[cmdydirector]

CMDYDIRECTOR -- an indie rp blog for Ghigno Reca, a Honkai star Rail oc written by Bacchae ( they/them, 26 )

Contains the following topics: the effects of the pressure you put on yourself, effects of abuse, coming to terms with who you are, murder as ( terrible horrible awful ) coping mechanism, working towards recovery.

HEAVILY affiliated and developed with mmrydirector.

Getting up to shenanigans with; mmrydirector / badrcputation & voltedtackle.

[ Casting call. ]

[jiinglespurs]

run, rabbit

@cmdydirector

[cmdydirector]

Don't mind the walking mood light who is changing color every 10 seconds and coughing up glitter & confetti. He's tired of staying in bed all day.

[a-mind-in-ruins]

My coping mechanism is self isolation. I disappear when life gets too heavy. All I want is to be alone, but ironically these are the moments when I want to be found the most.

[adiposememes]

Positivity Meme!

Revived meme: originally from yeetrpmemes (deactivated).

Send in a symbol to let the mun know how you feel about them!

😊 - It makes me happy to see you on my dashboard!

😍 - I love your writing style!

🤩 - You’re one of the blogs I admire the most!

😁 - Our interactions bring me joy!

😆 - You always make me laugh!

❤️ - You’re my favourite blog!

🧡 - I stalk you from afar because I love your writing!

💛 - We don’t interact, but I’m trying to figure out a way for our muses to meet!

💚 - You inspire me!

💙 - I love your muses!

💜 - I love you, the mun!

🤎 - Your characters are well developed and deserve more love!

🖤 - Your OCs are valid and important!

🤍 - Your headcanons give me life!

💖 - You write your canon character(s) very accurately!

💗 - Your blog aesthetic is top notch!

💞 - I’m glad we are friends!

[cmdydirector]

Is that his beloved over there?

[cmdydirector]

i dont think people are ready to talk about the issues with the pepeshi ngl

[spiltichor]

send  “OBSERVE”for a mini-drabble of how MY MUSE sees and/or thinks about YOUR MUSE while they do something completely ordinary. This can be them reading, cooking, sleeping, just ordinary moments the often get glossed over in threads and roleplays. Feel free to specify what your muse is doing if you want to!

make sure to specify the muse for multimuses!

[leneemusing]

morning after starters

“  last night was nice.  ” “  lets do this again some time.  ” “  i’ll leave my number.  ” “  i gotta go, sorry.  ” “  can’t you at least stay for breakfast?  ” “  i’ll make coffee—don’t go anywhere.  ” “  next time, maybe i’ll buy you dinner first.  ” “  if we do this again you better buy me dinner first.  ” “  i don’t think my legs work again yet.  ” “  i don’t wanna get up.  ” “  no don’t move, it’s too cold outside the covers.  ” “  there’s no way i can hide these marks…  ” “  this was probably a mistake.  ” “  this can’t happen again.  ” “  you always say that, and yet we wind up right back here.  ” “  are you watching me sleep?  ” “  you look cute all frazzled like this.  ” “  why are you looking at me like that?  ” “  keep kissing me like that and we’re gonna end up back in bed.  ” “  something wrong? ” “  i’d stay if i could, i promise.  ” “  so if i put my number in your phone, you actually gonna text me? ” “  i made breakfast.  ” “  how do you take your coffee?  ” “  fuck! i’m late—  ” “  did you turn the alarm off?  ” “  if you don’t turn that alarm off i’m gonna throw it out the window.  ” “  i can’t find my shirt.  ” “  babe, we slept in.  ” “  i know you’re awake.  ” “  i’ll stay.  ” “  why don’t you stay?  ” “  i like waking up with you.  ” “  i like having you here at night.  ” “  you know, if you moved in we wouldn’t keep having to say goodbye like this.  ” “  so when are we gonna actually go on a real date?  ” “  do i smell bacon?  ” “  you made pancakes?  ” “  come on, come back to bed.  ” “  you weren’t there when i woke up.  ” “  i thought you left.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ” “  just let me sleep for five more minutes.  ” “  you’re really beautiful/handsome. even if you drool.  ” “  you talk in your sleep, ya know.  ”  

ACTIONS:  1. for one muse to surprise the other with breakfast in bed 2. for our muses to go another round in the morning 3. for your muse to join mine in the shower while getting ready for the day 4. for one muse to stop the other from trying to sneak away 5. for one muse to invite the other to spend the rest of the day with them  6. for one muse to convince the other to stay in bed the rest of the day 7. for our muses to have sex in the kitchen instead of finishing breakfast 8. for our muses to spoon 9. for one muse to wake up with morning wood  10. for one muse to wake the other up with oral  11. for lazy morning sex  12. for one muse to wake the other because they’re having a nightmare  13. for one muse to distract the other from getting ready by kissing/groping them 14. for one muse to kick the other out of their home  15. for our muses to wake with no recollection of the night before  

[yokaimemes]

send 🏖 for our muses to go to a beach together!

if you can't see the emoji, send in "beach emoji"; for multimuses, please specify what muses (for your own multi and/or the multi you are sending to)!

[yokaimemes]

send 🏖 for our muses to go to a beach together!

if you can't see the emoji, send in "beach emoji"; for multimuses, please specify what muses (for your own multi and/or the multi you are sending to)!

[cmdydirector]

hiiii sorry i havent been around in a while. life has been very busy ( the situation with my cat, heatwave, working on a film set for the first time, etc ). but i plan to be around again very soon! please bear with me until then. feel free to ask for my dis.cord if you wanna keep in contact

[badrcputation]

— [...] 'The thing always appears to me to be so ridiculously simple that I could easily do it myself, though at each successive instance of your reasoning I am baffled, until you explain your process. And yet I believe that my eyes are as good as yours.'

#BADRCPUTATION - indie, private, low activity multimuse, featuring SHERLOCK HOLMES of The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles. Featuring muses mainly from Honkai: Star Rail. [carrd.] [inbox tag.] [promo template.]

'Quite so,' he answered, lighting a cigarette, and throwing himself down into an arm-chair. 'You see, but you do not observe. The distinction is clear.'

[cmdydirector]

hiiii sorry i havent been around in a while. life has been very busy ( the situation with my cat, heatwave, working on a film set for the first time, etc ). but i plan to be around again very soon! please bear with me until then. feel free to ask for my dis.cord if you wanna keep in contact

[resourcesofaqueen]

send 👀 + a dirty thought and/or fantasy your muse has had about mine. let's see how my muse responds.

your muse = sender, my muse = receiver.

[mmrydirector]

Returning home after a busy day, Ennio finds their room quiet again. Except this time, it's a calm quiet. Comforting, like a blanket tucking him in right before night falls. Dropping their coat on the sofa, they remember something of his that they still have.

He was so sweet today. He made them both baked potatoes with cheese, and their favorite dessert as a snack. They could talk to him about anything. If they were upset, their first and natural instinct is to reach out for him. He who has been a source of comfort ever since the two of them were born. 822 years ago, however, that comfort just vanished one day. They held a funeral after 5 years of his disappearance. They were the only one to show up. On their nightstand, a framed photo, candles, and the heaviest heart to weigh it all down. 5 years worth of tears were spilled time and time again, but that day, they didn't come. Maybe it didn't register just yet. Maybe they still held out hope. The portrait and the candles remained there.

One day, during a shoot, the camera lens seemed to get blurry. The floodgates opened, they collapsed on the ground, shaking, inconsolable. Malfunctioning. Broken. They had to retreat to their office for an hour. They told nobody what had happened.

When they moved, they took the portrait and candles. It was displayed in the new mansion's bedroom. Black ribbons and candles and all. When anyone came over, the frame would be laid down, and stood back up once the house was empty again.

When it was time to become a worker at the garden, it was kept safe, tucked away with other personal belongings. His old hoodie was right there with it. Those were really the only personal items they wanted to keep anyway. The faint memories still lingered on their surfaces. The hoodie almost felt like hugging him again.

And now, the portrait laid safely inside a box, in the bottom of the closet, right beside that old black hoodie.

The photo is of the two brothers, right after they moved in to their first apartment together, finally free from a painful life. It's the only recent photo they had of him.

He's still the same today. Happier than ever. Ennio quietly removes the photo from the frame.

The frame and ribbons end up in the trash, while the photo itself finds its final resting place on the first page of their photo album. On the back, they wrote the year and a note. "Nothing can separate us again."

Ennio grabs their phone and write him a text message.

"I had a good time, we should have another movie marathon soon. I'll bring more popcorn!"

[mmrydirector]

so excited to see big brother! @cmdydirector