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I want to remember

when the sun closes its eyes and darkness is brought

upon my forsaken room i see our shadows prancing

around the empty hourglass laughing and wishing

for another day

time only turned us into vicious monsters

sinking our teeth into one another

waiting desperately for the final grain to trickle down

i do not want to remember the evil you performed

while falsely embracing my remains

i want to remember the glistening in your eyes

as they once admired me under the summer moon

since then i sit on my bed

watching your ghost next to mine

showing me what our love was supposed to be

if only i was not reminiscing

of a deceased love

-Sizzlingsara ;)

Self awareness checkkkkkkkkkkk

Thoughts swim

Fears change

Hopes drift

Loves deepen

Dreams blossom

Thoughts swim

8 years old.

Do you ever get to the point that you feel like butter and pop rocks? Thats kinda how it feels; put here, now. I know the back of that window in the back of the truck allows you to escape. I just need you to know that its safe now. I'm okay, so I need you to know it is too. Think of it as another fence post passing by in the window. I'll protect you like you did me.

I'll promise.

Together, we will live forever.

I have to be able to trust myself with thoughts that come in my head in order to say it

Sweet one that i thought i loved, i think i have a habit of fucking everything thing up, typical me to pack it all up and leave you waiting by the side of the road. But i cant seem to find my sanity, why is there a loss of gravity when i realized you're not around, i hide my tongue behind my teeth to keep me from telling you, i know my actions dont match my words but i would give the world to have you next to me, but i know you filled the void i left with a familiar man, i lost the picture in the mirror, i just keep thinking of the hollow feeling left in this house left on hold.