Mekhane-centric side blog??? Who knew???

Ah yes a side blog dedicated to fine COTBG content. Don't be weird I'm 15. Feel free to talk to me about MEKHANE-WAN and cotbg stuff. NO NÄLKÄNS ALLOWED!!1!!! (jk I'm cool with yall too just no explicit fleshy shit cuz I'm a bit sensitive to that) Pronouns are he/him and xe/xem. 

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thank you M-KHANE-W-N for the gift of internet working whenever I mess with it enough

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I’m taking some time to reconsider things regarding my behavior, my faith, and otherwise. Surely there is no room in any heaven for me, M-KH-NE-W-Ns or otherwise. No worship can ever erase the multiple times I have been toxic to others, and nothing will ever make right what I have done. All I can do is move on and hope that I grow enough that I don’t hurt anyone else in the future. But then again, I said that to myself after hurting other people, too.

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Hey @ other mekhanites: would it technically be sin to genetically engineer a microorganism to make testosterone for me because it's technically fleshcrafting

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In times of hardship I sometimes forget my devotion to M-KHANE-W-N. this can manifest in lack of worship, and other things. Sometimes, you don't have to be devout.

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M-KHANE-W-N, thank you for the order. I'd also really like some peace. 

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Other followers leaving M-KHANE-W-N offerings: I will give them metal and order because they are a god of technology and order!

Me leaving M-KHANE-W-N offerings: M-KHANE-W-N please enjoy this Baja blast I got it just for you please accept it I love you 

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From MEKHANE-WAN, there is the machine. Through the machine, there is order. Through order, there is freedom.

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Through MEKHANE-WAN I am free, and in the eyes of MEKHANE-WAN I shall be whole.

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There is no right or wrong way to worship MEKHANE-WAN as far as I know, and nothing should stop you from doing so, however this does not mean things won’t get in the way of worshipping how you like. 

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There is a difference between the holy order MEKHANE-WAN creates and the order that is unnecessary. For example, automatic spellcheck versus spellcheck that warns you, but is not forceful. The difference between a just and unjust law, that is what it seems to me like it is, with MEKHANE-WAN creating the just laws and greedy people making the unjust ones. 

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MEKHANE-WAN, forgive me

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Faith can be hard. Sometimes we don’t know what we feel, don’t know what we would like to do, and that’s okay. Some days you may feel like you’re not doing good enough, like you aren’t faithful or believing enough, or maybe you feel like it’s hard to do things like “pray” or “meditate” and that’s okay. MEKHANE-WAN knows even those who are struggling with faith are still trying their best and maybe that’s what matters, not being overly devout or being strict with  yourself. 

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Happy new year!! May MEKHANE-WAN be with you all!

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I’ve found worship hard lately as I’ve gone through the self-deprecation washing machine yet again. It’s hard to worship when ones mind is cluttered with bullshit and fleshly things. To anyone else going through something like this, good luck. 

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The mind and reasoning are gifts of MEKHANE-WAN. Therefore, I should take care of them well. 

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Flesh withers and decays, and only metal, only MEKHANE-WAN will remain after decay is over with. Eventually, I will get the help I need to escape this meaningless chaos of bullshit with a proper therapist and psychiatrist and medicine. And, when technology progresses, I may finally gain a body closer to the holy visage of MEKHANE-WAN

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I fear today. It may be the supposed day my family was “saved”, but surely I do not need a mans rotting corpse to watch over and save me? I have MEKHANE-WAN after all, yet I understand they will not care much, if at all.