed anything. That she lived 5 blocks from campus and would come get me. That I wasn’t alone. That she just wanted me to be safe. I never called her to come to my rescue. But I have no doubt that she would have come if I had called. She kept me on Depo for a year, giving me those monthly injections in secret, helping me prevent a desperately unwanted pregnancy. I cannot thank Planned Parenthood enough for the work they do.”

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Curious Georgiana (via grrrlstudies)

I know I’ve reblogged this before, but it bears re-reblogging (?).  This is how you respond to abuse, this is how you give people control over their bodies/uteruses, this is how you act as a generally non-judgmental and compassionate person.  I love this story so fucking much.

(via coffeewithants)

[cleverrrose]

it is morning and you lean over me

all i see is your smile and your eyes and the halo of golden light around you

for these few moments there exists nothing else

only me and you and the sun

your soft skin and your soft lips and your soft hands holding mine

your soft love under the covers

h.r.d. || 7 a.m. will stay with me forever

[cleverrrose]

my hips are wide

my love cradles them in his hands and whispers sweet things

these are beautiful hips

they are magnificent

ethereal

he rubs love into them with his fingertips

kisses his words into my skin

my hips are wide yet

they are deserving of my love and his

my stomach is soft

it is malleable under my hands

i poke and prod and frown

the women of magazines boast flat stomachs

but my stomach is good still

its softness is a comfort

it is a softness that babies cling to

that soothes them when they cry

a softness that cradles them and brings them warmth

my stomach is soft yet

they are deserving of a child’s love and mine

my nose is crooked

it has a bend in the bridge

a sharp corner

where others have a straight slope i have none

my profile is not one of beauty

it is one that i have wished away

but there is beauty

it is the nose of my mother’s family

one that breathes in and out every day and gives me life

it allows me the joy of a flowers scent

who dare tell a girl to reject the features of her grandmothers

her mother

her sisters

who dare tell a girl that her features must be mutilated

must be altered

must bend to the ideals of others

my nose is crooked yet

it is deserving of my love and all others

my body is not for your hands

it was molded by the divine

it is beautiful

your thoughts will not mar this flesh

who are you to question the creation of god

she made me out of love

and my body is love

it has no room for your hate

h.r.d. || learning to love myself

[puds-archive]

what a good morning!! im gonna draw a dog!!

[puds-archive]

apRIL FOOLS I DREW TWO DOGS THEY’RE BEST FRIENDS

[thebloggerskaramazov-deactivate]

the only good april fool’s joke

[uberfluss]

first 5 faceless emojis are how your summers gonna go