🦄 ♉️ 🍓

[collosaldamage]

Empty promises are just that, they’re just words. Meaningless. What they say “actions speak louder than words” it’s painfully accurate.

💔

[collosaldamage]

I don’t even want to exist anymore

[callmenozomi-deactivated2019022]

Whoever is having sex rn, have some for me too. Thank you

[collosaldamage]

Why do you play with my head?

I can’t keep feeling like this over and over again.

You are actually honest with me and even apologetic for how things were handled.

Everything You do even if it’s just an “ok” I analyse it and build up a picture

My emotions are all in a pot and it keeps being stirred

Please just stop now, I’m finished now.

I have nothing else to say anymore.

[collosaldamage]

Compulsive liar

You belong in the blazen pit of hell

Burnt to crisp

No mercy

[collosaldamage]

Third time lucky

[collosaldamage]

I don’t want to be here anymore. I’m a fuck up. I fucked up with all the lies and deceit. She’s done with me.

What is even the point anymore?

All I do is hurt people around me over and over again

I just can’t let myself be happy.

I’m sorry for everything

[destroymylife]

have a nice day :)

[collosaldamage]

Leave me when I need you the most..

[collosaldamage]

I made it clear. Oh so crystal clear. I wasn’t okay. I am damaged.

If I snap you can’t take it personally

Don’t just shut me out if I suddenly “start” because all I need is reassurance and you to hold my hand and tell me to quiet down and relax.

Because in my head everything is racing and every little thing could set me off.

Please just try to understand

[recaption]

[collosaldamage]

@hexagonalstars 🥰

[dailytonitopaz]

 #cheryl chose her

[collosaldamage]

What if I just can’t do this anymore

I love her

I love my life with her

I love my little precious family

But I’m sick and I can’t pretend I’m not anymore

I’ve just begun to be okay

I’ve just begun to trust

I’ve just begun to heal

I can feel the cracks

I can

See the tethers, slowly I’m beginning to wilt

I don’t want it

But it’s coming and I don’t want it to happen

But can I stop it. No

Because that’s not how it works

Once again I’m out of control

[recaption]

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

BPD GUM

[extramadness]

[collosaldamage]

First time in 4 days she said it back

My heart stopped for a millisecond

This is not easy, but she is worth it..

In the same house but in different rooms to sleep

I don’t think I’ll ever get used to that, but again she’s worth it

All I want to do is grab her and kiss her and melt with her but I can’t. Not yet, again she’s worth it

She is and will always be worth the wait