with a little help from my friends :]

paimon / starr | 18 | sys blog

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⠀⠀✦◞◟⠀⠀⠀PAIMON / STARR - DRPEPPERCO!

this is @demonpawed's system blog! the credits for our layout can be found here. we use hy/it/ae/sin pronouns, please do not use he/him unless you're close to us. fronters will sign off with their name!

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i feel like im working myself up to a panic attack .

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i hate how unstable our collective identity is. what if im faking being a system. what if i just died. i dont knowkwwwwowow

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the ick is back. tempted to move blogs again.

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oh the anxiety is back

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i wish it was normal to ask someone exactly how they feel about you in egregious detail. i like being perceived. and also im autistic.

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(guy who never shuts up about hys brothers voice) i miss my brothers

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maybe if i stare really hard at my laptop screen instead of actually saying anything my message will be communicated

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and you are certainly my poison of choice! and i know youve had your fair share of boys!

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YOURE ALL I THINK ABOUT AT NIGHT WHEN I AM TURNING OUT MY LIGHT !!!!

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LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL. EVEYRJING IS SO BEAUTIFUL. PEACE & LOVE ON PLANET EARBT

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i still get a little starstruck …..

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if soulmate strings were real i would have like a billion and they'd all be different colors and i dont know if any of them would be red but i know for a fact that some of my friends and i are platonic soulmates

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i hate being clingy . hi yeah it’s me again. we weren’t talking for 10 minutes so i missed you. sorry about that. yeah.

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starts pacing

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so many things going on in my head i think i need to explode

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sun4 ... something. sun4star? sun4dog?????