Goodbye Message
Hi everyone, this is Addilynn.
I haven't logged in in a long time to this account; truth be told, I didn't realize that this blog existed until earlier today when I accidentally found out the Manchester's Nightmare blog was still publicly available.
At 13 years old, I lost a huge piece of myself when my mother moved us without warning to Virginia. It was her shitty attempt to outrun her demons, but ultimately, it did a lot of damage on me. Our home was foreclosed on. I was only allowed to keep what would fit in my suitcase, and we never went back. Because of this, I have lots of issues now remembering things from my past. That, and the trauma I endured was so severe I think my mind is blocking me from truly remembering all the things i went through. I have cut contact with my mother since, and I've been to therapy and worked hard to improve myself.
I felt like I was able to regain some of those lost memories today. I had no idea that I uploaded IRL photos of myself onto this blog. I've changed lots since the last time I logged in here. I'm 25 now and trying the best I can day by day to move forward.
I have continued content creation under different names throughout the course of the pandemic and onward. Due to all of the personal information on this account, I will not be giving out my details in a public post. I have no clue if anyone from this era of my life still logs into their old blog, but I'm posting this here for those who might reflect one day like I have today.
I will be keeping this blog up as a reminder of how far I've come in life, but I will be deleting all IRL photos from my blog. The Manchester's Nightmare Tumblr account will also be taken down, since there hasn't been any Manchester's Nightmare content since I was in high school. All content from the Manchester's Nightmare account will be downloaded and archived on my personal computer. The same goes for the WDML official blog, and my old Soundcloud account. Thank you to everyone who's read this. If you were one of a handful that supported me through these tougher times, I want to thank you the most.
















