CoffeeBlessedWitch

INTJ *stressed* Libra

[coffeeblessedwitch]

Do you also have that sixth sense which tells you the vibe of the room, the people, the friendships, the relationships, the relatives? And then it struck that it's not THE vibe for you and then you walk away to save your energyyyy. GOD!!!

(I'd be a witch if it's only me)

[coffeeblessedwitch]

The 'whatever' urge to find a new friend to consciously talk about our lives, either sitting beside each other or just from miles apart. The friend who pours back equally as you pour into them, one who elevates your energy and have unjudgemental raw conversations. The friendship in which neither of us has to force something or chase one another, wherein we learn, teach and fill up the gaps between ourselves. Where we got nothing to explain, complain about and no one to blame, just vibing at a similar frequency.

[coffeeblessedwitch]

And once again, I'm sitting here convincing myself that it's okay to outgrow friendships that I once thought would last forever. It's okay to soak in all the memories, cherish how we healed each other at the times when that's all that we needed and now know it's time for me to move on for the better. It's okay to change and evolve as an individual, not let myself feel stagnant and weighed down with the unsaid commitment. It's okay to look back to feel those hugs and not feel overwhelmed and obligated to keep dragging it when it starts to slip away. It's okay to now have developed unlike priorities in life and leading to pursue my own. It's okay to now put more effort into building myself with that trust I gained in myself without being made feel guilty or selfish. And it's getting easier each time as I sit back to feel grateful for the parts of me and them, that they gave to me. <3

[coffeeblessedwitch]

Then one day, you don't miss them anymore coz you have been feeling missed out for quite long that you even missed on yourself.