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@clustered-horror
"my dearest oh greatest Cluster....i have longed to visit you so" Titanium clasped her hands together and looked up at what she believed its divine beauty
The cluster began to have various hands gently touch Titanium, their eye looking into the gem with love and care. There was no kiss as such things were difficult for the fusion, instead the head gently touched the other gem’s own to show affection.
“And I have long since missed you, my Titanium.”
@her-shxrds
*reminder*
just because i’m very slow with replies doesn’t mean i don’t care about our plot !!!
@nacreousknight
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[”Without this form we cease to exist, and that can not be allowed. What gives you the right to ask of us to stop being in the physical state? Is our misery not enough to bare? We should have the right to keep this form.”]
The massive entity spoke with many voices, all of pain and anguish as it was always this way when the cluster showed form. The head looked down onto Pearl with a massive amount of splintered eyes, some rotating slowly to allow each splintered iris to see the smaller gem.
(like this if you wish to interact with the cluster)
fleetliing:
MARKIPLIER’S FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDY’S SERIES sentence starters.
game 1
“ don’t leave me like this. ” “ we’re going to be fine. we’re going to be totally fine. ” “ this night is lasting forever. ” “ stay gone. forever. and ever and ever and ever. ” “ well this got off to a pleasant start, didn’t it ? ” “ i’m never going to make it. ” “ you need to settle the fuck down. ” “ i think i hurt something. ” “ i actually feel this strange need to survive. oddly enough i feel actually in danger. ” “ oh my god, you stop that right now. ” “ just because my voice is cracking a little bit doesn’t mean that you are affecting me. ” “ it’s like i forget how bad it is and then i get in here and it’s just horrifying. ” “ don’t even think that you’re going to sneak up on me. ” “ why did i come back for another night ?? it’s not like i signed a blood pact. ” “ no. just generally no. ” “ just don’t take advice in general from me because i don’t know what i’m doing. ” “ this is the fucking stupidest. ” “ see you in hell, when i get there. ”
game 2
“ don’t die now. ” “ i’m getting lightheaded. ” “ now i know better; everything’s a living nightmare. ” “ ok, that’s bad. but that’s ok. ” “ what do you want from me ? ” “ buy me as much time as possible. ” “ don’t you dare; don’t you fucking dare. ” “ you’re not supposed to kill me. ” “ something’s coming after me. ” “ things are about to get a little weird and a lot more challenging. ” “ i know; things are bad, things are bad, things are bad. ” “ i’m just a big screw up. ” “ i need a minute. ”
game 3
“ that’s what i expected to happen. what i didn’t expect to happen was everything else. ” “ i’m hyperventilating; i apologise. i’m very stressed at the moment. ” “ remind me to punch you in the face ten times more than usual. ” “ i will goddamn make you. ” “ i don’t have time to listen to you. ” “ what, you’re not going to explain that to me ? ” “ this is the end. ” “ i’m ready for you. ”
game 4
“ don’t be scared. ” “ who are you ? why is any of this happening ? ” “ i’m pretty sure i missed out on some very important instructions. ” “ close the door. ” “ if you run you can make it. ” “ you know what will happen if he catches you. ” “ something’s gone wrong. ” “ don’t you fucking dare, you bitch. don’t you even think about it. ” “ get to your fucking happy place. ” “ have fun; it’s bizarre. ” “ if i wasn’t so panicking and worried about dying i’d be more concerned about that. ” “ would you mind shutting the hell up for just one moment, please. ” “ i don’t know what to trust any more. ” “ aren’t you just a delight ? ”
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“ i don’t know if i want to. ” “ i am so unbelievably, utterly confused right now. ” “ i don’t want to do that. i would rather do anything than that. ” “ don’t kill me. ” “ I YELL WHEN I’M NERVOUS. ” “ how can you say that ? what did i do ?? ” “ that’s a revelation that’s going to have to go in second place to what the fuck i just saw. ” “ excuse me, are you trying to tell me what to do ? ” “ that painted a very vivid picture of something exceptionally fucked. ” “ i am not glad i came in here, i regret that very much. ” “ i’m doing it for you. because i love you. ” “ am i dead ? ”
["thousands of creatures have been eaten during the moments of our incubation. Eating living creatures is normal eating to us."]
(Cluster muse is now back, so prepare it's unholy return)
@her-shxrds
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["We only worry that you might, despite being a goddess in our own right....we can’t just forget the process of our creation and our sudden abandonment to this rock. Perhaps we just worry that one day you might leave us priestess, as we still think ourselves as a monster.”]
#b
Send “#b” and I’ll shuffle my music player, and use my favourite line from the next song as a starter!
“Beneath this mask I wear, there’s nothing of me.
Just horror, shame, despair. Why does she love me?
How about you sir? Tell me, what am I to do sir?
Leave the hurt behind?”
White chuckled and returned the smile, hers being considerably less horrific but White never thought of her creation as anything other then beautiful underneath. “Your quite the flattering Cluster aren’t you? Brought up with manners.” The smile soon faded though. She saw the Cluster move closer as she rested her hand on it’s head.
“You’ve never been basic to me, my Cluster. But your right. Homeworld’s society has been built on fear for millennia. I remember when it wasn’t the case. Before your time, back then you would have been ‘allowed’ to be your own Gems. But that’s all in the past now. Now I have to be the military leader, shatter anyone who proves to be useless or a threat, I have to be a rotten, irredeemable clod. After a while, even the lies start to become believable.” She sighed as she looked away from the Cluster.
Her eyes widened slightly. “Are you serious? I figured the soldiers under my command followed because they had no choice.” She managed to look the creature in the eyes. She nodded when they commented about her components thoughts on her but continued none the less. “I turned you into a Cluster, I imagine there’s some negative feelings in there for me and the Diamonds.” After a few seconds of thinking, she replied. “I guess your right. I never really considered that. Do you….. Do you really think that, Cluster? I’ve convinced myself there’s nothing of worth in this Gem but…..” She found her eyes beginning to mist over with tears. She wiped them away on the sleeve of her suit.
[”I had a good parent to teach me manners.”] The Cluster began to close it’s own eye at feeling a hand onto the head, the head slowly leaned into it to show that the affectionate feeling was greatly accepted. Being treated with kindness helped block the pain for a little while.
The eye began to open at hearing White Diamond speak again, the splintered iris looking at their proxy mother as the voices were silent for once. The sight of trying to remember of what being whole gems must have been like were forgotten at seeing the Diamond look from them. A small step forward, or rather a small slither with it’s various limbs onto the ground to see what was the matter. [”There will always be those that are loyal and not just because of them being scared of you.......You could be right to assume we have some negative feelings the other Diamonds and you, but that won’t change what we are now. It could have been easily for a gem like yourself to treat us poorly...and yet you have not, so for that we can only care for you and stay close like that of a child instead of some monster without direction.”]
The head turned to the right at seeing the tears and began to move a clawed hand to gently touch the WD’s face, wiping at any leftover tears that were still lingering that the sleeve was unable to remove. [”You are a gem of many worth, and don’t ever thing less as the job you carry is not about yourself..it is about keeping the race stable. So don’t cry and think of better thoughts of your gem....mother”]
@clustered-horror
Baddeleyite had never been to Earth’s Kindergarten once in the long millenia since she’d arrived. Even after the Rebellion had ended she could not bring herself to go anywhere near such a place for the memories it invoked of her own time in such a place.
Memories of being pulled from a womb of rock and dirt by cold metal pincers. Being almost blinded as all manner of probes and scanners checked her for imperfections for defects before finally being shoved onto a ship with hundreds of other harvested Gems. It all felt so wrong looking back at it now.
A distant echo brought her back to the present, her head turning quickly in the direction of the noise. There couldn’t be any leftover Gems here, could there? As far as she knew, all of them had been harvested long ago. Yet she couldn’t shake the feeling of being watched by unseen eyes as she scanned the walls around her warily.
There was nothing around the Earth’s Kindergarten, mainly if one chose to look with none cautious eyes. The echo would prove such ideas false however, for there were things that lingered through the cracks and places of ruin. The sounds would depend on where a person would travel to, the left held whispers of collective voices calling out to Baddeleyite to come closer to them.
The right path held voices highly inhumane and feral, giving the impression that only pain would follow anyone going that way. The echos would at times clash into once combined sound of the two, coming and going with the winds as they came and went. The lone gem had a choice of where she was to travel to if she wanted to venture further, the left or the right path.
The altar? Hoppy didn’t plan on bleeding at all, especially not for some ‘altar’. If these things wanted blood, they’d have to wait for her to spill theirs. Before she could unsheath her weapon however, the creatures advanced, but… not in the way she’d expected. If this was really some elder god, why did they seem so… unskilled? Had they not trained at all? … That was how this was gonna go down then. One trained warrior, against an armed group. She was rather liking her odds. She crouched, immediately hopping up to a nearby branch, looking down at the creatures. It would be best to try and figure out how they worked first, before attacking - considering their only apparent tactic was ‘strength in numbers’, they’d be unpredictable. Best to try to read their attack patterns first. Slowly, her blade was removed from it’s sheath, a single eye watching her foe carefully. Once she’d decided on how best to face them, she’d go for the ol’ ‘hop drop n’ roll’. That never failed. Well, except that one time that it did, but the dude had the power of an onion ring, so that’s fair enough.
The group number was that of four armed creatures, despite the lack of training or skill...they attacked in a method that would work if done in the right order. While seeming to appear unskilled, the movement was like of a box formation. This meant that none of them moved away from the other without reason. A pattern would rise when one looks at the detail.
The creature on the left and right of the upper formation acted as chargers, moving their bodies straight into combat with no regard for safety. This would mean the upper half would only use heavy attacks when striking, leaving openings to attack them with a quick side dash and slash. However the main issue with this idea were the ones in the lower half of the formation, attacking in fast flanking maneuvers to cover the upper half.
The pattern of support would follow, top right, bottom left, top left, bottom right. This would change, like bees moving side to side before striking. The creature in the top right gave off a loud screech, trying to direct the noise toward the rabbit’s ears to attempt pain.
The tiny monsters hardly capture her attention, the fusion lowers herself to a crouch. She punches the ground once, and listens to the dull, strange sound it produces. There’s something buried, something deep beneath the surface. Actually she’s hearing the access tunnel clanging around, and that thing’s shallow. Sugilite thinks she’s hit a homeworld outpost, and she’s not wrong.
The force exerted could topple buildings with a single swing, the tunnel’s walls and support beams are breaking underneath the massive pressure. The elevator breaks with sparks and the entrance pops open with a frizzle. The smaller forced fusions are ignored, but any she sees destablized are getting bubbled without a moment’s notice.
The small monsters started to leave the large fusion alone for now, regrouping to form a garrison of sorts. The punches on the ground caused many of the forced fusions in the tunnels to start fleeing before they collapsed. Many of those near certain parts of the tunnel areas or the elevator would lose their means to form, retreating back into the shards until recovered.
Those on the surface that had retreated began to form a plan, bodies began to combine and shards were taken off certain forced fusions to create a new abomination body. The end result was something massive and horrifying. What was once a pile of forced fusions mutilating each other would become a larger forced fusion, the two arms splitting off to allow two more to appear. The back of this pale creature were micro pillars of shards that were treated as excess.
The blank face of this creature splints open to reveal a large mouth, an eye in the center with various colored irises able to be seen. The creature made a inhuman screech to get Sugilite’s attention, one hand grabbing hold of an old gem harvester and ready to use it as a weapon. Various painted voices spoke out to the normal fusion.
[”This is our territory, we shall not let you threaten our comrades. Time you joined our collective interloper.”]
( @clustered-horror )
▣ certified Kindergartener ▣
the journey to actually visit the Cluster always took a few hours, but Peridot never made it just on a whim. when she went down to the center of the Earth, you could expect her to be gone for a while. that was okay with her & the others ; they knew she always seemed to happy spending time with the Cluster, & they were right.
even though the Custer had scared her before, now that they’d been calmed down… she kind of felt a connection to them.
once she got out of the drill, ( now she only really used it for transportation ), she hurried over to the bubble they were in. ❝ hey !! how are you doing today? ❞ her arms were full of stuff she’d gotten both from Steven & from the barn, although she quickly set all of it down on the ground. ❝ I brought some things I thought you might like ! there’s even some stuff here we can have fun with together ! ❞
To say life in the underground was different would be an understatement for the main cluster and the many fusion minions under it’s thrall. Despite the calmness that grew within the massive hivemind-like collective, there was still some hate over the situation. The only positive was that Homeworld was the target, which gave some focus to remain on the mind...or minds as it were.
The sight of the green gem that descended down to meet the large bubble was met with open figurative arms. The shards in charge of making arms were on mental strike, so no true hugs at this point in time. Shards began to pool themselves together to form the grotesque eye the Cluster used, turning the eyeball to make sure each splintered iris was able to see Peridot.
[”Our day is good, still rounding up shards who are still confused. The process of unity is slowing down now......what sort of things have you brought us?”]
"So...I could imagine that the destruction done on Earth you were assigned to cause would be more than any nuclear bomb in man's militarized history could do???"
[”That would be correct, we were created to ensure that the Earth would be turned to pieces from inside out as we would come out of the planet’s core. No nuclear weapon could compare to the death that would follow when we reach full form. That is the price of reaching ascension, the death of billions of lifeforms to attain the means to be whole.”]
Yog-Sothoth
[”Brother”]
Hunger
[Eternal]
