forever confused

"I'm not sure what I am, I just know there is something dark in me."

[marci1900]

[poems-and-words]

[poems-and-words]

Book of the day: Me Beofre You by Jojo Moyes

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[tullipsink]

I remember not wanting to get out of bed, and everyone yelling at me to stop going to sleep so late. But it wasn’t that, I was not tired at all. I was sad, I was so very sad that even getting out of bed seemed pointless to me. It was hard, being so sad that it became a struggle to get up in the mornings.

A.M.// sadness really fucking hurts (via tullipsink)

[ignorierend]

Can someone tell me that I’m not a bad person and everything will be ok? Please, I can’t breathe anymore.

(via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

[chrrywhine]

[cloexdreamer]

I want to tell you how my mom came home drunk tonight and was an ass to me until she passed out. I want to tell you how today was shit when you ask me how my day went. I want to tell you how much I miss you and how I want you here to hug me and just make everything better. but I can't because that'd mean you knew how messed up my life was. And if you knew that you'd leave. So today was fine.

[saveyourselfstayalive]

I don’t even know where my sadness is coming from anymore.

(via saveyourselfstayalive)

[halseycon]

[still-hoping-for-better-days]

My heads pounding. I wish I wouldn’t wake up anymore. The worse part is I don’t even know why I’m so upset anymore. I have to carry this pain around all the time but no one notices. Then I just bite my tongue because it’s not worth it. Why would anyone want to know anyways? It’s nothing. I’m fine. I’m fine. That’s what I keep telling myself anyways.

[satanhaus-deactivated20220217]

Growing up in an abusive household is a fucking trip dude……If you’ve never had someone angrily wash a dish at you or fold a sock in your direction then how are you gonna understand why I get nervous when you quietly do the laundry, or why I ask “are you mad at me?” when you set the bag of groceries down too hard? It’s a totally different way of living and it impacts you long after you’ve left the situation.

[missinyouiskillingme]

Fuck you for leaving. Fuck you for all the times you made me cry. Fuck you for giving up on me. Fuck you for making me feel special. Fuck you for saying things like that and not meaning it. Fuck you for lying to me. But most of all: Fuck you for leaving me when I needed you the most. Fuck you because I still miss you.

I was worth it // R.R. (via missinyouiskillingme)

[longliveustherecklessandthebrave]

Their anger hurts my ears, been running strong for seven years, Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all.

“Stay Together for the Kids” ~Blink 182 (via longliveustherecklessandthebrave)

[maanraketje-deactivated20180824]

[cloexdreamer]

I miss when I was way more fucked up and I didn't eat and I was skinny. I miss when you could see my ribs and my hip bones and I knew people who stare

[real-demons]

[c-isnenegro]

[skinny-minny-thigh-gap]

People get tired of you being so sad all the time. So they leave.

maybe this is why people leave me all the time. (via beautifully–repulsive)