Cloudy Bluesky

Thankful for everything in your life makes you happy through your life.

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Tentang meninggalkan atau ditinggalkan. Entah sudah berapa kali pertanyaan ini diajukan, tapi sepertinya baru sekarang aku memiliki jawaban yang aku rasai paling sesuai dengan hatiku.

Aku lebih memilih meninggalkan, bila itu sesuatu yang aku yakini bisa kembali kapan saja. Seperti keluarga yang berkumpul saat momen hari raya setelah sekian lama terpisah jarak dan waktu, kemudian harus meninggalkan satu sama lain lagi untuk bisa menghidupkan harinya. Aku tidak ingin ditinggalkan, aku tidak suka perasaan yang datang saat satu per satu pergi ke tujuan masing-masing dan menyisakan aku seorang diri. Maka... aku akan pergi terlebih dahulu sebelum yang lain meninggalkan.

Lain hal bila mengikutsertakan 'cinta yang lain' di dalamnya. Aku tahu, kalian mengerti maksudku. Bila dia pergi tanpa aku yakin akankah dia kembali atau menemukan sosok lain yang akan mengisi hatinya. Aku lebih memilih untuk dia meninggalkanku, ya aku lebih milih ditinggalkan. Kan akan menyakitkan? Ya, tapi aku jauh lebih takut akan hadirnya rasa menyesal di kemudian hari. Aku selalu takut tentang itu. Menyesal selalu datang di penghujung cerita, bukan? Lalu rasanya ingin mengulang waktu, rasanya akan selalu ingin membodohkan diri sendiri, tapi kita tidak bisa melakukan apapun yang dapat merubahnya. Berbeda dengan sakit yang timbul saat ditinggalkan, aku yakin di masa mendatang aku bisa menyembuhkannya.

Ah, sepertinya keyakinanlah kunci dari semuanya ya?

Bagaimana dengan kalian? Tentang meninggalkan dan ditinggalkan, kalian lebih memilih apa?

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Aku suka sekali melakukan perjalanan. Aku suka sekali dengan perasaanku yang membuncah setiap kali aku tiba & berjalan di stasiun atau bandara, lebih lagi saat berkendara motor yang cukup jauh. Bahkan, jujur saja, dulu setiap kali pulang dari perantauan kuliah, aku jauh lebih gembira saat berkendara dibanding saat sudah tiba di rumah. Bukan, bukan rumah tidak menyenangkan. Hanya saja suasana perjalanan dan cerita yang bisa aku buat selalu membuat degup jantungku tidak karuan, seperti bocah yang melompat dan berlarian sana sini, saking gembiranya.

Ada perasaan yang tidak bisa kugambarkan tentang itu. Melebihi senang sekali. Kau tahu, saat ini aku tersenyum tanpa henti sejak aku tiba di stasiun untuk perjalanan malam ini.

Semoga aku selalu bisa membuatnya, di berbagai tempat di seluruh belahan dunia.

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Anime VS Real Life

Hari ini, pertama kali nonton anime di bioskop, rasanya? Awal-awal berasa bego karna ada 2 subtitle dekatan, dan entah bioskopnya atau emang animenya, terang banget bos, sakit mata ai.

Wops, tapi bukan ini intinya.

Sejauh ini, One Piece jadi anime favorit poooolll. Iya, anime emang sarat nilai kehidupan banget. Dan pasti One Piece juga gitu. Nggak tahu kenapa juga, menurutku anime ini can relate banget lah dengan kehidupan ini.

Gimana lu tu butuh kerjasama. Intinya sih lu ga bakal bisa sendiri. Gimana lu ke temen lu. Lu ke temenlu buat saling jaga, menghargai, dan dukung mimpinya masing-masing. 

Itu beberapa yang kuambil dari nonton One Piece (walau aku masih newbie, tetap newbie, baru 200an padahal udah 900an eps HAHHA). Kayanya anime ini sedikit banyak memengaruhi gimana aku menjalani kehidupan yang fana ini. HALAH. Tapi gitu sih, sebisanya dukung yang lain, rekankah, teman atau partner. Iri? Ada pasti. Sesekali. Dikit-dikit. Tapi ya itu balik lagi, sebisanya dukung orang sekitar buat mengejar tujuan mereka. Setidaknya enggak menghambat, enggak merecok mimpi orang lain. Sesimpel lu gak mau digangguin kalau lagi nonton bokep *lho. 

Tapi tapi tapi, di dunia nyata sering kali lu gak nemuin kaya gitu. Sebaliknya. Lu nemuin orang-orang saling sikut, slengkat sana sini. Dukung teman? Boro-boro, enggek kenal! Nggak tahu kenapa lagi, dunia kerja begitu. Banyak? Banget. Sering liat? Bukan lagi. Moto kehidupan ini setelah masuk dunia kerja 

"Rekan kerja ya rekan aja, udah. Nggak usah ceritain apapun soal ngeselinnya orang ke orang kantor, kita nggak pernah tahu kapan mereka akan jadi bangsat".

Jadi kamu nggak deket satu pun dong? Enggak, sesingkat ini belum percaya ke siapapun. Kamu kuat batasin kaya gitu? Dikuatin laaaah, tapi nangis ya pernah pas udah mbludak saking nggak tahu harus cerita ke siapa. Semalesin itu dunia kerja? Nggak tahu sih sebenarnya di semua tempat atau di tempatku aja.

Lingkungan kerja yang kurang nyaman, apalagi enggak saling mendukung itu emang berat. Udah kerjaan bikin capek, orang sekitar bikin asep mulu. Beuuh, emang bikin kita pengen banget caw dari tempat itu. Tapi ya ga segampang itu juga kan? Jadi gimana dong? Ya kuat-kuatin. Balik lagi ke Luffy, enjoooyyy aja udah. Mau ketemu orang kek mana, kalau mulai gangguin pokoknya hajar aja. Mau ketemu kendala kek mana. Pokoknya semangat aja dulu. Sengeselinnya temen, ya dukung aja, bantuin kalau dibutuhkan, toh akan selalu terbalas apapun kebaikan (pun keburukan) yang kita lakukan. When they get their goals? Congrats them. Kan kita sendiri yang bisa bikin kehidupan kita bahagia.

Ya. Gitu. ☺️

Jadi sepanjang ini, lu tu mau bilang apa? Nggak tahu, pokoknya enjooooooyyyy! Hehehehehe.

Have a fun life, everyone. Enjoy your short life. YOLO.

One Piece, thank you.

Monkey D. Luffy, love you.

Dear kamu, sayangku!

LAAAAAAAAH.

Thanks to Eiichiro Oda for creating One Piece. Thank you Stampede, karnamu aku punya ide.

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Senja. 21092019.

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Kilas Balik Masa Kecil yang Menyenangkan di Museum Barli

Kilas Balik Masa Kecil yang Menyenangkan di Museum Barli

Sebetulnya tulisan ini adalah kilas balik untukku saat mengunjungi Museum Barli sekitar satu tahun lalu. Kilas balik ini terpicu akibat aku ‘bertemu’ kembali salah satu lukisan beliau di Galeri Nasional (kindly come to this site Mengilhami Perubahan Dunia Melalui Karya Seni di Galeri Nasional). Ahiya! Kalau kalian belum tahu, Museum Barli itu museum yang berisi beberapa lukisan karya Barli…

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Mengilhami Perubahan Dunia Melalui Karya Seni di Galeri Nasional

Mengilhami Perubahan Dunia Melalui Karya Seni di Galeri Nasional

  Salah satu sudut di ruang pameran Galeri Nasional

“Semua lukisan di sana maksudnya apa ya?” “Apa yang ingin disampaikan pelukis dari karyanya ya?”

Mungkin itu beberapa pertanyaan yang muncul setiap kali orang awam (re: aku) mengunjungi pamerin seni atau galeri seni (apapun: seni rupa, seni pahat, dan lain-lain).

Salah satu sisi ruang pameran Galeri Nasional

“Cantik banget lukisannya.” “Gilaaakkk

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We never know, how life will begin. How the ending of life is also the thing human never know. It is beyond the human's knowledge and ability. But life is not only about to find how to find out the beginning and the ending. So, just do as your best, tell your dream to the universe. You'll be there happily.

Cloudy Bluesky

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Sisi Lain Jakarta dari Museum Bahari

Sisi Lain Jakarta dari Museum Bahari

Kenal siapa tokoh di atas? Mungkin dari wajahnya tidak cukup familiar, tapi setelah mendengar namanya, kemungkinan kita akan merasa tidak asing dengan tokoh itu. Marco Polo. Betul kan tidak asing, seperti pernah mendengar ya?

Marco Polo adalah penjelajah dari Italia yang pernah menyusuri “jalan Sutra”. Dia menjelajah hingga China dimulai dari tempat kelahirannya Venesia bersama ayah dan…

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Journey to The Nature, Such A Mainstream?

Yap! People nowadays compete to photographe and post something about nature, how they enjoy it, how great the nature they visit to travel when holiday. Some of them, not all of them compete, but many. Yes, huh? Well, that’s not fully wrong or bad. I think this trend (travel to nature) become mainstream recently, just because people nowadays just tired of their daily life, their social. So they…

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Kenapa Museum?

Beberapa orang akan bertanya, “kenapa tertarik museum? Udah enggak jaman.” Yah, sebenarnya beberapa orang memang sudah bertanya tentang hal tersebut secara langsung, mungkin sebenarnya di Indonesia saja yang kecenderungannya begitu. Lihat saja, kenyataannya memang banyak museum yang (sangat) sepi pengunjung, beberapa bahkan harus tutup karena tidak memiliki biaya operasional dan…

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Another Day Another Trip 4 : Bandung by Gojek

Yeup, it is good day to write something while I have a story to tell about my indoor trip in Bandung City. Yes literally the city, because I only visit places near the city. 

A day before my trip, I had prepared and planned where I wanna go. Actually, I wanted something close to the nature which mean it would be further from my bro’s house, however I didn’t have many times so I decided to not to go there. Maybe, another day. 

I searched and made a list of museums in Bandung, and then I looked for them on the gMaps. By looking them on the gMaps, I knew one place was close to others or it was far. Again, made a list and determained the paces I wanted to visit. So here they were : Nuart Sculpture Museum, Barli Museum, Babakan Siliwangi, Graha Prahyangan Railway Museum, and Bandung Zoo.

I went to one place to the other by Gojek, if only the distance would make me gempor if I took a walk. Why gojek not the other public transportation like angkot  or something? Yeup, actually this trip would be more fun if I went by other public transportation which could make me met Sunda people, had a conversation with them and other unexpected moments. But, heuu again I didn’t have long time to spend. 

Don’t be upset, because I still have interesting story about places I visit and about my gojek partners. Joke.

1. NuArt Sculpture

Seriously, it is a really recommended museum to be visited! In this museum visitor could look to incredible sculpture by Nu Artha. Do you know him? He’s a big artist who designed and made Garuda Wisnu Kencana sculpture in Bali, one of his famous work I think. Im sure you know about GWK. 

They greet the visitors

One of sclupture in front of the galery, cool huh?

I really loved this place, because the galery room and the street galery were very amusement. I felt so much calm while I was enjoying the sculptures. I dont know about sculpture, anymore. But I could enjoy them, everytime I saw them I wanted to see the deets. Hah, most of time it made me whispered to my self “damn it’s so cool, beautiful” and felt stop breathing. 

Some of the collections

My favorite among all of the sculptures, named WTC

I still have many more photos, but I want you to come and see by your own eyes to enjoy them. So just visit, and feel the peacefulness here.

2. Barli Museum

The building of the museum has 3 floors, 1st floor is cafe, and the rest is the galery rooms. There are two kinds of collections : old toys and paintings by Mr. Barli. The old toys display in the 2nd floor and there are some paintings by children who has paint class here, while the Mr. Barli’s paintings placed in the 3rd floor.

You’ll see this in front of the building

Some collections in 2nd floor

The old toys remind us our happy childhood when we’re playing the toys. A good reminder. Here, we also study about the history of kinds of toys. In the 3rd floor we can enjoy many paintings with their own story and we were educated about types of painting and the meaning of them. 

Old toys, ever played with them, huh?

Some of Barli’s painting, from left to right : Mr. Affandi, Mr. Barli and Mr. Sudarso, Painters. 

However, honestly many repairements must be done to make the visitors feel comfortable. It needs some air conditioners so visitors won’t be sultry, and also the collection setup needs to be changed because it is too tight and make the visitors can’t enjoy them freely. 

I hope, it will be upgraded soon!

3. Babakan Siliwangi

This is one of park in the Bandung city. This place good for people who are exhauted of work and need some refresment but near from the city. Some couples do the pre-wed photos here too. There are some snack sellers here, so you can enjoy the ‘oxygen’ and snacks peacefully.

Such a pleasure, huh?

4. Graha Parahyangan Railway Museum

I tell about this museum, sadly. I hope the organizer will manage this museum well and well for next time.

I was about confused when I arrived, because there was no sign that showed it was a museum, it looked like an usual building or house. Then when I talked to the security ...

M : Permisi, ini Graha Parahyangan?

S : Iya, mau berkunjung teh?

M : Iya, buka a’?

S : Iya teh, silahkan tulis dulu. (deliver the visitor book)

M : Oh iya. (write my name, and feel very sad when I see the condition of the book, it is ripped and the last date writen is October, hello this is december)

S : Tapi di dalam cuma ada galeri-galeri foto teh, nggak papa?

M : Iya, enggak papa. (a bit confused, I mean some other museums only have photos to display, so what? but.. hmm) 

S : Oh, ya. Sebentar ya teh, saya bukakan dari belakang. 

I really sad everytime I remember this.. Why? :(((

Front part of the building

The building of the museum actually is Mr. Oscar Kelling’s House, an European enterpreneur but then it’s owned by PT. KAI. So, in the beginning You’ll see the story about this house and how Mr. Oscar used it as his living place. And the next collections, we see about history of railway and railway station in Bandung, and in the next room people can see the photos’ of the Director of the Indonesia’s Railway Company. 

Some collections

Bandung Railway Station, 1930

Director of the Indonesia’s Railway Company, upper left is Mr. Djuanda, find out about him if you curious

Upgrade, please!

5. Bandung Zoo

This place just pleasing. I don’t know what to tell, I just happy to be here to see some beautiful animals, which I forget or haven’t known some of them. Maybe some people will say “I am sad to see animals to be in the cage, can’t be free”. But yeah just accept, the aim of the zoo is to educate children, and agree or not it is needed.

orang utan

Sitatunga, I never knew this before

So, that’s it about my short trip. I was so glad, although my footh is gempor.

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Thank you, Total E&P Indonesie. Am not going to tell about what knowledge and experience I've gotten by joining Mahakam Delta Fieldwork these 5 days. Because it's a lot and great. It's about life learning by those experiences. Yes, to have ambition and goal on everything in life is important. It triggers us to do as best as we can, so we will get the best. "Usaha tidak menghianati hasil". No matter what, do best. See you another life learning. :) -Cloudy Bluesky

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"Life is beautiful. Sometimes it's messy and it's always unpredictable. But it will all be oke when you have your support system to help you through it." - Nikki Webber Allen

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I was there

He is coming

With crying

While

I am running

From heart breaking

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Forgiveness brings peacefulness.

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Rindu, tapi tak mengerti kepada siapa. Seperti sungai yang mengalir tapi tiada memiliki muara.

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I'm so grateful to have them in my life. Thank you for being there.

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