Winged (Un)Pleasures

I'm a small fanart artist on a journey of improvement and desperation 🙃 COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN (see here ⏬️ and find my ko-fi) https://linktr.ee/cobeeli

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Aziraphale tried to summon his missing demon but somehow the instructions were a bit unclear.

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I'm very tempted to make a redraw of this.

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Read ICARUS’ FALL :: Birth of a Symbol | Tapas Community

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I made something I dare to be a bit proud of, and I would be delighted if people check it out. I know it’s no good omens, but I think it’s part of my joy that I’m able to continue with my original creations.

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I started this picture in June ‘24 and I picked it now up again. It was forgotten in my procreate gallery, lineart done, waiting for some colour. So I did finish it finally.

Crowley really was my muse back then. When I saw the photo reference I saw him.

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UPDATE

FIC WAS FOUND!

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP!!!!!

Hey Good Omens fanfic enjoyers!

I need help I lost a fic!

I don’t remember title or creator only the plot. And the FANTASTIC Spotify playlist attached.

Which is actually the reason I send this post in the void, I moved to a different streaming platform and it didn’t transfer the playlist so I don’t have the names of the songs anymore.

The story was a real life AU, Aziraphale and Crowley meet in a psychiatric hospital, they fall in love but have a very difficult relationship at the start. Crowley is an artist and manages to become independent. I don’t want to spoiler all here. If the description rings a bell I would be happy if someone can post me the link in the comments! Thanks a lot!

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Very few of you might know I used to write fanfics, and I thought after I practised this writing thing a bit, why not making a webnovel too? In case someone is curious, go check out my link X3

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After feedback I’ll now not only offer sheep but ALL THE ANIMALS. Yes extinct ones too.

https://ko-fi.com/c/4c6018c86c

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*throws a morsel in the void*

(My instagram is officially deleted by the way, if anyone is wondering)

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Read The Forlorn Princess | Tapas Web Community

Read The Forlorn Princess and more premium Fantasy Community series now on Tapas!

Very few of you might know I used to write fanfics, and I thought after I practised this writing thing a bit, why not making a webnovel too? In case someone is curious, go check out my link X3

[cobeeli]

I do understand that a lot of you grieve right now, and that’s more than valid.

I see you.

I’m very detached at the moment for a lot of personal life reasons. Reality is kind but demanding to me right now so I don’t have a lot of room for fandoms at all.

And I already went through all stages of grief roughly a year ago when the hyper fixation left me. I desperately tried to cling to it but it faded and vanished and with it the urge to produce fanart. I had a few small boosts now and then but they felt shallow.

So I focused solely on my original art.

The reason I’m writing about this is that yesterday I saw by accident after I unsubscribed from Instagrams automatic mailing (I left there for good for unknown time), that a follower reached out to me, asking where I am, they need my art.

And I felt surprised and a bit flattered for a second. Through all those artificially filtered emotions on social media with their likes and just… numbers you rarely feel the real appreciation. The brain is trained to replace human emotions with a heart emoji. Which made me honestly even more depressed, just thinking about this.

Because I was in the spiral running after any form of recognition. Any form of attention and be it just a thumbs up or so. It’s exhausting.

So I decided to take care of myself and projects I love now. I will probably post some art again but when I simply don’t know.

I’m also pretty sure I’m not the only one who feels this way.

So stay safe people, have a virtual hug if you want and need it.

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It’s hilarious that my last post overall got positive feedback, what was very nice to see. But I also got insulted by someone who didn’t like my words. And probably didn’t even consider a second to properly THINK what they could imply.

So just again to make it clear.

And easier for those who do not agree:

There is this easy thing called: ignoring.

I know it’s hard for some because pouring comments over social media like lettering diarrhoea is the only way some of you learned how to express emotions.

Also reading a post and reflecting on it for a moment is for most users impossible as well because it indicates I have to use my brain for once and not just as a filler for the vacuum in my head.

But don’t worry for those who don’t manage any of those two things, or the third option to just ASK WHAT I MEANT with my phrasing,

I got you.

Be an unwanted presence in my post today and I’ll block you forever!

No worries to see me anymore, and I’ll probably not worrying at all. Because the beauty of modern technology is with me.

Toodles and bisou.

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Goodbye goodbye, you were bigger than the whole sky ⭐️🌙

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Your love for him was the messiest, silliest, most predictable thing in the universe. And it always made me smile.

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I mean would you look at that? This. This is EVERYTHING. All the thanks to the OP!

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Listen this was the most heartbreaking and tender gesture I saw in a while. And I know for a lot of people a kiss is the ultimate proof for real love. Especially because it comes so short in queer representing media. But I’m honestly sick of this heteronormative storytelling that they need to shove their tongues in each other’s throats when they love each other. But I’m also very asexual and appreciate all those sensitive moments others like to overlook in their unresolved desires. I usually don’t speak out like that but I saw a lot going crazy about the kiss situation, and couldn’t keep my fingers still. BTW everyone who hates on me now gets blocked. I will not take any shit. So toodles.

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I couldn’t unsee it.

I think my humour is broken.

[fellshish]

nothing legolasts forever

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SOON.