So today I didnât do any of my usual specific affirmations and just thought of the blank affirmation âI have everything Iâve ever wanted.â I didnât even repeat it, I just thought today would be the day I get what I want. So I got:
Korean corn dogs (thereâs a restaurant in my town that makes them sooo good bt I rarely ever get treated to them)
An order for clothes I was reselling (this specific pair of overalls had been up for a LONG time)
$80 handed to me in cash for taking care of my mums bfâs dog
Success in my YouTube channel and I plan on posting to it tmrw!
These are just a few of the wonderful things that happened today I could think of, so I will keep up this affirmation for the rest of the month to see how things work out for me! Blessed be đȘ·
So i have always wanted to live in Nyc, i had a vision board on pinterest. So i decided why not manifest moving there?
I started acting like i lived there said affirmations like "i love living in nyc" "i dont give a fuck i live in nyc" and just chilled i did not affirm every single second i dont really enjoy robotic affirming anymore i choose what is easier for me. Manifesting like a kid maybe ill make a post about it if yall want to.
After 2 weeks i got accepted my IMG models, i have been scouted a couple of times before by model agencies. I got accepted and they told me i should move there for castings and more aprotunities. They made me a visa and payed for the flights when i arrived to the airport i met my host family, they are super nice. Now i live in nyc i have a perfect life and my parents are going to move to me in the winter.
It took me 2 weeks to get there, i have already a house as i said a tuscan one, so i can live there once my parents come, that house i am using now to hang out with friends and to party. I sometimes sleep over there.
How I manifested a full ride to college with NO scholarships
this is actually one of the craziest success stories, so buckle up!
Last year I graduated high school with a 4.3 gpa, 200+ hours of community service, and participated in 10 clubs. Even with all of that work that Iâd put in for 4 years, I got no scholarships. I was completely devastated because college was my only way out of my small southern town, and I knew I had to become independent and leave the toxic things at home. So, I set my sights on a city 3 hours away, and promised myself in the fall of 2025 I would be there, studying at their university at no cost to me.
For additional info, Iâm the 3rd youngest daughter of a divorced immigrant mother, and my childhood was filled with unimaginable struggle. I come from the upper lower class (my momâs a teacher), and my only goal was to give my mother financial independence as well as myself. What I did was break down and affirm exactly what I wanted in steps:
1. I got accepted into *blank* university
2. All of my tuition and fees are payed for
3. My mum is financially stable and in a healthy relationship (sheâs my best friend and I didnât want her to be lonely while I was away)
The first step happened easily. I affirmed how easy of a choice it was for the university to pick me, and I got in in a week after applying relatively late. It was also a $75 application fee, which I did not have, so I affirmed it was waived and the next day got an email saying my school lunch form was enough proof to get the fee waived!
Now around July is when doubts started to creep in. My mom and oldest sister started mocking my me for thinking I could afford this school with no scholarships (about $26,000 total), and would tell me Iâd be broke and alone in the city if I continued to be reckless. As much as I wanted to crash out I had to keep my mouth SHUT đ interacting with the 3d when it shows the opposite of what you want is the last thing you should do. So I listened to a miracle subliminal and looped it nightly, affirming to myself that Iâm the type of person that attracts miracles and my school would be fully paid for.
The other method I used that really helped was mirror affirming. I stood in front of my bathroom mirror every night for around 10 minutes and ranted about how perfect my school life is now that Iâm out of that household and thriving. Iâd say that my bills are fully paid, the campus is beautiful, just any positive thing about what I wanted to happen in the fall semester and saying it like I was already there.
And thatâs when things started to change! Around mid July is when I got information about a certain benefits program that would give me monthly income because of my fatherâs military service. I was so shocked since my dad isnât a part of my life, and I thought he wouldnât provide anything for me or my sister. But much to my surprise, me and my family met with the veteran affairs office and I got a new id AND paperwork in place to get a large sum of money every month! And the best part is that I get to keep a lot of that money that doesnât go to my school :3
In short, by August, I had all of my fees and tuition paid for in a monthly payment plan, a beautiful campus, and freedom like Iâd never experienced before.
Some additional things I got shortly after:
My mommy started dating this very kind man that matched her exact ideal type and theyâre still going strong!
I got a single suite dorm all to myself and my 1 roommate was so cool we are now best friends and will be moving into a 2 bedroom apartment this year!!
I met my ideal partner. Sheâs the perfect butch to my femme, a complete nerd (she knows math which is so impressive to me), and has insanely hot muscles
I joined a modeling club on campus and have been getting runway and shoot offers from various businesses and photographers
And thatâs it! My DMs and asks are always open if u guys have any questions or would like to hear more success stories like these!! Blessed be đȘ·
Tell yourself that you already have your desired appearance, without contradiction. No matter what you see in the mirror, no matter what reflects when you put on your clothes or makeup, none of that.
You tell yourself that you already look the way you want to. For example: "I am finally so happy with how l look." "I am the most beautiful girl in the world." Or, if you have something specific, for example... "Wow! I really do have the sharpest jawline!" "Wow! I really do have the whitest teeth!"
"My waist is so snatched." etc. And again, do not contradict yourself! If you look at yourself in the mirror and you literally see what you're affirming to not have... tell yourself you have your ideal features regardless. For example... "Why do I still have so many pimplesâ mean!! I have the clearest skin!!!
Okay so I've been working on this the whole day yesterday (9/7/2026) until 2 am and i hope yall like it! đ
If I missed something or you want me to add something just let me know! Anyways enjoy!
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Okay so I've been working on this the whole day yesterday (9/7/2026) until 2 am and i hope yall like it! đ
If I missed something or you want me to add something just let me know! Anyways enjoy!
ÖŽÖ¶Öž. ..đ àŁȘ ÖŽÖ¶ÖžđȘœ+100 THINGS TO MANIFEST PACKàŒàŒàż Hey guys! This is @eliisiconic from tumblr and i decided to make this document to motivate
(ii) â spiritual breakdown on how to "actually use" awake methods effectively.
firstly, iâd like to thank everyone for the great feedback i received on the my last post i made about how to use "actually use" awake methods, based on research i came across while learning about deep meditation and altered states of consciousness. and like i mentioned in my last post, iâm doing a follow-up to explain the full diagram and how you can use it to be more effective when practicing awake methods.
disclaimer(s): before i do a deep dive into how to âactually useâ awake methods, backed by a spiritual interpretation from rudolf steinerâs esoteric teachings, i want to clarify that iâm putting âactually useâ in quotes for a reason because there isnât a black-and-white way to approach shifting. shifting is deeply personal and spiritual (imo). everything iâm sharing here is simply what iâve found through my own research, shadow work, and inner reflection, including tarot, which resonated strongly with me and helped me feel confident enough to share this. my hope is that it supports others in their own shifting journey. i also want to make it clear that my approach to shifting is completely spiritual. i donât really see it as something scientific, i experience it more as a spiritual practice. so everything i share here is coming from that spiritual perspective, not from the science side of shifting.
this is going to be a lengthy post!
this diagram comes from rudolf steinerâs esoteric teachings, and it maps out the stages that lead outward from ordinary, day-to-day consciousness to the early stages of meditation, and eventually into the deepest level of meditation, what many people in the community call the "void state". it also goes past the void state into whatâs described as higher, more advanced stages of spiritual abundance, ending in the telos stage, where youâre fully detached from the physical body and exist purely as your subconsciousness. this can be connected to shifting as an almost "goldilocksâ stage, where youâre no longer tied to this reality and can access your desired reality through simple affirming, because doubt and ego have been bypassed and youâre fully in that subconscious void.
so how do we reach that?
let me explain each point across the diagram so we can have a understanding of how we can achieve each stage and then eventually telos.
day-to-day consciousness is basically where we are right now, our original reality, what we can perceive, see, and feel through our five senses. itâs the stage weâre in before we decide to shift from our usual, everyday waking world.
i (3.4.1) . . when you choose to use an awake method and lie down to start meditating, you enter the activation stage almost immediately. this is where you begin closing off your awareness from your original reality. by shutting your eyes and settling into meditation, you start withdrawing that external focus, even if itâs only a few minutes in, just breathing with the intention of pulling your awareness inward. from a shifting perspective, i see this as simply setting the intention, closing your eyes and knowing, âok, iâm going to try to shift.â thatâs the activation: youâve made the decision, set the intent, and now youâre moving into meditation.
ii (3.4.2) . . this is where things start to matter. if youâre doing methods like the julia method for example, where you donât use shifting or grounding affirmations until after youâve entered the void state, youâll naturally reach the abyss stage just by meditating without affirming to shift yet. this is the part where youâre simply in meditationâno complications, just a deep, calm state. not the deepest level yet, but youâre settled. youâre not fully focused on shifting yet; youâre focused on getting calm enough to shift. and i want to reiterate: this isnât the stage where youâre affirming to shift yet. youâre not doing grounding or shifting affirmations here. youâre just calm, just meditating. thatâs why thereâs no âcomplicationsâ in this stage, because youâre not pushing intention into anything yet. your body is still settling, and youâve already moved past activation. for example, with the julia method, this is like the âi amâ phase, where youâre repeating simple âi amâ affirmations and staying calm. this will make more sense when i explain the encounter stage.
iii (3.4.3) . . this is the stage i think a lot of people end up giving up at, and itâs what perhaps makes their awake method attempt "unsuccessful". it wonât apply to every situation, but itâs what i noticed in my own experience. the encounter stage is what you reach after youâve been in meditation for a bit and you start using shifting affirmations and genuinely intending that youâre somewhere else. for example, with the julia method, this could be when you move into identity affirmations or five senses affirmationsâwhere you begin rewriting the reality youâre in. youâre affirming a new room, a new identity, new friends, a new environment. youâre actively shaping things and beginning the shift.
from my personal experience, iâd usually be meditating for at least half an hour before i reached the point where i felt like, alright, iâm calm enough. i donât really feel my room as much, my body feels lighter, and iâm less aware of it overall. i feel ready to start affirming that iâm in my desired reality, so i begin the affirmations. and this is exactly where my attempts would stop for years. YEARS. i get this urge to open my eyes disappointed. i begin to feel my cr bed more. i feel a wave of dissatisfaction and frustration. and what really happens is that you encounter the ego. because youâre intending to shift, and youâre essentially challenging your sense of reality in the physical world, it can trigger a kind of survival response. your physical mind/body reads that âno identityâ or ânew identityâ state as a threat, and it tries to pull you back to whatâs familiar, back to what youâve been conditioned to believe, because that feels safe. in spiritual teachings, this can also be described as the guardian. because shifting is something we aren't conditioned to believe in this reality, it pushes against the belief systems weâve been taught alike the idea that: "we only have one life" and that "weâre only this physical body", it could also be your own insecurities about shifting e.g. "this isn't working" or "this is taking too long." and when you start spiritually expanding beyond that, you can run into whatâs called the ego, or the guardian. this literally means youâre right at the door of shifting about to break through into a higher state of consciousness. itâs like a reflex meant to pull you back to whatâs familiar and comfortable. thatâs why it's called "the guardian" or "the ego at the door": because the moment you begin to move beyond it, all those ingrained âsafeâ beliefs and automatic thoughts in your subconscious push up in response.
whenever you reach this stage and you give in to those thoughts, or you start feeding them energy, it pulls you straight back into normal waking consciousness. everything starts to unravel. what you should do instead, when you reach this point, is alchemise. that doesnât mean fighting the thoughts, because fighting them just fuels them. it means staying in meditation. when the urge hits, recognise what it actually is: a sign that youâre close. it means youâre approaching the door, and your subconscious is trying to drag you back to what feels familiar and safe. focus on your breath. try counting. the feeling usually comes in waves, it rises, fades, then returns. and each time you breathe through it and stay calm, it comes back quieter, less intense, and with longer stretches of calm before it returns. itâs definitely easier said than done, but i genuinely believe this is the stage where owning your power matters most, your ability to shift, and the strength of your intention. it can feel intense and even really demotivating, but this is where you start rewiring your mind to persist instead of pulling back.
iv (3.5) . . eventually, you reach whatâs referred to as the telos stage. telos translates to the ultimate aim or end purpose, the final cause behind an action. this is the stage where i believe i and you hit the prime mindset shift. your doubts have quietened down, and youâre in a state of pure consciousness thatâs open to affirmation, you withdraw effort. at this point, identity affirmations tend to âstickâ more because thereâs no resistance, this is essentially the void state or adjacent to the hypnagogic state. and from here, you can begin affirming in a way that brings you back into day-to-day awareness, but in your reality of choice instead. your desired reality. and now without hesitation or pushback, you have full access to your desired reality through intention and affirmation.
v final thoughts?
in terms of whether this theory has actually been effective for me, and whether iâve shifted: yes. i started looking into this in the first place because whenever i did shift, it usually happened in these strange half-asleep, half-awake phasesâlike when iâd get pulled out of a dream and end up in that black, in-between space where i could feel my spiritual body floating. those shifts fell into a few types for me: one where i was fully grounded, and two where i could physically feel my desired reality, like i sort of was half in and half out. thatâs what pushed me to research this more deeply, and itâs also why this is the approach i mostly follow now. but again, itâs so individual, shifting is extremely personal, and what works for me comes from my own reflection and my own decision to step back from a lot of shifttok and social media communities. you really do have to do your own research and let it become your own journey.
hopefully this resonates with anyone and is of good help!
THE BAG â my every day bag, as of right now, is the coach soho signature bag. she may look small but she is mighty⊠and stretched out with love! it has become almost like a locker for things that sam and dean need, like weapons & badges.
( FROM LEFT TO RIGHT )
angel blade â thanks to my good friend castiel, he stole gifted me an angel blade as a means of protection. just donât tell sam or dean i have it.
lighter, holy water, & salt in a vial â you never know what you might run into, i learned that the hard way. i always carry my trusty lighter that i got from some backwater townâs thrift store, a vial i stole from bobby filled with salt, and a flask filled with holy water.
tarot cards â first used as a party trick/a way to pass time with friends, the cards are now used for insight or guidance. when dean stumbled upon them for the first time, he called me a witch.. for a week.
compact mirror â since weâre constantly on the go, i use my little mirror to fix up my makeup or to check for any facial injuries. it comes in handy when weâre dealing with ghouls.
claw clip & hair ties â just a way to pull up my hair if weâre chasing something or if it keeps annoying me.
makeup bag â filled with lip products, powders, mascara, eyelash curler, perfume, and anything else that i need.
wallet â self explanatory, i need a place to store my money. thereâs also a photobooth strip of me and my friends.
digital camera â i like to take photos of everything and anything, from dean inhaling a burger to a pretty little sunset. once again, comes in handy when weâre dealing ghouls, especially shapeshifters.
fbi badge â you never know when youâll need to pull out the âweâre fbiâ card, so i keep an extra in my bag.
hairbrush â found it in a thrift store and thought it was cute/ironic, seeing as iâm an archangelâs vessel.
gum â just to freshen up when weâre out for a whole day. a victim to the winchestersâ grabby hands & almost killed cas.
ipod & headphones â my holy grail for long drives or when i need to block out any annoying noise (ehm, dean).
sunglasses â the sun is public enemy no. 1 for me, so i have to always carry my sunnies that are, of course, chanel.
DAYâS LOVE LETTER â !
i love how this turned out, iâm proud of myself đ lowkey inspired by my creative mutual @miaojuneâs post, even if itâs not similar at all đ i just loved the âhi fairytale vogueâ and my mind immediately went to make a vogue whatâs in my bag so i did (hence the âhunterâs vogue)! if some of these things didnât exist in or make sense for 2009/10 just pretend it does!!!!
( p.s. this is also a name reveal, which is like not a big deal đ but my name is rare and i hope none of my irls find međ€ )
Dean realizes itâs his birthday because someone yells his name from the kitchen.
Not the quiet, lonely realization heâs used to. Not the calendar sneaking up on him like an ambush. This time itâs loud. Real. Messy.
âDean! Get your ass in here right now.â
Bobbyâs voice carries down the hall, rough and affectionate and entirely unimpressed. Dean snorts, pushing himself off the couch.
âYeah, yeah,â he mutters. âBossy old man.â
Thereâs an ice-cream cake on the tableâlopsided, half-melted, the frosting bleeding into the chocolate in a way that looks almost tragic. Someone stuck mismatched candles in it. None of them are straight.
Samâs leaning against the counter, grinning too big, eyes bright. Cas stands beside him, staring intently at the cake like it might explode. Youâre perched on a chair, swinging your legs, holding a beer you definitely stole from Deanâs stash.
Dean stops short.
It hits him all at once. The room. The noise. The people.
âSurprise,â Sam says, soft but happy.
Thereâs an ice-cream cake on the tableâlopsided, half-melted, the frosting bleeding into the chocolate in a way that looks almost tragic. Someone stuck mismatched candles in it. None of them are straight.
Samâs leaning against the counter, grinning too big, eyes bright. Cas stands beside him, staring intently at the cake like it might explode. Youâre perched on a chair, swinging your legs, holding a beer you definitely stole from Deanâs stash.
Dean stops short.
It hits him all at once. The room. The noise. The people.
âSurprise,â Sam says, soft but happy.
Dean scoffs, covering it with a smirk. âMan, this is a terrible ambush.â
âYouâre welcome,â you say, hopping down and crossing the room. You bump your shoulder into his on purpose. âWe went all out. Look at that cake. Real craftsmanship.â
Cas tilts his head. âI selected it personally. The clerk said it was âpopular with children.ââ
Dean barks out a laugh before he can stop himself. âYeah, that tracks.â
Bobby slides a beer into his hand. âDonât get sappy. Just drink.â
Dean takes it. Their fingers brush. It grounds him.
They crowd around the table, Sam lighting the candles while you steady the cake so it doesnât completely collapse. Wax drips everywhere. Someone starts humming instead of singing.
âNope,â Dean says quickly. âNo singinâ. I draw the line.â
âToo late,â you say, already smiling at him like this is exactly where heâs supposed to be.
They sing anyway. Off-key. Laughing. Cas joins halfway through, solemn and earnest, somehow making it worse and better all at once.
Dean looks at the candles when they finish. Flickering. Messy. Alive.
âMake a wish,â Sam says.
Dean hesitates.
Heâs had years where he didnât dare. Years where wishing felt dangerous. Greedy.
But tonight?
He glances around the table. At Samâalive, solid. At Bobbyâgruff and present. At Casâwatching him like this moment matters. At youâwarm and close and smiling like you already know.
Dean exhales and blows the candles out.
No wish.
He doesnât need one.
They eat the cake straight from the container, spoons clinking, ice cream melting faster than anyone can keep up. Bobby complains. Sam laughs. Cas asks questions about birthdays like heâs filing them away for later.
You lean into Deanâs side, head resting against his shoulder.
âGood birthday?â you murmur.
Dean wraps an arm around you without thinking, pulls you closer. His voice is quiet, honest in a way it rarely gets to be.
âYeah,â he says. âPerfect.â
And for onceâhe means it.
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