a tourist in the waking world

𝔪.

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[brazyinterlude]

at war with myseIf because I know I can do better.

[thedogeveryonehates]

[strangeloved]

Jinkx Monsoon by Danica Robinson for Rolling Stone

[keepasteadyhustle]

I’m really trying to change my habits. Change my life. My reality. I just really want more.

[coffeeandcateyes]

I will be a completely different person for the better at the end of the year.

[coffeeandcateyes]

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[coffeeandcateyes]

healing feels good.

[achillesinhighheels]

Solange Knowles for Harper’s Bazaar Italia by Szilveszter Makó.

[allsadnshit]

i hate how embarrassing and shameful desperation feels...like looking back at more recent times in my life where I was begging for love and care and then scorning myself for needing it is so so sad to me - it's so natural and human, even if it's unhealthy at times...people arent meant to be perfect well adjusted beings and it's so stupid to wish I was always in control and respectable

like i think of my most embarrassing moments of weakness in the last 5 years where i really put myself on blast and when i wipe away all the self hate and need for control i just see me there, needing a friend and trying to be genuine with myself and i cant believe i bully that person even in the privacy of my mind

[tragicsiblings]

That money was for us. And he was going to buy me a farm, and we were gonna live in the woods. And I was going to be able to do whatever I wanted, when I wanted, okay? You don't love me, okay? He loves me. Connie loves me!

GOOD TIME (2017) dir. Josh & Benny Safdie

[artfilmaesthetics]

a film a day.

‘minari’ (2020), dir. lee Isaac chung

letterboxd rating: ✭ ✭ ✭ ✭ ✭

[sentimentalbeing2001]

Morning train ride

[soul-from-another-era]

Holding on to hurt.

[bibyebae]

[coffeeandcateyes]

[coffeeandcateyes]

depression is slowly lifting.

trying to embrace it without waiting for the other shoe to drop.