So, over the past few weeks I have been doing a lot of thinking on stuff. Today it hit me like a sack of potatoes. I have f****ed up a lot of relationships wether it be a possible relationships itself or good friends. It makes me a little nostalgic for what I once had six years ago. I know it is bad to stay in the past but sometimes it is oddly comforting to think about it. Currently, I am surrounded by fun coworkers but I can only really call a few "friend". I have lived in Portland going on two years now and I still kind of feel like an outsider just trying to fit in. Anyways, that is just my ranting...











