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LD.'s blog of thoughts

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The hardest part of my everyday? Pretending to smile and be happy, because otherwise everyone around me will be worried and I'll be more burdensome and annoying than I already am.

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I'm sad, I've always been sad, I've been sad for years – yet no one ever notices. I always smile and laugh, not because I'm happy, but because it's easier than telling someone that I'm slowly dying inside.

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"Sometimes you just have to let the tears flow, indulge the saddness, the frustrations, the emptiness. But never drown in them."

LD.

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"You are enough just the way you are."

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“ I love you so much that it hurts to know that you don’t even love yourself."

LD.

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"And i still find it sweet when he picks flowers for her grave."

LD.

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"I am fluent in the language of silence."

LD.

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lies on your lips, but there's love in your eyes

Alina Baraz, Maybe

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"Nothing is more frightful than being haunted by your own self."

LD.

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"I call the world mother. I was born and am living in her.

And she is sad. Sad, sad, sad. After all that's been happening, I don't expect her to be happy.

Tell me mother, do you hate your children as much as I do?"

LD.

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"Our lips dancing

while our bodies collide,

whispering a silent prayer

that I must abide.

But deep within your eyes,

the sadness has shown.

I saw a girl smiling,

a girl you once owned."

LD.

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"Those smiles may not always be real, but these tears always are."

LD.

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“I wish I can be a candle, to give you light despite burning myself. But I can’t. Cause I, too, am in the darkness.”

LD.

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"I really want to sleep, but I don't want the darkness to disappear when I wake up."

LD.

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"We all want everything to be okay. We don't even wish so much for fantastic or marvelous or outstanding. We will happily settle for okay, because most of the time, okay is enough."

–David Levithan, Everyday

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"Art isn't supposed to look beautiful, it is supposed to make you feel something."

LD.

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"Humans are like songs. The more you listen, the more you understand the lyrics."

LD.