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michsmeesh

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poopiefart420

A perpetual loneliness

#rdr1 #jack marston

#rdo #blood meridian #my rdo character is basically just the kid #strangers ethel cain....

screenshot of my rdo character that is the way it is

#rdo #red dead online #real to me #the smear of blood is really. yeah

#anyways #rdr1 #john marston #edgar ross #it's a 'every Edgar Ross scene in rdr 1 4K' type today. god he wanted to fuck John so bad

oxeyeidaisy

have a current wip ✨️

#my god!#rdr1 #rdr2 #as well I guess #ouch

Three for three on the trauma posting. I looked through old photo albums again today and you can see exactly when I started getting molested because I abruptly stop smiling in photos. It's horrible I was such a sweet happy kid and then it's just gone. Every picture I'm staring off into the distance or doing a tiny half smile for the camera. I had such a massive cheesy grin before as well.

I do like seeing the visual evidence though. Because of the-

Because of the- the-

#also I had the worst haircut ever #my poor curly hair brushed within an inch of its life #The Villain was kinda right when he told me not to cut it again tbh #couldn't hide the hickies with short hair either </3

Trauma posting back to back yippee. So so sick and tired tbh. I want a lobotomy perhaps. Fucking hell. All this so one man could get off. That being said I want to live and heal and whatever. Daily affirmations

I've been gone for one million years. Genuinely this feels like the best place to express this rn. I keep having dreams about [The Villain] and I being a happy couple and doing things together and this is both torturous and kind of hilarious to me. He does not want me anymore. I'm twenty-one now. That's kind of the whole reason he's the villain. Sigh. The endless nausea etc etc

#my close good irl mutual if you see this dw about it

Recent Dutch screenshots I've taken that make an alarm start blaring in my head

#the creep of all time #rdr2 #Dutch Van Der Linde

pyersiki

teaching your little brother to shave

#rdr2 #I feel so strongly about this

grooveguyz

johnigail

#oueghhhh I am ill about them #have also just been violently nauseous generally. the horrors

#John Marston #rdr2

#rdr1

timare0

pictures for ask ?? idk.

#favourite #rdr2

brothermoth

The model son

Forget me nots are his flower I will not take criticism. Also deer motif has nothing compared to Arthur Morgan dog motif. That man is a hound through and through

#BACK TO PAIN #oh Arthur.....#rdr2

madscientistreaction

gulps . hi

#anyway back to #uh #rdr2

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