hell without a paradise

penned by 𝒂𝒎𝒊.

[clumsilys]

just an FYI - my muse page is severely outdated so i'm gonna work on updating that before i post anything else !

[clumsilys]

open to f

"you say you never want to see me again, yet you still open the door. why is that?"

[clumsilys]

open to anyone 24+ ／ could be best friends, roomates, exes still on good terms ; kristin has hidden feelings for them and her jealousy is seeping through.

"you’re going on ANOTHER date?” kristin asked, swinging into view through the doorway and resting against the frame. a pang of jealousy struck her as she watched the other ready themselves for the night. “what happened to the last person you went out with, did you call it quits already?" there was brief silence for a moment before she continued. "i swear, this is getting pathetic, it’s like you’re not even TRYING...” rolling her eyes, she manuevered across the room, plopping down on the edge of their bed where she generally preferred to sit. “just a tip of advice, too— i’d change that shirt if i were you. it’s ugly. doesn't suit you at all.”

[chinaofrps-deactivated20180604]

does the “i slept with you the other day and i didnt know we had a mutual friend and now we’re sitting across each other for brunch and it’s awkward because i ran out when you were asleep” au exist bc i need that fic

[signfromgod]

— ☆ gimme a plot where muse a and muse b have been broken up for a little while, but one day muse a asks to meet up and confesses that they never told their parents that they broke up and they need muse b to pretend they're still together and go to some family event with muse a. cue pretending to still be in love, arguing about why they broke up in the first place, fake kisses that turn hungry, all the yearning and pining, one of them still being in the love with the other !! the possibilities are endless

[rkomi]

we're working on a movie/show together and we just finished our first kissing scene but when the director said "cut" we kept kissing a little longer because it was so good — and now there's a weird tension between us because you're dating someone else/i'm dating someone else/we're both dating someone else but damn i want to keep kissing you

[diamonxds]

you know what i want???? a young married couple (20-22 years old) that pretty much used to be fuck buddies for a while and then she got pregnant and they got married bc it felt like it was the ‘right thing to do’ but none of them were really ready for the commitment. and now he’s realizing how much stuff he’s been missing out on and he just wants to live his life and go out with his friends and be with a bunch of girls but instead he has to stay home with his wife and his kid and it’s just all too much so they get into this big fight and she’s like ‘BUT I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU!!’ and that only scares him even more so he leaves and they basically live their separate lives for a few months until he’s at a club and he sees her with some other guy and it’s like fUck nO!! and everything comes back to him, all their memories && everything and holy shit he might be in love with her too?? and so he makes it his goal to get her back but he broke her heart so it won’t be eaSY??? pls gimme

[clumsilys]

open to f ／ your muse is cheating on their significant other with adriel.

"i can tell when your head's somewhere else," adriel announced, detectable hints of irritation laced within his words. he unhooked his arms from around her waist and fetched a free hand into his pocket for a cigarette. his gaze remained fixed on the scenes surrounding them–the birds that sang joyfully among the trees, the parkgoers who wandered aimlessly about in the distance. he focused on anything but her and, what he thought to be, the troubled look drawn across her features. "do you feel bad?", the question came at minimal volume. "is that it??" he propped the cigarette between his lips and proceeded to light it, helping himself to a long, hard drag. as a result, an opalescent veil of smoke formed and slowly maneuvered above his head. adriel would never admit it, of course, but he certainly did feel a twinge of jealousy in knowing that maybe, just maybe, she really did care for her partner—and he was nothing but a mere side fling to inevitably be tossed later. "why bother with this, then? what’s the point?"

[harrystylos]

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[clumsilys]

abierto a todos ／ conocidos, amigos, exes, vecinos, etc ; cualquier conexión

❝  la verdad es que me gustas, y no me importa que tengas pareja porque se te nota en la cara que no eres feliz. es así, o no? estoy equivocada? ❞

[clumsilys]

revamping this blog bc i have a crazy amount of muse rn

[notablehq]

ok so hear a sister out… i want an actual  HEART WRENCHING  celebrity  &  non - celebrity thread. like muse a meeting muse b in the most random place and muse b  KNOWS  muse a is famous but they’re not gonna say anything but on the inside they’re secretly freaking out. but they get to talking  &  muse b kinda forgets that they are because they’re just so normal and they have so much fun talking to them,  and muse a has a rich lifestyle  &  is the most popular person in the world,  yet the only thing they wanna do is be with muse b. but dating the most famous person ever comes with the  DISADVANTAGES.  i want the ugly stans drilling them over dating their favorite star,  i want the paparazzi making up stories about muse b  &  giving the constant break up  -  conspiracy’s,  i want the late night drama filled phone  -  calls about  “ maybe this is just too much for me  “  &  muse b seeing muse a in a new picture released with  ANOTHER  apparent love interest,  and i want new songs released by muse a that’s a little  T O O   emotional to just be a careless piece of work.  i just want the constant back  &  forth between them  &  them wondering if their love is strong enough to overcome the difficulties or if all they are is a love that was never meant to last.

[virglns]

literally all I do is daydream about impossible scenarios 

[weltenwellen]

when heather havrilesky said “you’re so good at being GOOD. but how good are you at being YOU?”

[hyunsung]

[thedreamvevowritingprompts]

post breakup AUs

because i haven’t seen enough of these around and i am so here for angst:

“today was the first family gathering i’ve been to since we broke up and my little cousin that absolutely adored you asked where you were and i had to lock myself in the bathroom and sit in the tub for a half an hour and look through a folder on my phone of pictures i took of you to feel okay again¨ AU

¨i still have your phone number memorized even though i haven’t called you since we split and somehow i remembered it even though i’ve had like six shots of bourbon and hey, i know you’re pissed that you’re here at this dingy club at 3 in the morning to pick my drunk ass up, but you have to admit that’s pretty impressive¨ AU

“i’m pretty sure if taylor swift and i were in a competition of who could write the most breakup songs in one night, i’d win by a landslide because i still set two plates out for dinner even though i eat alone and it’s almost pathetic because we’ve been broken up for ages but i’m still not over you” AU

“so i know we haven’t talked in like, two years, and that things ended pretty badly between us but what the fuck do you mean you’re engaged to be married¨ AU

“yes, i know this is your sweatshirt and that we broke up five months ago but it’s really comfy okay. i totally don’t wear it because like it still smells like you or is the only thing that even remotely feels like home since i moved out. pfft. absolutely not.” AU

“look, i know we agreed to be friends and everything but that’s what everyone says when they break up. i can’t take you asking me for advice on how to ask out the new person you’re interested in, okay? it’s killing me” AU

“oh hi, totally didn’t expect to see you here at this one hole in the wall coffee shop literally no one in the entire world besides you knows about. what a coincidence.” AU

“it´s my [insert family relation here]´s wedding and seeing all these happy couples is killing me and all i can think about is how this was almost us” AU (bonus: “i know that it’s two in the morning and i’m dressed really formally and a little (a lot) bit drunk but i couldn’t stop thinking about you after my grandma asked how you were doing also can i come in it’s freezing out here”)

“i still have your sister’s scarf and i know it’s stupid but i’ve been hoping maybe one day you’ll come by and pick it up so we’ll be forced to talk again because i haven’t seen you in months and i’m maybe kinda sorta still in love with you” AU

“i know we were never officially together or anything but seeing that picture you posted on [insert social media] with him/her literally felt like you carved my heart out of my chest and stomped on it and i’m not really sure why i’m leaving this voicemail but my pillow still smells like you and i miss your stupid face” AU

“we have a lot of mutual friends so we see each other more than two broken up people usually do and i know we’re not really close anymore but you’re wearing that stupid (adorable) hat you always wore when you were upset so tell me what’s wrong because it’s literally killing me to see you look so sad” AU

“so like, i know we broke up and stuff but funny story, i haven’t told my family yet and they just assumed you’d be coming with me for [insert family celebration] and i really don’t know how to tell them and i know this is really selfish but i can’t break my great grandma’s heart like that, she’ll probably have a heart attack and– wait what? you’d do that for me? holy shit, i love you… wait–” AU

“i found your box of letters underneath my bed last night and because i’m a nosy motherfucker i decided to read them and it turns out they were all addressed to me and the last one was dated the day you moved out and i’m not quite sure why i thought this would be a good idea but here i am, standing on your doorstep, wondering why the fuck we’re not together anymore” AU

“well this is really awkward considering the last time we saw each other, i was screaming at you to never talk to me again, but like, my dog recognized you all the way across the park and literally dragged me over here because she misses you so hi” AU

[ofhotheads-blog]

plot where muse a is about to get married but they don’t really want to get married and they were pressured into it and they just smiled and nodded and went along with it, but then on their wedding day they say “FUCK THIS” and bolt the FUCK out of there with no real idea of where they’re going or what they’re gonna do because they can’t face their family and friends after their disappearing act

and muse b is driving along when they see this distraught person walking along the side of the road wearing wedding clothes for some reason so they pull over and offer them a ride and muse a says yes even though they have NO clue where they want to go. they explain their situation to muse b, who suggests they just run – go nowhere in particular and just enjoy their newfound freedom

cue roadtrip, deep conversations, friendship, and possibly shippy shenanigans