The Lost Student

Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new. • Data Analytics Master Student •

[juliaxyn]

There is no better way to start the day than with a good study session📚✨

[mothercain-deactivated20231124]

sometimes i just remind myself i was conceived in the back of a semi truck and then i try and cut myself some slack

[huitingreads]

a bunch of scribbles 

[un-----made-deactivated20240219]

waiting for the train 🌻

[captainofstudies]

Cosy Thursday mornings working from home

[estefanymoleta]

[fantomethread]

thinking abt how much i am going to miss reading outside as the weather changes </3

[luminous-studiess]

i struggle getting things done on some days. it’s very hard. but i think of how lapsing into habits or behaviors that you thought you’d overgrown is often seen as regressing— but i’ve come to see it as a natural cyclic part of life. like spring and winter, death and rebirth. 

[komonatin]

that daughterhood feeling of wanting to blame your mother for how you turned out, wanting to be angry at her for how you’ve inherited her pain and her insecurities, but at the same time wanting to keep coming home to her, out of everyone else in the universe, because you know that if there’s anyone who might be anything like you–if there’s anyone who might even have a clue of what it’s like to be you–it could only be her. and no matter how many times you’ve hurt each other, no matter how difficult it might be to get her to truly see you, you still just want her to love you as you are, to tell you that this isn’t your fault, and to show you that she would keep letting you come home to her.

[ansagirr-blog]

[sideshrimp]

Why does the night have to be so beautiful?

[petitworld]

[via]

[metradell-vyorei-deactivated202]

Gaeilge is an amazing language because if you miss a fada your cake becomes shit

[coffeshops-and-notes]

I need to practice journalling in the morning more. I can't get over how much easier it is to tackle the day once I've everything put down on a paper/One note page.

I'm going to be broke this month so I know I need to hold back on extra cost if possible.

I want to bulid up my strenght again so I will need to start some kind of exercise routine.

I also need to get back to job searching. I took the last week off cause I lost my phone as well as started a temp job. But I'd love to be in a more stable position in the new year.

My goal is to have a job to do with else my matsers or degree. Have good money coming in so I can start working on saving plus be able in invest in my experience here in Canada. I miss being able to invest in myself like I used to. I miss the gym but can't afford a membership right now. I miss cooking a certain meal but can't afford the ingredient. And I really really miss brunching with my sister.

[academia-lucifer]

@academia-lucifer

[simena]

Henri Lehmann - Ophelia (detail)

[coffeshops-and-notes]

I don't know what to do. I want to start working on my career again.

I think I'm getting nervous now because my friends are still living party lifestyles and I'm afraid of getting sucked in again and I feel like I can't afford to.

Like everyone else has progressed if you get me, the majority of them got jobs in construction the second they came here and are on good money, those who aren't on great money still found jobs to help further their career.

I'm the only one who hasn't and is clearly still struggling. I'm embarrassed that I can't join in on plans either cause I don't have the money. I still haven't even get my first wage yet.

Honestly, I can see myself leaving before the 2 years if it's going to be this slow moving forward.