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About me

I am a teen girl that loves basically all kinds of media, music, books, tv shows, movies etc. I also love fall, my friends, history & fashion.

Fave decades of fashion: Basically 60s thru 2000s, especially 60s, 90s & 2000s

Favorite artists & bands: Conan Gray, Olivia Rodrigo, Mcr, ptv, gnr.

Letterboxd top 4: thirteen, Show me love ( fucking åmål), Mean Girls & The Craft

Other movie favorites: Mamma Mia, Scream, Jennifers body, Donnie Darko, 10 things I hate about you

Tv shows: Heartstopper, young royals & gossip girl

Books: The inheritance games, A good girls guide to murder, Words in deep blue, The naturals, Berätta 3 saker

Pinterest acc: novemberrrain10

#downtown girl #coquette #mcr #gnr #books

My crush posted a picture of herself. SHE'S SO GORGEOUS IT'S PAINFUL AT THIS POINT. Yall don't understand how gorgeous she was in that picture. She is always gorgeous obviusley but that pic, that pic fucking confirmed my sexuality. This girl ( me) ain't straight at all.

#lgbtqai #crush #hell is a teenage girl #down bad

Guys, i lowkey just came out one of my friends, idk what happened. I think i am happy with it, but I am just still scared that i am wrong, i don't think i am, but now that i have told someone i am panicking. I didn't mean to come out but it was a perfect moment. Maybe this was wrong I don't know help.

#coming out #lgbtqai #lgbtq

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I need a midnight make out in somebodies car

Posting here is free therapy. None of my friends can see it. It's like my notes app or journal but more social.

How bad is the crush when you got a playlist about them? Asking for a friend

I have had this playlist for months btw. I have had an on and off relationship in my head about having a crush for monthsss. And i am finally accepting it ( what i said a while ago & later questioned again). And i have had this playlist am i genuinly stupid.

Hey, it's like really fun to post on here so prepare to be sick of me.

So if we go back to my post about the confusion over a friend of mine. Me, her & two of my other friends went to the cinema today ( we saw obsession btw). And during the movie I realised that i like really like her & I felt really nervous around her again which has happened less recently so that was weird. And idk I need her in a way that isn't fucking healthy. Like ( omg what i am about to say seems so fucking weird & like perverted) when there was a seen of Bear ( wtf is that name) & Nikki kissing, i kinda wished that it was me and her. And i don't think that's normal to think about friends.

So this is a crush, it's my second crush ever and my gay awakening , i am not straight & i am going insane. Well shit I guess. But at the same time it's not that much of a woaw. Because i knew this about myself but like I didn't but i did. Gosh i am oversharing & i am not making any sense.

But what non straight am I? I kind of want to be unlabeled but like I want to come out & unlabled ain't really coming out. People might just think I am straight & confused. Which lowkey has been my sexuality for 7 months. I guess bi or pan, maybe omni. But it doesn't really feel right. I want to come out but I don't want to tell anyone. Maybe that sounds rushed but really how sure i am changes day to day. But my feelings they are real and there. And I also questioned my sexuality like years ago & just forgot about it. So like I am not straight.

The way all of this started because of a movie i watched in the middle of the night in december.😭

applepieandcupcakess

don’t worry you’re not that girl from 7th grade anymore

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i bake and you do the dishes for me ꈍ◡ꈍ

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Pleasee🙏

Guys, how do you figure out if you are straight or bi? Because I feel like there is a big chance i am. Because of this girl. Ethier way I need to talk about her.

Where do I even start. She's first of all gorgeous. She has pink hair, green eyes & alt style. Her smile is gorgeous. I love when she laughs. She's funny & her personality is amazing. She plays electric guitar, listens to rock/metal type music. She loves marvel & supernatural. Her fave bands are guns n' roses, Ghost & mcr. She also loves horror movies. Her fave drinks are monster ( original) & fanta exotic. We are in the same group & I am close with everyone else but not that close with her but we have been getting closer ( EEEE). And last of all i have no fkn chance with her.

Like i feel like you don't feel like this about a friend. I mean this is a crush right. I get so fucking happy when she texts me, and when the conversation is a bit longer then usual it feels amazing. Can you be straight except one girl? No i am bi, but what if i am not. FUCKING HELPPP. Someday I am like yea I am bi & then the next I am like you are lying to yourself. BUT ALSO THIS GIRL.

I probably am bi but like what if I am wrong. I mean I could be pan too ig, idk. But i just want to know if i am straight or not. And it's so hard to be sure when you have had 0 romantic interaction, haven't hold hands, kissed etc. Like if I ask myself if i would kiss her that's a hell yea but maybe it's just cuz idk what a kiss is like. And like i want to hold her hand & hug her. The weird thing is i don't like physicial touch by anyone other than my family. Like if my bestfriend of 11 years hug me it's like woaw. But when she lays her arms around my shoulders I want to squeal but maybe it's just cuz i want the validation of being her friend. She hugged me on the last day of school & i didn't know how to react. I feel jealous when she is like that with the rest of our friends. On time she layed in me & my friends lap and thought to myself that i could stay like this for the rest of my life. But again maybe I just want validation since we aren't close. Like we have never hung out one on one. I mean we once continued calling for like 30 minutes after our other friends left & that's the most except like fun texting. And like we talk & joke in group & when I have like followed her to get watee & we were alone the convo is more akward i mean we talk but like yea. I also can't say no to her & I feel like it's noticable. If she ask everyone if they could follor her out to get smth it always ends with me doing it.

#crush #sexuality