KATIEKINS

We only become what we are by the radical and deep-seated refusal of that which others have made of us.

[befitzgeraldwriting]

For weeks now, I have only felt like left overs. Each time we kiss I can feel your tongue searching my mouth for an old taste, the last morsels of a devoured girl. Heating me up with friction under bed sheets will not cut it anymore. Sometimes, I find myself fantasizing about what it would be like to hold the number one line on your grocery list. Darling, if I am being honest, lately I barely feel like a sixth priority. I bet you pen me down somewhere in between orange juice and pancake batter. I would kill to be your coffee cup each morning. I want to feel that vital. Damnit, I want to matter.

b.e.fitzgerald (via befitzgeraldwriting)

[papertossconfessions-blog]

[magically-dreaming-of-paradise]

“I don’t want to be second best anymore. I don’t want to be the other option if the first one doesn’t work out. I don’t want to be ‘the other girl.’ I want to be first. I want to be wanted. I want to be loved. ”

- Like they always say, second place is the first loser (m.y.)

[superbeethoughts]

Making me jealous will only push me away from you. It wont make me want you more. I’m not very competitive, If i see someone who’s making you a lot happier than I am, I’ll back up because I’ll assume you want that person a lot more. Although it’ll hurt seeing someone other than me make you happy, I’ll leave it to them to keep you entertained. I don’t like the feeling of being unwanted or being just second best. I’m a very jealous person and i hate it.

(via superbeethoughts)

[remanence-of-love]

I know there’s someone they will always choose over me…

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[forgottenfeeelings]

I’m always the substitute for everyone.

Never the one (via forgottenfeeelings)

[liveasheroes]

[bigbaldhead-deactivated20241021]

🥂

[andrewbelami]

I wanna be hot enough to make people question their sexual orientation

[bobbsayshi]

Things They Don't Teach You in School

•Lincoln believed white people were the superior race •Gandhi hated black people •The CIA brought illegal drugs into the country •Ronald Reagan was the devil •White people mutated from the Dravidian Albinos and would be nothing without POC

[pastelpapi]

•9/11 was coordinated by the Bush administration •The laws written 15 years ago where pushed and backed by the kkk •Black people explored the world before white people where civilized and whitewashed history

[tastelessfashion]

•Christopher Columbus ain’t shit.

[nico-incognito]

*The father of modern gynecology experimented and tortured black women during slavery for his findings. *The government was successfully sued for the murder of Martin Luther King, Jr. *The CIA introduced crack/cocaine into inner-cities across the US *The US had been sterilizing many WoC *In the Tuskegee experiments, the US gave STDs and other diseases, including syphilis to unknowing black men. *Japan was already in line to surrender when we bombed Nagasaki and Hiroshima *The US created the Taliban

[bytdwd-deactivated20160724]

Tea sipping shit. I re logged this earlier. But this list got longer

[donidarkowitz]

Jesus…

[sweetmintchocolatewitch]

• Native Americans had to register to become American • Black Panthers once watched over the police to prevent unjust arrests and beatings • Native American children were massively murdered when schools got too full • Black people were in zoos • There were Asian concentration camps during WW2

[thesavingera]

*The World’s largest Great White shark ever recorded in history fed off of slaves thrown over the ships *Gay white plantation owners used to rape the slave men in front of the slave’s wives, children, and friends. They used this method to deter the slaves from revolting or any other unwanted acts. *Plantation owner would make a “deal” with the hardest working male slave to bore 10 children and he will be set free. Creating the stereotype of black men leaving and abandoning their children. *Harriet Tubman’s first husband, a freed man, tried to discourage Harriet’s mission to free as many slaves as she could he threatening to tell her over.

[wildlyunlikelybabe]

We were taught that about Abe but this is some important info

[athenadark]

Male slaves would have their teeth removed - the front two to mark them as slaves if they escaped and the back ones for sale

one of the reasons for landowners to back the revolution was that England had abolished slavery and wanted to bring it across to the colonies - one hundred years before slavery was abolished

the US has been responsible for almost every major conflict of the last one hundred years and interfered in the others almost always for drugs or oil

the great depression was entirely caused by the newly developed aggro farming of the 1920s

the US accidentally sank several ships of Jewish refugees in WW2 including one mostly full of children

[palaiasaurus64]

•in Africa the white men that were there to “collect” the slaves would give tribes guns. This was in order to have tribes turn against each other so the “weak” tribe members would be sent to America.

•During the Armenian Genocide, families would potentially be spared if the oldest daughter had her face and arms tattooed with blue X’s. These blue X’s signified that the Turkish soldiers could do anything they wanted to her. [I met a woman that this happened to, while she ended up having a husband and children and had some sort of happiness in life. It was hard to look at her. Not because of the X’s but by what happened to her because they were there.]

[gold-epoch]

*Southern black people were convicted of “crimes” (walking by the railroad, looking a certain way) after slavery had been abolished and forced to do hard labor like working in mines for weeks without seeing the sun where they had to drink stagnant water sitting at the bottom of the mines, being whipped and killed if they ran away. A lot of black people were put in jail during the cotton season when men, women, and children were whipped and killed while working in the fields.

*Southern black people were enslaved in this same time period (after slavery was abolished) through imaginary debt that white people claimed that they had and they couldn’t pay it back because the person that they were “indebted” to set all the terms.

*The literally “Constitution” of the Confederacy says that the point of their nation is slavery.  Don’t listen to people who say its about states rights.

*A lot of Republicans switched from being Democrats bc of the integrated military, the Civil Rights and Voting Rights Acts because they didn’t want to vote in the same party as black people. The literal founding of their party is racism.

[theburbsmuse]

because this has gotten longer

[blacksleepingbeauty]

- Native children were rounded up by white people and put into boarding schools where most of them were brutally beaten and raped repeatedly while also being banned from seeing their parents ever again.

- White men would rape their way into native bloodlines just so they could be “legally entitled” to land, money and livestock that was reserved for natives.

-Native reservations were purposely established in places that were uninhabitable (i.e. poor soil, sparse food & water etc.) This was a way of forcing assimilation.

-Many cultures of PoC recognized more than just 2 genders before white supremacy came in with that basic shit.

-Ghandi also beat his wife

-America has a very long history of wartime sexual violence

[anjieluvs-deactivated20221031]

Dear God

[introvertunites]

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[bemusedlybespectacled]

how to “get” fahrenheit temps

think of it as a percentage of heat

40% hot? eh, kind of on the chilly side

75% hot? that’s pretty warm now

20% hot? that’s actually not warm at all

110% hot? we’re dying

[ineffabells]

IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW

[lich-of-the-golgari]

Fun fact: the Fahrenheit scale is used in temperature according to how it feels to a human. So looking at in percents actually is what you should do

[s3diya]

Now can I get a cheat sheet for Celsius

[tomorroejones-deactivated202209]

Ask water how hot it feels.

[liftingwayoflife]

We ain’t all perfect..

[wrecklesswander]

And you think you’re getting better, you really do. But then one day you wake up and everything is back. And you have this huge, aching hole in your heart and you can never fill the void in you. No matter what you do, it just seems to get bad again.

(via thatbrokengirl)

[bellygangstaboo]

Say it louder for the racists in the back

[theprocast]

You’re going to meet this girl, this woman, and she’s going to flip your world upside down. But if she’s the one, you’ll ask yourself how you ever lived right side up

Nicholas A Browne (via theprocast)

[i-llneverbegoodenough-deactivat]

don’t get me wrong sex is great but what I want is her here sleeping in my arms snoring in my ear and me switching my position yet she still ends up grabbing me in her sleep. That to me is way better than any sex that I could ever have.